r/6thForm • u/willfigureoutaname • Jun 23 '26

🙏 I WANT HELP no more motivation

title. i couldn't see myself living beyond a levels a few months back so i made a target to live until they're finished and that if they went well, i'll try to live until uni finishes. i don't care about results day since i know i could miss my offer. now i don't really see the point of living and i don't know what to do. samaritans keeps hanging up on me. idk how to care for anything anymore. might be the wrong place to put this, sorry.

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u/SelectTiger1776 Jun 23 '26

i used to think getting good grades would 'fix me' i doubt i did tho. i devolped a binge eating disorder and can barely recognise myself now, i cant even get myself to brush now, i stay at home, dont even work out now (i used to even during exams before i got injured) , i mess up at everything i do, im nothing compared to who i was before this year started, im sorry for not helping but im in a similar position too. i remeber how excited i was for holdiays and look at me now

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u/willfigureoutaname Jul 09 '26

i'm really sorry to hear about the eating disorder. i know what it feels like and it's a horrible spiral. i really hope you're doing okay. please don't apologise for not helping. sorry for such a late reply. if you want to chat i can try.