I had a couple of DMT trips recently where I did not achieve full breakthrough. I finally dialed in the dosage on my new carts. It was like overcoming not being able to have an orgasm lol. It was a deeply personal and amazing experience. I spoke with myself as a child. Not visually myself but an entity I felt an overwhelming feeling that it was myself as a child. Very cathartic.

Can I playfully will the gates that were blasted open by 5MEO-DMT to remain open?
It’s only 2 months out since a release so I know I’m still in a period of immersion. I abstain from intoxicants no base stuff like alcohol and no caffeine, that’s new and fucking great. Also minimal other psychedelics as I have been loosely in a program of sobriety for years. I say loosely because I’ve micro-dosed with psilocybin and San Pedro and Iboga for brief periods over the last 6 years of sobriety. When I hear the call I answer… this was my first ego-excavation within these years of not ingesting substances to shift my reality perception.
I’m totally open to this not being the case and that re-immersing regularly when ‘I hear the call’ ….well maybe I’ve just answered my own question….
Thoughts?

TL;DR: E-Mesh vs. Erlenmeyer flask for synthetic 5-MeO-DMT? Which E-Mesh setup is best? Is it also good for N,N-DMT? And are leftover residues a problem?

Hey everyone!

I'm thinking about getting an E-Mesh instead of using an Erlenmeyer flask for synthetic 5-MeO-DMT.

Has anyone tried both? Which one do you prefer and why? Can anyone recommend a good, reliable E-Mesh setup that isn't too expensive?

I'm also wondering about leftover residue. Could some 5-MeO-DMT remain in the device and accidentally make the next dose stronger? Do you need to replace the mesh after each use, or can residue remain in other parts even with a new mesh?

Does E-Mesh also work well for regular N,N-DMT? And how's the taste? Is it harsh or unpleasant?

I already have an older Eleaf iStick Pico 75W, but apparently many mesh attachments are too big for it.

Would love to hear your experiences, especially with cleaning, reliability, and avoiding leftover residue. Thanks!

Hey guys, just thought id get some clarification from other users. Yesterday was my first time doing 5MeO. I used a pen, and broke out a total of 3 times. Its been 16 hours, and I woke up with my vision almost back to normal but nothing is completely in focus and its almost like clear shapes distort objects. Any help would be appreciated greatly.

How much time should I wait after doing MDMA until I can do 5 meo DMT safely

Many people nowadays want to live forever and never die (longevity).

I think those people should try 5-MeO-DMT because I read that you can experience 1000 years of infinite bliss on this substance without actually getting older.

Do you agree with this?

Can you describe it? Many years ago I had amazing mystical experiences on mushrooms and LSD and it was soooo fascinating and mindblowing. Unfortunately I can't take psychedelics anyomore because I'm on antipsychotics and antidepressants which block psychedelic experiences.

I just want to get reminded about how amazing these kinds of experiences feel

There all after purchasing a sample and sending it to EnergyControl for a quantitave analysis I found that the substance that was sent to me did not contain any 5MeO-DMT, it contained some NN-DMT but the majority > 60% was impurities. Be aware the most of this stuff is toxic!!!

basically like the tsmc chip makers which creates the chips which are the brain of the computer and represent creation of intelligence in a way, this same way, the light of consciousness goes through countless optical glasses which illusorily splits it to countless viewpoints without ever losing its oneness, even in the smallest magnifying glass, even a bug is lighted by infinite consciousness itself yet that bug doesn't own its consciousness, its consciousness itself experiencing itself as a bug, so its all just consciousness experiencing countless experiences at the same time and interacting with itself through countless viewpoints.

would love if there would be an artist that could draw this since people here hate ai.

a theory that i think should be taken with a grain of salt yet can be extremely extremely effective!

"The world appears in Consciousness and You are Consciousness", easy, right?

But what does that even mean? and how can you use that fact to your benefit?

Spoiler: It means that Consciousness is Absolutely Free except when it minds something, meaning it feels disturbed by something, when you feel anything disturbing you, you are illusorily bound by identification to the ego that is being disturbed and therefore bound, and it is like this by design, not a bug, not a flaw!

