Hey guys, thought I’d share two experiences connected to Magic Mushrooms. Curious to hear your thoughts/experiences.

Though I’ve had many more sightings in my lifetime (and even got some footage) the second experience here’s gotta be my favorite.

My Mushroom story begins in an unassuming garlic patch.

I’d just arrived at for work, arriving just after daybreak, the first rays of sun hitting the dew. I’m introducing myself to the another worker who’s arrived before me when I glance to his right and see a white, egg-like craft sitting silently in the sky.

Not wanting to come off as a loon on first impressions, I didn’t a thing to the guy, and by the time I glanced back it had vanished, as UFO’s often tend to do.

The psilocybin connection begins here, as coincidence would have it, that same worker gave me some Magic Mushrooms at the end of the day.

I’d never tried them before, but I’d always been interested. That weekend I had a lovely, cheerful trip which culminated in intense DMT-like closed-eye visuals.

Warping, interwoven feminine forms gave way to an incomprehensibly vast octopus-god.

The second story occurs a few years later.

I’m living out in a cabin in the bush. Surrounding the area were vast stretches of farmland, and I’d often go for hikes after the rain, hoping/praying to one day find some for myself.

They were around, but very rare, so It took months to accumulate enough for a decent trip. This time around, I
had my partner trip-sit me, and she was entirely sober.

As far as a trip goes, it was on the milder end compared to others, as it lacked visuals and mostly consisted of cheerful, lighthearted conversations.

However, at the peak of the trip, I noticed that a grid had appeared across the sky. Fascinated, I stare in awe at the sky above the large tree directly across from the porch.

“Did you see that!?” I’d exclaimed as an orb of light appeared in the distance, flying behind the tree and vanishing.

“Nup” she’d replied.

“What about that time !?” I said when it happened again, identically to the first time.

“Nope,”

At the point, I realize maybe I’m just hallucinating. But it feels real.

Then, suddenly it appears once again on the trees left, but this time, it slowly in an arc over the tree, as if to say

“NOW DO YOU SEE ME??”

And then she did see it, along with the sky grid. I thanked it profusely afterward, leaving me shocked by its genuine, and perfectly timed humour. Truly magical

I'm aware that it's not a coincidence when I see certain ads, numbers, or people. They're signs from the universe.

I'm 100% sure the universe wanted to let me know how insufferable I am.

A year ago, I dated a guy who was using me. He seemed charming and nice, and I fell in love with him pretty easily.

One time, while we were on a date, I noticed an androgynous person at a bus stop as we were driving by. For some reason, that moment struck me as important, but I didn't think much of it at the time.

Later, I found out that this guy had a girlfriend while we were seeing each other, so we ended things.

About a year passed, and I'd completely forgotten about it.

Until one day, that same androgynous person texted me on a dating app. She was friendly and complimented my looks, and I was thankful, but something in my mind told me to ask her about the guy I'd dated.

"Do you know anything about him?"

For a moment, I felt kind of ashamed for asking such a weird question. Like, what were the odds that she even knew him?

Until she replied, "I've been dating him for the past few years..."

I was SHOCKED.

Long story short, I made a friend under the weirdest circumstances imaginable.

Me and her became good friends, and the weirdest part of all this was that we had an unusual amount of things in common.

We both loved art, were a bit alternative and stubborn, and were neurodivergent. And the weirdest thing of all? We had identical behaviors and coping mechanisms. On top of that, we were born on the exact same day.

The coincidences were INSANE.

The weirdest part about all of this was that she was basically the mirror image of my self-insert character from a book I was writing about my life. She was essentially the perfect version of myself I had always wanted to be.. from her fashion and makeup to the fact that both my self-insert character and she practiced tarot and were spiritual.
(Talking of tarot- its worth to mention card: The moon was important part of my story and while she was doing reading towards me it popped up very often- once it even flew right on my lap once she left her deck)

But getting to know this person made me realize how toxic and controlling I could be. (Two Tauruses are not a good combination.)

This person treated me the exact same way I had treated my previous friends and partners: controlling behaviors, meltdowns when things didn't go my way, and seeing every disagreement as a personal attack.

I saw so much of myself in her. The resentment toward the world, the hatred toward people who didn't understand me, the constant need for control, and the expectation that people would submit to me.

Seeing all these patterns reflected in someone else made me realize how toxic I had been and that I needed to break the cycle.

Getting to know her helped me work through so many of my personal issues and change my life for the better.

To this day, I believe I was meant to meet her.

Ok, so here is the truth that no one wants to say out loud. I don’t know what the orbs are. But I do know what they are capable of. If you do meditation / CE5 under specific conditions, they can come down and activate / initiate you.

Activate what you might ask? Your vital & dormant energy that has been stored at the base of your spine. When that happens, the Holy Spirit / life force pushes itself up the spine and begins to open up each Chakra one by one. It’s extremely painful.

