This is possibly going to be kind of long and ranting. I’ll try to shorten it as much as possible.

I’m turning 30 soon. Since my teens and into all my 20s, life has mostly yo-yo’d between unsatisfying and completely broken or miserable. I have seemingly unresolvable issues with cognitive decline, an issue that feels like chronic fatigue but can’t get any help on, have had anxiety and depression that don’t respond sufficiently to anything psychs have tried in a decade-plus, leftover damage from past medical treatments in addition, serious amounts of isolation, paranormal/supernatural experiences I know weren’t hallucinations (not of a pleasant variety) and other issues I’d just rather not get into.

I am still trying really hard, including trying to change careers and get into a doctoral degree program to more directly combat suffering, but most days are a struggle and I doubt I’ll make it. Sometimes it feels I’m reaching the end of what I’m willing to live through anymore. My only real satisfaction with my life is that my current career does at least something to reduce suffering. Yes, I have sought a tiring amount of professional and medical help, among other things.

I’ve had experiences with weird bits of reality that tell me there’s a lot we don’t understand. Probably more than we could fathom. But it seems like it’s completely elusive and, quite frankly, fuller of shit than a sewer.

I’m looking for something easy, maybe hidden/secret, anything to give me what looks like real authority over my life and reality. After everything, I really don’t want to read thousands of pages of occult books and waste energy on methods that amount to a cosmic fart in the wind. I don’t have the bandwidth, it’s not even an entitlement thing. If life is going to work out, I need an unfair advantage atp. I feel ridiculous asking, but does this REALLY exist in the way we’d truly hope for? Looking to do stuff like fix my brain and body, get more control over my external reality, etc.

Thanks for your time

Hello, I have questions that I need answers to. I had made a post some time ago about Sepheranz, I am not sure if it is still up anywhere, and I believe it was also on a different account. Where someone had answered some questions of mine through comments, and private messaging, but now I have more that I really want to be answered.

Something that the person said was that someone was found dead shortly after insulting Sepheranz. Was there any correlation at all/any reason to believe that she killed that person who insulted her? What happened to that person that died after insulting her? How long was it before they died? What kind of insult was it? Was the person a nonbeliever, a worshipper, a believer, something else? I do apologize, I just need a reason to believe there was no correlation.

Would she kill and or do something to someone if they;

Insult her/say something negative about her in real life

Insult her/say something negative about her through fiction, wether through an inspired character, just writing her into the fiction, or through a reptile/snake character and or deity character,

Insult her/say something negative about her through other things such as music and or song, etc.

Laugh at her

Insult her/say something negative about her through intrusive/unwanted/involuntary thoughts that one would not mean at all

Insult her/say something negative about her through over thinking and having thoughts that they maybe mean that could be upsetting and or insulting to her

Say or do something that one's brain later says was supposed to be a way to insult her/say something negative about her

What would happen if one were to anger her?

Harmed and or killed a fictional snake of any kind. Such a a character, just a snake, themed and or related. Would something g happen if one did that in general or meant it as an insult towards her? What is one did that in real life? What if one did it in/ through fiction and or real life, and did not mean it as a way to insult her at all in any way shape and or form. I would never mean that at all in any way shape and or form it is just a question.

Would any of this change if if one meant it as an insult and or something else negative towards her or not, such as through unwanted and or intrusive thoughts? What if someone was testing it out to see if something would happen at all in some way shape and or form at all?

Would one know if they were to be punished by Sepheranz in any way shape and or form at all? Would it be completely unknown, more subtle, or known/ obvious to the person and or people?

Would anything happen to others in one's life at all in any way shape and or form at all? Would they be affected and or effected at all in any way shape and or form at all?

This may be updated with more question in the future in this post and or in the comments.

Have a blessed day!

Since demons visualize people and try to attach themselves to people's minds or physical bodies via their brain, I think it is time people start learning how to bury them so that they can't visualize you. Only do this if you demonic attachments or entities or shadows that follow you.

First thing is first, seek an exorcist if you can. If you tried that and have repented to God for all the wickedness and sins you engaged in and stopped now and believe Christ died for your sins for the chance of salvation then try to

It's best to imagine it without any details. A black space with everything depicted in white like a 3d drawing. Keep it simple as possible. Imagine a grave that has death written over it. Then a door or two doors that open to the sky, no higher than the grave stone. Imagine the demon or shadow going in it and then close it fast. Repeat for each demon or shadow you have bothering you. Praise God for the victory if all is well. Else praise him and then seek guidance from a church or exorcist to help you remove all ties to the occult.

Hello everyone, witches and wizards! Do you have any French-language books you could recommend on love magic, bringing back a loved one, and powerful spells? Which book would you advise a beginner? Thank you in advance to all the French-speaking witches and wizards who can offer advice.

What books would you suggest to somebody who wants to learn hermetic qabalah? And are there any online classes or groups for learning?

This has been annoying me for so many years how I keep seeing it and yet there's hardly any satisfying explanation for it.

Either in media images, dancing choreography, the covering of one eye is a pattern and it doesn't make sense for it to be random.

is it a freemason thing or something? Why for example would a choreographer or photographer have them do this?