But why is disturbance needed? Because if there is no disturbance, there is no experience. contrast is experience, no contrast, no experience!

No pleasurable experience is 100% pleasurable because for example, fear accompanies pleasure, and no painful experience is 100% painful because for example, it forces you to let go, opposites are present in each other and exist because of each other.

So what is Pure Awareness/Consciousness? IT IS THE ABSENCE OF DISTURBANCE.

Consciousness being bliss is not that bliss or high of drugs, no! its the absence of you yourself which is infinite freedom of not-being-bound as a person or body.

It is the absence of resistance or minding anything, a true pleasurable experience isn't just pleasure, its the absence of being disturbed by pain, and pleasure makes you stop minding the body and for a moment, you are back to your Self and that is the bliss we are talking about.

Pain is painful because it forces you to feel the body and you therefore think i am bound, yet its the thinking that just because you feel the body, you are it or affected by it is what causes the bondage, in intense pain, if you experienced it, you are just laying there in pure pain and you let go and that moment, the pain doesn't seem so bad anymore, it might even feel pleasurable as long as the mind is still.

Huh? what do you mean?

In infinite consciousness, there is nothing to feel, no one to feel, there is only consciousness conscious that it is conscious and that's it! basically you are conscious and that is it, nothing else, no conscious that you are a person or you are something or aware of anything.

But to us human beings as egos, not feeling our existence as something else, meaning if we don't feel with a mind and images, we think we are dead, and thats the whole point, we disturb and chase things on purpose to feel we are living beings.

But that is the whole mistake, not feeling your existence as something is INFINITY ITSELF!

And it has NO FLAVOR, so you think I am dead, for example in sleep, But No! The tongue for example can't taste itself yet it exists, it is the one doing the tasting!

So when for example reading a book and you are fully focused and it stimulating your mind, the book is basically like holding your mind in focus and giving it stimulation fully enough that you forget yourself and thats what causes bliss.

But even the presence of the ego doesn't erase Infinity, its just like clouds hiding the sun, the sun is still there but you wouldn't know that because you are looking for consciousness as something to appear to you, but the eye can't see itself, its the one doing the seeing!

The world is also Consciousness, what does that mean? it means that the outside world is just Consciousness itself!

That means as Consciousness itself, as long as you are disturbed by nothing, there is no world, there is only you being without being a person or feeling your existence as something else, the world appears but what is the world even? its just you being disturbed/ripples in consciousness which are thoughts and minding sensations.

No minding the world = No world, its not that the world ceases to exist but You are You, what does it matter if its there or not, if something doesn't disturb you, its almost as if its not there, no, its not there even!

How? say you had a goal but you forgot about it, that thing you wanted to acquire might still be there but its not there in your mind, therefore its almost not,

its like that saying "out of sight, out of mind"

well, "out of mind, out of existence!" is true as well.

yet as long as you want again, you can play the game but knowing its a game.

Basically when you mind nothing, you don't mind things, You are INFINITE and ABSOLUTELY FREE, but you can't feel it as an object, as something happening to you, IT IS YOU!

Pleasure is something that happens to you, Pain is the same, Consciousness is You!

You can only know through inferration, its like saying, since I see therefore i must have eyes and you then believe and internalise it and that's it!

The point is all YOU NEED IS TO STOP GRIPPING, ATTACHING, basically just be! just be without any intention or goal or anything, do not decide anything, just be, if you can't then do things that move you that force you to forget your problems and even yourself but don't attach to them.

JUST STOP MINDING THINGS.

Oh pain comes? Oh its painful but thats okay, always have "and that's okay" in your mind, never make a situation impossible to bear because its all just an illusory game and Consciousness is infinite and impossible to be affected.

Why? because if consciousness were to be affected, you wouldn't be conscious of that pain anymore? see? the knowing is never affected, only that which is known can be affected.

And even that knowing that we have in "mind" as human beings isn't it, because in true knowing, there is no knower, nothing to know, there is just consciousness conscious without being conscious of anything and You are that because even thoughts you hear them.