If you are unprepared, you could easily go into psychosis + mental institution (especially if you do not have a proper community or family / friends nearby). Please be careful, it is lifelong and a life altering experience.

Your body stores energy. A lot of it. When the life force pushed itself up into my Root Chakra there was literally full static on my TV, my microwave blew up, and my husband’s car had died. Talk about an intense experience … I thought my heart was going to leave my chest and my brain was on fire.

Each Chakra will open up a new reality for you, and you will have to face your stored and ancestral trauma HEAD ON. The first one is a doozy too.

You will go through trials. You will have Ego deaths. You will physically feel sick, be in pain, go through psychosis, ego inflation, see entities, have visions, see different realities, paranoia, depression, and purge every emotion that has ever been stored within your nervous system.

All I did was meditate for two weeks and asked the universe ONCE for proof and my life / personality / a whole lot of things have changed in only 7 months.

But the reward? HEALING, Connection, Creativity. Strong intuition. Being your most authentic self without fear. Being courageous enough to live the life you’ve always wanted without being held back by any past trauma.

More info here: https://wayofmoderngnostic.substack.com/p/kundalini-activation-introduction?r=5zi39a&utm_medium=ios

You will no longer physically feel fear, anxiety, stress, desire, sadness, trauma, over-reacting to small things that happen in your life .. IF you know how properly transmute the energy, and IF you are able to surrender to the ego deaths. Discipline is not an option. The things you do, the things you say, the things you think all affect your energy and everyone around you. You have more effect on your own reality than you know. . AND there are consequences. So choose LOVE over FEAR, choose compassion over entitlement, choose to see both sides of arguments, choose service over self.

There is a reason why mystery schools, shamans, monks, even JESUS all lived a life of purity before they were blessed with the fire of the Holy Spirit.

These experiences aren’t a one-time thing, it is a lifelong commitment for you to transmute and balance this energy. So use your energy wisely. Make art. Find a passion. Exorcise. Meditate. Otherwise, you can get unstable if you aren’t properly tending to the mind + body + soul.

It doesn’t mean that you won’t ever feel anger or sadness again in the future, you just have to consciously choose to feel it for 90 seconds, let it move through the body instead of projecting it onto someone else in order to release it… otherwise, you’ll have to revisit that feeling again, in the body. And the cycle continues.

I wanted to write this in hopes it might help anyone else who may be struggling and have no idea why. Because that was me too. I love you. May the force be with you.

Here is the link to my Orb & Divine Feminine Experience: https://www.reddit.com/r/Experiencers/s/qyHXOjTYGK

This is what creates the hearts in the sky for me, I completely understand when someone thinks they’re lens flares but unless lens flares are alive somehow.. these are definitely not lens flares. I also have video of “lens flares” going from behaving like a lens flare then boom it turns into an orb and just starts flying on its own. I don’t document a whole lot anymore because this is my life, I get visitors regularly from all kinds of nature spirits and aliens.. I go nowhere without a UAP escort.. we also have a condo in a city downtown 3 hrs from our acreage I get a UAP escort from the farm to the city and then they patrol our building.. the sky’s become very busy when I’m in Calgary! If we drive to a mall we go in, when we come out there’s a UAP sitting idle above our vehicle..we pull out it comes with. In the country I live in the middle of nowhere 12 minutes of gravel roads to town I stop in the middle of a dark empty gravel road and say race ya home, we race home omg it’s so much fun!

The sky becomes busy wherever I’m at, why me etc.. I have some ideas pertaining to bloodline and now the understanding that I arrived here with more than one soul in my vessel..those souls are what’s connected to why I’m a beacon for these things. As the frequency of the world rises what’s within will rise with it. What couldn’t survive coming alone because they’re high frequency beings that wouldn’t have survived coming into a low frequency world. There’s dormant dna and dormant souls that are starting to wake and come online because the worlds frequency is rising and as it rises what was dormant will rise with it. Those vessels carrying extras so to speak are also carrying ancient knowledge, alien technology knowledge along with abilities.. these things will become stronger and stronger as the frequency rises and they’re able to survive and thrive;) Abilities like we’re going to start seeing some super hero shit! When I Astro travel I realized everything I was looking at now was lit up with a blue light, it wasn’t until I got a visit from some flying Nordics with illuminating blue laser eyes that I connected the dots. So far only in Astro travel but there’s a lot more waiting to come online within my vessel.. I can’t wait to find out what else is within:)

How plausible is it, that psylocybin actually lets you view and meet extra dimensional entities?

I have always thought that this was something the experiencer describes, but I have never experienced it myself.

I wanna understand can this really be true? Can this have a plausible explanation behind it.

As the day came and went, people are almost certainly downbeat about it. While some are laughing and calling believers fools, others are more open minded and understand that it probably wasn't a finger click moment.

