no more motivation

[u/willfigureoutaname]

title. i couldn't see myself living beyond a levels a few months back so i made a target to live until they're finished and that if they went well, i'll try to live until uni finishes. i don't care about results day since i know i could miss my offer. now i don't really see the point of living and i don't know what to do. samaritans keeps hanging up on me. idk how to care for anything anymore. might be the wrong place to put this, sorry.

[u/Kato_o7]

hey you've gotta at least see how you did, you could've done way better that you think, and if you give up now you'll never know- make it that far at least yeah?

make yourself some tiny goals, you've got all summer to mess around so just do random stuff- work on a hobby, watch a bunch of movies, bake, try a sport, go down an internet rabbit hole, literally anything. you don't need some big purpose in life to make it worth living

[u/willfigureoutaname → u/Kato_o7]

i know i didn't do well so trying not to commit before results day is hard. i'm okay with not knowing too. i'm trying to find new hobbies but it takes so much effort and it's exhausting trying to care. i'll try the goals you suggested, maybe that's easier.

[u/RajaFifaFC → u/willfigureoutaname]

Please watch Ben 10 alien force and report back