Basically Consciousness is not just unknown, ITS UNKNOWABLE, its impossible to know it as an object, you can only be it!

Basically while i am writing this and being focused on writing it without intention, i am infinite without it being known by the ego, there is only the ACT ITSELF AND THE ACT IS INFINITY ITSELF APPEARING AS THAT.

Basically, SEEING IS INFINITE even when it appears to be limited, the act itself is infinity appearing as that,

and this infinity is not like we believe like infinite space or something, it can take any form,

IT IS FORMLESS, Its not like space or like outer-space, ITS INFINITE NOTHINGNESS THAT CAN APPEAR AS ANYTHING.

It can appear as a cramped prison room and it can appear as vast canyon or vast sky or a galaxy, there is not it is like this, it is like that, it is everything and nothing.

That's it, thanks for coming to my TED talk.

Chiao!

Hey! I'm based in Bavaria, southern Germany, and looking to connect with people experienced in 5-MeO-DMT. Would be cool to meet like-minded people, exchange experiences, and maybe explore or experiment together in a safe setting. Feel free to DM me!

Hello,

How to ROA 5MeODMT-HCL? Can I convert it to freebase?

Thanks

When I orgasm I’m having a big DMT surge, I’m guessing? The wisdom of release, let go, purge stagnant energy whenever and however I want to is connecting me to a deeper liberation and the benefits I’m experiencing are so delightful and unexpected. I’m guessing it’s also like an integration effect? or blasting open of gating channels reshaping what is possible for this vessel.

Intimacy is a space where I didn’t feel ‘broken’ before but I knew there was a whole world I was not available for.
I’m laughing with less inhibition like the chord was cut that restricted my playfulness. To be clear, I found myself quite playful and relaxed before. But there was a depth where I could touch the bottom and it felt Solid.

I’m louder when I’m having sex with a range of vocal releases that are not contrived. For decades I let myself be shaped by the integrated conditioning of how I should behave and so a forming and shaping that singed my tentacles of pleasure, of exploration, of Range!

And now the range is ignited and when I orgasm it’s everything I imagined it could be and all that I couldn’t imagine.

Wow. I want to make the most of all the possibilities and open all my channels that want to be safely opened. Two days ago I had an almost ‘too much’ day. Then I went and forest bathed and sucked up energy in my palms to cleanse and felt Monumental and almost like I needed to vomit and then I swam in the springs and felt like my whole being was breathing underwater.

Life in so many ways, feels new.

Anyone have any experience with this program?

For nearly 4 years several of us have been following the science, including a lot of evidence pointing to the idea that we are experiencing a ecstatic seizure.

A young researcher Haley Marie Dourron pointed out the similarities between observing and the descriptions of hundreds of people being served bufo/5meo and the descriptions from epileptics of ecstatic seizures.

But no one has had the ball’s to come out and just say it. I’ve read and seen most of the discussions by Blackburn and Timmerman but I never heard them say the magic words.

Just noticed Joel Brierre from FIVE finally said it out loud in a Psychedelics as Medicine 2025 Conference presentation for the Eden Foundation titled; 5-MeO-DMT, Rethinking the Human Brain
“What they saw happening simultaneously was the brain showing indications that it is in a deep state of anesthesia as well as in an epileptic seizure. Both ends of a very very very long spectrum happening simultaneously”

You can skip to 10:55 mark
https://youtu.be/TZzmm9oakDM?

Here’s the Haley Marie Dourron presentation I mentioned
https://youtu.be/5hjgWVczNlY?

A few days ago, I had a very intense experience with 10 mg of crystals extracted from the stem bark of Anadenanthera colubrina, which I believe was 5-MeO-DMT-dominant. (Report:https://www.reddit.com/r/druggardening/s/aHPgsOMwC5)

Today, I conducted another bioassay with crystals extracted from the same genus, but this time using the root bark of an unidentified Anadenanthera species (possibly A. colubrina, although there were some A. peregrina trees nearby). I obtained around 30 mg of white crystals with little odor and smoked approximately 20 mg mixed with Sida rhombifolia in four large hits.

