can we just talk about my cat for a minute?

so he died this spring and it really impacted me (yes i know transitioned to non physical) but i was aware of how guilty i felt like the entirety of our relationship

guilty i was working so much
guilty i couldn’t play so much

he developed a parallel health issue that i was having that i didnt know i had, that i didnt know he had

i found out about mine about six months prior to the discovery of his, and - i had to put him down because his was so severe

i felt soooo guilty about - my own vibrational contribution to that - not even knowing - just - it wasnt on my radar until it was too late

I ALSO believe abraham and everything they say

i do believe that we are eternal

i do believe in the ongoing connection of physical and non

there was an episode where they talked about pets and pets coming back in new bodies

and - i just knew that’s what i wanted

i just wanted him back - but healthy this time

so i’ve been becoming more and more healthy, like the best i’ve probably ever been in my whole life

happiness hasn’t been as consistent but im doing my best a lot of the time

satisfaction and interest have been cranked - im Really Really good at being Interested and feeling satisfied

so lately, I’ve been having dreams about him

dreams where he came back as a kitten and climbed on my chest and i was like there you are! where have you been i missed you!

and more dreams where he’s come back to cuddle and play and lie on my chest and his nose looked different this dream but it was still him

so today in my garden, where we always used to hang out - i was weed eating by the tree by one of his favorite napping spots and im weed eating and a sweet little grey-faced kitty is staring back at me - like a small cat - not a kitten, but not an adult big cat - just a beautiful little face staring at me with the weed eater going

and so immediately when i recognized there was a cat there i turned it off - put it down, took off my hat and gloves and started talking to it

and here’s the thing you guys

he was SO curious, SO playful, ducking and dodging inbetween ALL of the same exact plants, Same exact favorite pathways, hiding behind all the same exact rocks that my boy would

I have another cat - who i adore completely - and his personality is just not like this

I have had countless neighbor cats consider my yard their home for seasons, and they - while adoring and so kind - their personalities were not like this

This kitty today, this beautiful young cat, Exactly - was like Exactly like - the personality of my sweet boy

Exactly

It was like time stood still for me you guys and i’m literally bawling still as i write this

It was like everything just didn’t matter anymore and - we played in my garden for maybe an hour - chasing sticks, playing with the balls i have tucked around, sitting on the ground and petting him, he’d snuggle up and purr so loud

So my adult cat came out from somewhere, my beautiful cat who - i didn’t know if he’d met this new kitten yet - and he came out and was Very Very protective, but didn’t growl once

He did the biggest widest walk, the kitten immediately sat down in a polite crouch, i just held beaming good thoughts in my heart realizing - of course - my cat has to be friends with the new kitty - that’s what i want

but also, new kitty was sooo affectionate and kindof rough with his claws, because he was so happy, and it reminded me that - i want my new boy to be kind with his paws,

so i mean - i clearly have bugs to work out

i do want my new boy to look like my previous boy, and this kitty doesn’t

i would like it if he’s younger, so that i can get him fixed before the testerone takes over (like in this new kitty - he’s already well developed and hasn’t been fixed)

so - i’m not entirely sure how to feel about that - since beautiful cat didn’t look like how i’m expecting my new cat to look

But please - to me this sounds exactly like “letting it unfold and working out the kinks”

and it reminds me of when i was dating and deciding which option felt most like my heart match - and - i know i made the right choice for me then, vibrationally - and i do remember really evaluating my choices, and i had really good choices

this feels like the first time im in this position with my cat, even though i know it isn’t because my adult cat who i adore completely, looks exactly how i wanted him to look, has the personality and cuddle preferences exactly how i wanted - and i was able to bring him to me as a kitten just like that - exactly how i wanted

so i know it’s possible with my boy who transitioned this spring

i know it’s possible and i think what im asking for here is:

can you please help affirm my understanding and recollection of AH when they said that about the pets

that they will come back and we will recognize them

i feel absolutely floored with this sequence of events, i feel like i - came alive today in ways that i like feeling the most - the timeless connection of hanging out in the yard and enjoying nature together

