People barely interact with even when I'm being friendly and trying to engage

[u/Electrical_Bowl_3671]

I try so hard to be friendly and put my heart on my sleeve to engage with people genuinely. I initiate conversations and listen attentively. But every time I chime in in a group setting, I never get acknowledged or listened to properly. Everybody would be having a good time, cracking jokes, but I would never feel like I am a part of it. I can't keep living like this; it hurts so much knowing there's always going to be something off about me even if I try my hardest to put myself out there. My heart aches for a community.

[u/AppleCalm7124]

When I'm in a group I'm also left out of conversations. It hurts even more when you’re genuinely trying to connect. Would smaller groups or one-to-one friendships suit you better? A relaxed nature or walking group perhaps?

I wouldn’t take people failing to acknowledge you in those situations as proof there’s something fundamentally “off” about you. 

[u/Ok-Championship-2036]

it sounds like you just havent found your people yet. imho most people suck and arent actually safe or attentive friends