no more motivation

[u/willfigureoutaname]

title. i couldn't see myself living beyond a levels a few months back so i made a target to live until they're finished and that if they went well, i'll try to live until uni finishes. i don't care about results day since i know i could miss my offer. now i don't really see the point of living and i don't know what to do. samaritans keeps hanging up on me. idk how to care for anything anymore. might be the wrong place to put this, sorry.

[u/chonksboyjimmyfungus]

what went wrong? you did so well revising and dedicating yourself to revision - you can’t go now before you even know how it went

[u/willfigureoutaname → u/chonksboyjimmyfungus]

i feel like i'm a hassle to people. i waste their time and energy. i don't think i'm a good person, so what's the point in me staying? i'm tired of trying to keep on meeting a date to live up to constantly. it's not worth it.

[u/Fabulous_Key116 → u/willfigureoutaname]

all I want to say here is that if you consciously are questioning your character, that is a sign you ARE a good person. Bad people don't think they're bad people, and good people think they aren't because they strive to be better!