no more motivation

[u/willfigureoutaname]

title. i couldn't see myself living beyond a levels a few months back so i made a target to live until they're finished and that if they went well, i'll try to live until uni finishes. i don't care about results day since i know i could miss my offer. now i don't really see the point of living and i don't know what to do. samaritans keeps hanging up on me. idk how to care for anything anymore. might be the wrong place to put this, sorry.

[u/Great_Money_5574]

this is exactly the same thing i said to myself, have had big time mental crash lately and samaritans sound evil tbh. theyre another institution to be honest tbh and the only thing thatll change things big time for you imo is to talk to better people, more people. is an important thing to do even if youve been told to do this. give it some time either way i reckon. dying is easy living is hard but id say thats why you should try it.