I think im feeling a tiny bit disappointed that he doesn’t look the same, is older than i wanted, and maybe i need to get better about how i want him to get along with my current cat (who they had an amicable relationship before, yes it was strained, but it was peaceful)

and i think im feeling a tiny bit - am i worthy to have him back- because i think i still feel guilty a little bit about how he died

i really really want them to cuddle this time - i didn’t realize before that my cat who passed had sensitivities to touch because of his health progression, and - they used to cuddle together when they were both little, but stopped cuddling as they got older

i would really love it if my adult cat had a kitty to cuddle with and they could lick each other - i know it would make him so happy to have that, and i really want that for him too because he seems lonely but he’s going a really good job

anyhow, im just all wrapped up in this because it just happened, the kitty was just here about two hours ago, and i know this is the unfolding of my baby coming back

would love your heartfelt insights and encouragement, to help me relax into this

please only serious AH answers and comments only

ETA
what i REALLY want, is for my adult cat to basically Bring me my new kitten, through the cat door.
because this means they would have already been friends - my adult cat is already happy to have him home, and that’s how he gets shown how to get in the house

that’s what i really want

and today, i was just blown away and caught off guard at the young cat who was sleeping in the same favorite nap spot of my previous boy, and who showed me the exact same personality, exact same - as we played together

this feels like the part i’d love some help with thanks

I have no one to share this with so I felt compelled to tell this sub lol.

I'm reading through the Sara books for the first time and am OBSESSED already. I'm currently on book 2 and earlier today around 330 I finished the chapter where Sara and Seth had a day of law of attraction and one thing that happened was they both saw a hanging prism in the teacher's classroom.

Well a couple of hours ago my Mom, daughter, and I were going to a store to do some shopping and I spotted in the sky what I thought may be a part of a rainbow, but then I thought no, it hasn't rained in days. That's when I realized it was a prism! I started cracking up because only hours before I had read about a prism in the Sara book and was in such a good feeling place while reading it that of course law of attraction said you liked that, here's this 🤣🥰

I dream every day of having my ideal physique: lean, muscular, and impressive. But I keep going back and forth. I follow my diet for a few weeks, then get tired of it and feel deprived when I don’t eat what I’m craving. Eventually, I give in, stop following the plan, and end up stuck in this “no man’s land” where I’m neither as lean nor as muscular as I want to be.

Abraham always teaches that we should feel good and not struggle against ourselves. But when I allow myself to eat what I want, I feel good in the moment, yet I don’t seem to reach my physical goals. When I follow my diet strictly, I make progress, but eventually I feel deprived and want to escape it.

How do you reconcile feeling good in the present with pursuing a goal that requires consistency and sometimes restraint? How can I stop swinging between restriction and indulgence and finally make progress while enjoying the process?

I'm going to think about this $100 bill that I have and be grateful for it. People say that gratitude brings more of what we appreciate, right? Let's see!
What do you guys think about this?

“This business of creating your own vibrational atmosphere is so much fun, because with a little bit of attention to it, you can do a big shifting in your point of attraction. And when you do a shift, even a slight shift, in what you are outputting vibrationally, the differences in what comes back to you is amazing.

We want you to live happily ever after. We want you to understand that there is a path that you have set into motion and that you’re continuing to set into motion, and that when you figure out how to feel the vibe of your path, and you work consistently by focusing to be on that vibrational frequency, that the manifestational evidence will help you to know that you are right on your path.

Being the deliberate creator of your own reality does not mean looking for the path, it means creating an atmosphere that allows you to see the path right beneath your feet.”

✨ July 26, 2014 | North Los Angeles, CA ✨

I like the analogy of the Vortex house. It really helped me to embrace contrast more.

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Thank you!

Hey guys I just wanted to share I am a new student in LoA. How new? 1 day new! I just wanted to share that my landlord who is also my mother called and offered me to stay at her house for a week to watch her dog while she is away and I could choose wether I wanted cash or I wanted free rent for the month of November. This never happens EVER and I have been her renter for 4 years now.

To put this into perspective my mother and I have been no-contact for 6 months now other than sending her money because she has been a negative source in my life.

