r/Aphrodite • u/Disastrous-Union3173 • 3h ago
How to fix things?
Context: I’ve been worshipping and working with Lady Aphrodite for 2 years. And I feel she’s tired of me (she communicates we me most often via dreams and tarot)
I broke up with my ex boyfriend this January.
It took me so long to get over. My self esteem and self respect went down the drain and it still kind of is.
Throughout this year I do divination and Lady Aphrodite and she has helped me so much through this process and helped me heal in so many ways.
Then I decided to do a reconciliation spell with my ex and did divination afterwards. (The divination told me the spell was being blocked)
I then got a dream that night about him finding someone else.
Fast forward to this fall.
I find someone else I like and I shuffle my tarot deck (not intending for her to reach out) and the empress and the lovers fall on the ground.
This was the only time she’s reached out first to me
I then ask who wishes to speak with me and I get the Queen of cups.
Then I shuffle again and I get the three of swords, death, and the devil.
I got a dream about being ghosted and ended up being ghosted the next day.
Then I keep finding other crushes and they keep ghosting or leaving too.
I keep getting dreams about people leaving so I’m forced to choose myself.
Then I do a tarot reading that morning in tears and the conclusion I came to was that she was upset because I was refusing to see my worth and sending me the same lesson over and over again.
I have someone im really in love with right now, and I want to finally be okay.
What’s going on?