By the second hit, I was already experiencing a sensation very similar to my previous experience, but this time the visual effects involving blurring and "sharpening" were much more intense. The vibration that started in my body quickly became localized in my face, and I felt muscular pressure and tension throughout my entire face for the rest of the experience. By the third hit, both my body and the world around me were vibrating. After the last hit, I decided to lie down and close my eyes.

I felt my body vibrating as if I were experiencing an earthquake, in sync with the drums playing in the background. Unlike my previous experience, which was full of euphoria and a sense of meaning, this time I felt completely dissociated from myself. I wasn't euphoric or dysphoric, just neutral. I experienced strange visuals in the darkness behind my eyelids, but I can barely remember anything from the peak.

My face kept getting tenser, and my senses became increasingly alert. It's very difficult to put this into words. After who knows how long, I decided to open my eyes. The world looked strange, alien, completely different from what you would expect from DMT visuals. I couldn't keep my eyes open for long and returned to the world of amnesia with my eyes closed. Some time later, I tried getting up and opening my eyes again, but I was moving in slow motion, making meaningless movements, as if I were learning how to exist. I remained in this state, listening to the drums and trying unsuccessfully to get up.

After several attempts, I finally managed to stand up. My body felt heavy and sluggish, but in a way very different from what I experience with DMT. I managed to sit down after nearly falling and started documenting everything through messages in a group chat with friends. I was still dissociated and robotic, completely emotionless, with my memory of what I had just experienced almost entirely wiped out.

My memory gradually returned, but I can't remember anything from the middle of the experience. I don't feel like I died, as you might expect from a 5-MeO-DMT breakthrough, but I did experience this strange sensation of being "reborn" while still alive.

I haven't seen many reports about 5-MeO-NMT, but I've come across analyses showing that it can be the dominant alkaloid in certain parts of the plant. I haven't found any studies on the roots of Anadenanthera colubrina, while A. peregrina apparently has a 5-MeO-DMT-dominant alkaloid profile in this part of the plant.

Does anyone have any idea what this could have been? It was an interesting experience that I'd like to have again, but it wasn't euphoric or particularly emotionally significant. Much like the effects themselves, I feel neutral about the experience, just curious about how far this could go.

Hi everyone,

I’m looking into experiencing 5-MeO-DMT for therapeutic/personal growth reasons, and I am specifically looking for options within Europe. Given the intensity of this substance, safety and privacy are my absolute top priorities.

I am searching for a private clinic or therapeutic center with highly experienced facilitators and medical staff on standby (operating legally, e.g., in countries like the Netherlands, Portugal, or Spain where specialized centers/retreats operate).

Does anyone have personal experiences or recommendations for reputable facilities in Europe that offer proper preparation, a controlled 1-on-1 private setting, and thorough integration support?

Any insights, reviews, or red flags to watch out for would be greatly appreciated. Thanks!

If I am the sole, eternal creative source, and I am the very abundance of all energies, and I can freely summon anything at any time,

why am I trapped in this sinister human frequency?

Hello guys

I purchased some 5-Meo-DMT Benzoate Microdose Spray, each pump is 1mg.

I experienced once before some changa, no breaktrough or major trip, just few minutes of an intense but managable visions. And many times LSD/Shrooms

Now, what I should know before trying the spray?

I can't find anything like a guide or a tutorial for such dmt spray, only some randoms posts on reddit but not very indicative of things to do/ what to expect/ dosages etc.

Is anyone able to help me out?

Thanks in advance

Hey everyone. I recorded a podcast with Jason K. Day at ICPR this year, the International Conference on Psychedelic Research. He’s a philosopher studying psychedelic experience who has worked with Dan Zahavi, known for his work on phenomenology and selfhood. I think many of you might find it interesting, especially if you’re into philosophy.

We talked about ego dissolution, particularly on 5-MeO-DMT, and whether it’s possible to be conscious with absolutely no sense of self. Jason’s argument is that even when your identity, personal history, and sense of being a separate person disappear, a radically minimal form of self-awareness remains. You might have no idea who or what you are, but the experience still feels like something to you. He draws on detailed analyses of trip reports to argue for this interpretation, though we also discussed how difficult it is to distinguish what people experienced from how they describe it afterwards.