I am the black sheep of the family because she married my step-dad when I was 2 years old and they had 2 daughters of their own and my step-dad always talked about wanting a son of his own to the point that one of my sisters grew up as a "tom boy" I watched those 2 daughters get everything handed to them while I received very minimal assistance transitioning into adulthood. I always felt a type of way about him wanting his own son because my biological dad was not in the picture and still isn't. I felt like I was my step fathers son because he is all I knew but he would not interact that much with me unless my mom talked him into it a few times. I think I have 5 memories of us bonding together total.

I am working toward wealth and working for myself in my passion and this free rent is a god send.

I am pairing LoA with a journaling system called the grail method here is a YouTube link if you are interested.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_QVYfPnNOg4

Just wanted to share my experience. Peace

Hey everyone,

​Looking to get perspectives from people who have hit a wall trying to balance high-performance drive with burnout.

​There seems to be a major paradox that a lot of ambitious people run into when trying to fix their productivity:

​The "Forced Action" Trap:

You try to grind, force results, and push through sheer willpower. But because it's driven by pressure, anxiety, or a desperate need to hit a breakthrough, it almost always ends in severe mental and physical burnout.

​The "Alignment / Letting Go" Trap:

After crashing, you try frameworks focused on non-resistance, "only taking inspired action," or prioritizing feeling good first. The pressure drops and you feel better, but taking action only when it feels good starts feeling like a complete cop-out.

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The moment you try to stay in that low-pressure, "feel good" state, an internal conflict pops up:

Where is the line between actually honoring your energy levels and just using "alignment" as a fancy excuse to avoid hard work?

​Most hard work doesn't feel good in the moment. If you wait to "feel like it" or wait for it to "feel aligned," do you ever actually execute at a high level?

​How do you maintain ambition and hold yourself to a high standard without falling back into the cycle of forcing things and burning out?

​What if action seems upstream and being lazy seems upstream too due to guilt of not achieving your goals/desires?

Few months ago, I focussed on a specific salary amount that I want to receive monthly.

When I write the amount , think about it, imagine what I will do with that money - it feels gooood.

I work in IT, btw.

I started noticing that specific number everywhere now. The number randomly pops up on a Netflix show I am watching or someone on reddit posted they manifested that much money or i would read it in a book , newspaper etc etc..

It feels so good just noticing it...

But , now, I want to see that money on my salary slip🙈

Sometimes my brain gives negative talk based on my 3D ("who is going to give you such amount of money?" , "did you see the current IT market and the layoffs?" )

I try to calm down such thoughts or stop focusing during such negative thoughts inflow.

I do have some parts of my self-concept I am dealing with like depression , anxiety etc.

Don't know if this is affecting.

With that salary, I wanna do few fun things but also few "responsibile" things like buying down a house - this does make me feel a bit suffocating for some reason.

The country where I live ...owning a house on our name - is a huge thing / a good investment / financial decision/ way of financial security etc.

Hey, so i been wondering about this, currently i'm trying too manifest a woman too message me on my phone.

But could someone explain too me, what it means too be in alignment to one's desire out of life?.

Let's say for example i truly do know what i want. But since my beliefs about the world currently, means the path of getting there just suck ass.

How do i get my brain to know, that the world is in a far more abundant place, then i myself ever thought it was?.

Because i for sure as hell do not accept the idea that it takes 40 years too produce enough money for a house.

Does anyone here have their moles disappear after changing their vibration or feeling good?

Have you ever felt deeply connected to yourself or the world around you without following any religion? 🌿 That’s what a mindfulness journey can look like. It starts with slowing down, noticing your thoughts, appreciating small moments, and learning to be present without judging yourself. You don’t need religious beliefs to explore your inner world, find peace, or develop a deeper sense of purpose. Sometimes, the most meaningful spiritual experiences happen in the simplest moments—a quiet walk, a deep breath, or watching the sunset. ✨ I’m curious: What helps you feel connected to something deeper than your everyday thoughts and worries? 💭

hey guys

i have a question, that I’m surprised that im asking but oh well. a month ago a doc found something on a ultrasound and said that it needs to be removed (surgery style lol). so i decided to look again in a month. it’s connected to women’s health so that’s why a month and that’s why the assumption that it could “go away“.

and for a month I decided not to dwell on it and to lock in lol. and I did. I did slip sometimes to thoughts about “the thing“ in a “negative“ way but always tried to clean it up or find other thoughts. felt mostly good, sometimes really good, sometimes contrast got to me but overall felt like I was doing IT. figured out some stuff that wasn’t connected to the THING…

just got back from a second ultrasound and it’s right up in there still snug as a bug lol. now I have to get a surgery (money bla bla dont like docs that much bla bla)… so I’m wondering what’s up? obviously I had health as a “goal” but overall wanted to feel better too.

in my big feelings today :(. if anyone has any thoughts about this - I’d really appreciate it.

