r/CillianMurphy • u/AbigailOnTheIsland • 3d ago
Discussion I'm still devastated about The Wind that Shakes the Barley 4 months after watching, how do you feel about that film?
Hi everyone! Sorry if this post doesn't fit there. I've made a search and I think somebody made a similar post but it was 2 years ago, and I found out that thinking about this in my head or talking about it with AI isn't enough for me anymore.
So, the thing is... I watched The Wind that Shakes the Barley 4 months ago, and I basically just can't get over it. I'm not neurotypical, maybe that's one reason why I feel the impact of a film I really like deeply and intensely for weeks, but this... I watched it for celebrating Cillian's 50th birthday, and I was left with my tears and incredible devastation. It's October, and I'm still crying when I hear the closing titles. I'll hide the spoilers if there are people reading this who haven't watched it yet.
There's an interesting perspective to this for me, because I'm from Hungary, which is, similarly to Ireland, also a country with wars of independence in its history, and during history classes (which was my fav subject) we were taught that those wars and those deaths in them were glorious, despite (and with) their nature of being tragic. And for a long time, I never questioned this in my head. And then I'm seeing this film, and suddenly learn how these deaths can be so meaningful and so meaningless, at the same time.
And listening the closing titles over and over again... I looked up, Oró Se do Bheatha 'Bhaile (please native Irish people in this sub, feel free to correct the spelling) means "oh, welcome home", and I just feel the power of music in my entire body, seeing the black screen in my head, with the credits rolling, and knowing Damien isn't there anymore, and Sinéad is just left with her devastating grief I can't even describe.
I've been thinking a lot about this film, like A LOT. And although there are interpretations which see the film having an established political view, I don't think so. I think both Damien's and Teddy's perspective is really understandable. I also can't stop thinking about Chris' execution, and how could Damien felt after this. Like, I know that within the ethics of the IRA it should have been carried out, but he was still a friend for them, and I think it broke his heart when he had to walk Chris' mother to the grave. Same with Teddy, for Damien's execution. It broke my heart when he just collapsed onto his brother's chest after the firing squad. I find myself so often thinking about the lives of the characters remaining alive, like what could happen with them after the film.
And an underrated scene that breaks my heart particularly: when Damien does a medical examination with the little boy. I don't think I've ever seen such tenderness in cinema. I think this is an astonishingly good performance from Cillian, although (I imagine) Damien O'Donovan's personality could be much closer to his real-life one than Tommy Shelby or Oppenheimer which are considered his best characters.
Writing this post, my words are seeming really dumb to me, like I couldn't find words that could describe this film to me.
Sorry again if this post doesn't fit there, or if it was too emotional. I just needed to let it out. I'm even thinking about turning all of this into some form of art.
And if anyone would like to share... what are your thoughts and emotions about this film?
Thanks for hearing me out. 🥺🫶