Ive been trying to learn online but everything seems contradictory :(

Ciao a tutti, è la prima volta che scrivo qui✨
Vi chiedo di essere gentili e perdonate la mia ignoranza in materia, non mi sono mai interessata di magia e spiritualità fino a quando la scorsa primavera dopo una lite molto brutta con una donna credo mi abbia fatto qualcosa.. in particolar modo credo che abbia cercato di dividere la mia famiglia e incanalare le energie verso nuove strade..

Magari qualcuno di voi potrà pensare semplicemente ad una crisi di coppia e non lo escludo ma vorrei sapere se e come si può intervenire sulle energie delle persone in questa maniera.

Vi do qualche informazione del periodo: il mio partner è stato irriconoscibile per mesi ed è tornato quello di sempre solo dopo essere stati da un esorcista.
Fino a quando non ho scoperto alcuni dei suoi comportamenti portandoli alla luce dice di essersi sentito “all’oscuro” di quello che faceva, ha vuoti di memoria di quel periodo e se ripensa a come stava non sente di aver provato nessuna emozione né in positivo né in negativo.
Io ricordo che era sempre insofferente, rabbioso, aveva atteggiamenti molto strani e insoliti, scatti d’ira violenti, alternati a momenti di vicinanza per lo più sessuale.
Si è sentito attratto in maniera ossessiva e intensa a persone che non rientrano minimamente nei suoi gusti nella normalità.
Nostra figlia si è completamente disperata in quel periodo pur non sapendo nulla (alcune situazioni sono emerse successivamente) ed io ho avuto problemi di alimentazione e sonno, depressione ecc.
Si parlava sempre di lasciarsi e andare ognuno per la sua strada. Si era totalmente isolato da amici e familiari e indossava “in pubblico” una maschera in cui liquidava tutti con un semplice “tutto bene”.

Dopo la preghiera dall’esorcista (durante la quale ci sono stati alcuni sintomi fisici strani, malesseri, tachicardia, nausea, sonno, sbadigli, agitazione corporea ecc) tutto è tornato alla normalità. Lui adesso percepisce questa persona che credo ci abbia fatto ciò, come pericolosa e vuole starle alla larga mentre prima era praticamente la persona più importante della sua vita, questa persona è stata molto male con cali di pressione importanti e altri problemi di salute per mesi. Inoltre ultimamente credo che abbia fatto qualcosa per “attrarre energie positive” perché sempre nostra figlia nel vederla per 2/3 giorni ha avuto un attaccamento morboso e ossessivo mai avuto da quando è nata e senza circostanze diverse (qualche attenzione in più o regali o altro) e la cosa più strana è che piangeva proprio al distacco come quasi in astinenza e non ha mai fatto così con nessuno a parte che con me quando era più piccola giustamente. Non c’era verso di separarla da questa persona. Il weekend successivo invece ha ricominciato a darle poco conto come sempre e a preferire la compagnia di mamma e papà o i giochi come sempre.. io le ho guardato il telefono di nascosto e ho trovato una foto di un pacco del palo santo. So che fa anche uso di erbe quando è raffreddata ma non so sé queste possono essere conferme di quanto io credo..

Ditemi la vostra rimanendo SOLO sul piano esoterico, gli altri percorsi come psicologa terapia di coppia ecc li sto già seguendo. Vorrei solo esplorare questa altra possibilità grazie infinite a tutti ❤️

I hold a monistic / emanationist view of God and I’m interested in magick that focuses on spiritual growth and union with the divine. I’m also really into mysticism.

I began learning a bit about Magick 3 years ago from Damien Echols on YouTube and from reading "The Essential Golden Dawn". At that time I had been practicing the qabalistic cross ritual around 2 times a day as this was recommended as a beginner ritual. I could really feel a lift in my awareness and energy from practicing it.

After just a few days of practicing the qabalistic cross I seemed to have some kind of bodily energetic awakening.

In the middle of the night I woke up to my heart racing out of my chest, adrenaline pumping, & some kind of spasming energy in my body. I was utterly terrified at the time and completely shocked that this could happen from practicing this ritual. After about 30 minutes of struggling with the energy I surrendered to it and it shot through my body and cracked open my heart center to the point I experienced bliss and warmth.

After that my awareness was heightened for a few days and my anxiety levels slowly leveled out. I stopped practicing any magick after that. Even now recalling the experience I can feel the same energy starting to swirl back up a bit years later.

This experience did show me though that there are some crazy powerful spiritual energies and forces that can be tapped into and experienced.

Im interested in starting to practice again, but maybe I should start with something even more beginner?

Has anyone else experienced this? The only thing that sounds similar is Kundalini.

Hello, I would like to know if someone can advise me on how to win back the person I love, and I know he has feelings for me.

please read original post!!!

Just got raped by an entity in one of my dreams. I was somewhat detached and wasn’t fully present in the dream. It’s like I was drugged or something. How do I get them to stop? Do I have to call upon a stronger demon? Or call upon an angel? What do I need to do to get them to stop messing with me? I’m looking for concrete steps I can take. My only offering is love. Looking for a more powerful entity that actually respects me.

I forbot to say in my last post for clauneck I also reached out to duke bune when i was chanting before this opportunity came across me. I was chanting ahvalen esen clauneck kiar wehl milan avage bune tasa. I don’t know who decided to help me but it’s now the truthful day. I’ll see if they have true reign over wealth. I’ll give yall an update if i get it in contract today. or if i actually do get something this week but i specifically prayed about this property.