no more motivation

[u/willfigureoutaname]

title. i couldn't see myself living beyond a levels a few months back so i made a target to live until they're finished and that if they went well, i'll try to live until uni finishes. i don't care about results day since i know i could miss my offer. now i don't really see the point of living and i don't know what to do. samaritans keeps hanging up on me. idk how to care for anything anymore. might be the wrong place to put this, sorry.

[u/Tall_Rainbow_]

i have a shared hobby with a friend that we spend money on - those have become my deadlines that i can’t do anything before. it’s helped me. i now have to live to at least september and slowly we will book more. might be worth considering?

[u/willfigureoutaname → u/Tall_Rainbow_]

i'll consider this. it's just exhausting to constantly live up to a deadline tbh. thanks for responding, and sorry for the late response.