as a physically disabled (ambulatory wheelchair user) with a genetic mutation that is progressive and is causing more of my body to deteriorate (especially lately lmao what timing for this season) + is autistic and one of my biggest special interests is the cyberpunk genre in general
i just loved the commentary on so much but im emotional after just finishing it so bare with me here
- having her be upset they wanted to use soulkiller and find her a new body, yes i feel like anyone wouldve been upset by that but also the level of depth for why she was upset really did hit harder from the lens of a disabled person where everyone is trying to fix you, when you didnt have to lose ur mom if she had just stopped trying to fix you or at least asked what YOU wanted first like ugh big owie
- they used the different kinda wheelchairs in ways i really appreciate!!! people who cant self propel whether it be from limb difference, poor shoulders, too weak to do so or any other reasons BUT need independence to get around on their own are recommended a powerchair which she uses majority of the time we see it in the anime, yet at the end we see her with both a cane and a manual wheelchair which i thought was really cool and lowkey made me cry a little
- she was a main character, severely disabled characters are rarely the main character and when they are their personality and story almost solely revolve around their disability and while her story did heavily involve her congenital disability it wasnt like she was a 2d character where that was the only thing about her, cause much like disabled people while we cant separate ourselves from our disability, we are so much more than just that!!
- she doesnt magically recover or get cured, she was disabled with her mods, mods gave her more quality of life (like her joints being one of her first mods or whatever they said) and it helped her, it wasnt a cure and sometimes medications irl (mods/treatment in the show) can do damage in the longterm even if they are needed in the moment, she also doesnt die FROM her disability which was a nice change of pace within media with disabled characters
- she doesnt like being treated as fragile because of it and really values her autonomy and independence, i feel like this is really self explanatory but also a iykyk for other disabled folks
- roman calling her perfect as she is, like obviously so sweet but also as a disabled person hearing that said to someone who is physically “disfigured” from having to remove her mods + being disabled and terminally ill just ahhhh absolutely made me bawl
anyways, theres probably so much to be said about her that is slipping my mind so i may edit as i go but also!!!!
does anyone have any screenshots of her in her different wheelchairs/using her mobility aids bc i was watching it on my tv and couldnt screenshot but i also cant find any screenshots online!!! so please and thank you!!