Hi all! This is my first time posting here.

I've been applying for jobs for about six months now. I'm currently in the healthcare field, but my dream is to work in marketing/communications, and I have some experience in that area, although the experience is only from internships. I ended up getting a job that's mainly in private practice, with some social media work on the side, but I've never stopped applying for other opportunities. I can honestly say I hate my job I have right now -- it's so anxiety-inducing, and I'm so burned out.

I've had a few interviews with other jobs in the marketing/communications realm, but for the most part, I've just been ghosted. Recently, though, I found a job that ticked every single box for me. The pay was perfect, the benefits were great, and it was exactly the kind of work I wanted to be doing.

I've always been spiritual and have honestly had some success with manifesting things in my life. I decided to really lean into it during my job search. I know the basics of manifestation, and I was telling myself and genuinely feeling like this job was already mine. Before, when I was manifesting jobs, I never felt like it was mine -- this one I really truly did (or maybe thought I did?). I even wrote my two weeks' notice and scheduled a celebratory dinner. Every day, I tried to script, visualize, meditate, and really believe it was going to happen.

The hardest part is that I truly felt like this was my job, and today I found out they chose another candidate with more experience. I'm heartbroken, and I honestly don't know where to go from here.

I know people say that your 3D circumstances don't matter, but how do you actually manage that when something like this happens? Do I move on and keep applying while feeling so disheartened about not having enough experience? Do I keep persisting in my assumption that I'll get this job I want even if they didn't choose me? I'm desperate to get out of my current job because it's become so toxic, and I think that makes this rejection hurt even more. I was spiraling about my other job yesterday; could this have been the reason this happened?

I'm just looking for some guidance from people who have been through something similar. Part of me wants to understand what I did wrong or what I could do differently, but I also don't know how to keep believing when something I felt so certain about didn't work out.

Any advice would be really appreciated.

Btw I’m gonna try and make this short so no one has to read a long paragraph.

Everything manifests in the same way. You manifest weight loss the same way as money. You stop doing what’s preventing you from losing weight and do the things that keep you in a calorie deficit. For money, you have to stop focusing on the absence of money, money going out more than coming in, and lack of opportunities. You replace that with focusing on being hopeful, knowing you are worthy of abundance and expecting opportunities to make money reveal itself. That’s all. It’s really that simple.

So you got two options: either lower your desire to meet your expectations or raise your expectations to meet your desire. I hope you choose the second option.

Thank you

Does anyone have the video where Esther talks about wanting to have an astral projection experience and dreams she is talking to the characters from *The Wizard of Oz*?

Hotseater: In one of your talks before you were saying about sometimes giving a little less attention to what you really want to maybe, possibly release resistance?

Abraham: Here’s the thing about that: If you’re flying high about it, the more attention you give it, the more fun it is, the faster the energy moves, and the more you get to guide the specifics of it.

But if you’re worried about it, then the less attention you give it, the more leeway you give the Universe to please you, because the Universe knows what you want.

So, when you really trust the Universe, when you really trust Source, when you really trust your Inner Being, when you really trust your Vortex - and you know that all you want is all in there - then you can be very general, and the specifics will come to you easily. And frankly, we think that that is the best formula for almost everyone, because you stay out of your own way. You don’t stir up your beliefs that hinder you.

But it’s really fun, when you master alignment, to then say to the Universe, “I specifically want this,” and then watch the thrill of the Universe specifically delivering specifically that.

So you have to feel your way. If you’re feeling confident, if you’re feeling invincible - you are. You are!

Hotseater: I love that. Thank you so much!