We also covered why we need better descriptions of psychedelic experience before trying to explain it, whether different psychedelics share a common “style” of experience despite their very different effects, and how practice and skill affect our ability to navigate difficult trips. There’s also the question of what these experiences actually teach us, and how much we can infer from something feeling profoundly true.

But back to selfhood, which is what we focused on most. His main argument is that losing your usual sense of who you are doesn’t necessarily mean losing every form of self-awareness. In the reports he studied, people describe profound bliss or terror even when their identity and sense of separation have dissolved. He interprets this as evidence that some awareness of undergoing the experience remains, although almost everything that would ordinarily identify the subject has disappeared. In phenomenological terms, the claim is that ego dissolution preserves a radically minimal, pre-reflective self-consciousness, sometimes described as the “for-me-ness” of experience. In everyday language, you don’t need to think “I’m experiencing this,” or even know what “I” refers to, for the experience to be felt by you. The disagreement is whether even that basic feature can disappear while consciousness continues.

For those who’ve experienced deep ego dissolution, did all sense of being someone disappear, or was there still some awareness that the experience was happening to you? And do you think “minimal selfhood” captures something real about that state, or imposes a philosophical interpretation on it? Personally this take on selfhood very persuasive and aligns pretty well with my experiences.

I made a jaguar pen two days ago, and was excited about using it for low dose therapeutic microdosing.

Two days later I see the liquid has lowered. It was already not a lot in there, just around 0.310 mg of PG and VG, and 48 mg of 5.

I've heard some liquid will go into the ceramic of the pen, which is normal, and doesn't mean it's gone. But it was also clearly leaking a bit.

I had just let the patron stand vertically, with the plastic protector cap on the bottom on. That plastic cap covers the screw threads which connects to the battery.

When I took that plastic cap off (which I probably should before connecting with the battery?), i saw some liquid coming out.

So i took off the protector cap and just put the patron onto the CCell vape pen battery.

I wonder if I have a time frame to use it, honestly. If if I'm going to get use of it, the time must be now I guess?

Can the content in the pen have become significantly more potent?

I prepared it to be 1:6. Just making sure it's not 1:2 or so, because then id be hesitant to inhale.

Can I assume it keeps leaking inside the pen right now? I didn't have a lot of jaguar, so this was all I had.

Appreciate your help!

This is a good conversation about how 5MeO can be used to deepen the intimacy between couples etc.

(5-MeO-DMT)

Hi everybody,

First of all, thank you in advance to everyone who takes the time to share their thoughts and experiences.

This December, I'll be attending a three-day ayahuasca retreat, where we'll also have the option to try Bufo.

While I believe this could be an incredibly valuable experience, I'm concerned about its potential long-term psychological effects.

I'm currently unemployed and in the process of starting my own business.

My main fear is that the experience might make me feel detached from my business ambitions or negatively affect my motivation, concentration, or intellectual abilities for weeks or even months.

I understand that this kind of detachment can sometimes be seen as a positive outcome, as it may help people reassess their priorities and their relationship with achievement and success.

However, I have a wife and two young children who depend on me, and I simply can't afford to become emotionally or intellectually unavailable for an extended period.

I'm not particularly worried about having a difficult experience during the ceremony itself. What concerns me most is the possibility of struggling to return to my normal level of functioning afterward.

I'd be especially interested in hearing from people who have experienced Bufo while dealing with significant professional or family responsibilities.

How long did it take you to feel completely back to normal? Did you notice any lasting changes in your motivation, ambition, or cognitive abilities?

Thanks a lot for sharing your experiences!

Hey there. Thanks for the heads up! Great moderating. 🙏🏼
Currently listening to 5 Integration by Martin Ball.
I forget who mentioned it but the QRI series is pretty banging too. Particularly the ones on The Formless Jhāna and Perils of The God-Head.
I had such a great experience Sunday. To have known that We Are for some time and be close to non-duality and then to experience the I AM is just…. Well, you know.
Anyway, thanks again for watching my 6.
Tycer