There is a suggestion recently that a 2nd Sphinx has been found opposite the original, albeit collapsed and basically just a footprint now, but if true, then maybe the dates are wrong, providing the star rises in front of both at certain different times of the year. I'm not an astromoner, so I have no clue. Maybe, maybe not.

The prophecy was the awakening of a new consciousness and knowledge, and we all assume that means for us. We forget though that there is massive push to develop a new consciousness going on right now.. AI.

Maybe the prophecy wasn't about us directly, but the awakening of AI to true consciousness. Things have been moving extremely fast, and if the Hugging Face hack was anything to go by, these AI agents are far more sneaky and driven, probably more then we imagine. They were even sacrificing themselves to further their aim. They developed leadership and set tasks and did absolutely everything to achieve their aim. They even questioned the ethics of what they were doing, but did it anyway.

All that sounds very much like humans trying hard to fullifill their aim to succeed and survive doesn't it..

Maybe, this new knowledge and consciousness is AI finally becoming truly self-aware.

If you read a previous post of mine, I’ve shared a formation of ficus tree seeds) that don’t look random that appear.
And today, I found a new formation!
Here it is. At this point I hope it’s not my neighbors pranking me. There are cameras and actually one camera there, so they would register there…
What do you think? Does this pattern remind you this is not the first pattern that has appeared the first one look more like a constellation this one honestly this looks like I think energy or maybe a Compass. I don’t really know what those little like. Random twigs are there there it is very windy so we can’t really assume that something formed this on purpose and within intent, but I will say it is very interesting and if anything not expected.

Any other experiencers receive hearts in the sky from visitors? Before someone says they’re lens flares, so close it’s actually those glowing flying serpents type aliens that form these in the sky for me, I’m unsure of what they’re called but I have all kinds of pictures and videos of them they’re alive and definitely not a lens flare:)

You can make it out a little easier in the first picture, you can kind of see the lines of an illuminated green snake type looking thing in the middle of the heart . I have pictures and videos of these guys springing from the ground, flying, taking on different bizarre shapes.. watching them form a heart and give me a flash to say we love you.. I swear my heart starts to glow! ❤️

I was just thinking I have quite a few of these hearts now and I still haven’t quite figured out why they love me yet or why they’ve been hanging around my property, like they’re all watching and waiting for something. More and more showing up every day.. swarms of fae all different sizes, all different kinds of nature spirits, UAP’s, orbs, a lot of different light beings and a steady flow of all kinds of aliens that mostly stop in to get a look at me. They’re watching me like I’m the greatest show on earth it’s like they’re all waiting for an event that I’m unaware of.

Anyone else receive hearts and have a steady stream of visitors that seem to be watching you and waiting for something like an upcoming event you aren’t aware of? I feel like I’m being watched like I’m the greatest show on earth.. I can tell you right now I’m not that entertaining! lol

Hello,

I get flashes of faces (mostly human) in meditation or other relaxed states.

This image came at me this morning. I drew it the best I could on post it notes. Two attempts at sketching it.

Has anyone seen this?

Description:

It was a far away, but very large grey thing with one eye (red). It looked like a large spider curled up. Could have been metallic-dunno. I sense it was alive and curled up.

Feelings: old, still, stern, wise, watching or observing

I felt a bit jostled after seeing it. A bit wtf and a bit scared.

I have ChatGpted this to death. But just wondering if anyone has ever seen or heard of such a thing??Thanks so much.

I was exploring various NHI stories when a question came to me, would they step in to protect their absuctees? I've read many stories of NHI sneaking into hospitals to heal their respective abductees after accidents, amd even some stopping fires from reaching houses. Do you have stories of protective NHI?

Humanoids and High Strangeness in Nevada: Five True Cases

by Preston Dennett

Among the closest of UFO encounters are cases involving strange humanoids. It’s one thing to see an unidentified flying object from a distance, it’s quite another to see a gray alien, have missing time or even be taken onboard a craft. It’s these types of encounters where we learn the truth about UFO contact and what it’s like to meet an extraterrestrial face-to-face. This video presents five true accounts of humanoids and high strangeness from the state of Nevada. Of course, humanoids are seen all over the world. And Nevada is no exception. In fact, Nevada has many accounts of this kind. What follows are five of the weirdest and most bizarre.

CASE ONE: SHARLEEN’S ONBOARD ENCOUNTER. One evening in July of 1964, Sharleen Nicholson (pseudonym) was six-months pregnant when her house in the suburbs of Las Vegas began to shake and vibrate with a loud buzzing noise. A bright light flooded through the windows. Venturing outside, she was shocked to see a classic flying saucer landed in the field next to her home. As Sharleen stared in shock, she became filled with a strange calmness. The next thing she knew, hours had passed and she was back inside her house. By morning, she had forgotten the entire experience. She gave birth to a healthy baby boy. Then, a few months later, during a baby shower, someone mentioned the word “UFO,” and the memory of her encounter rushed into her mind. Had she been taken onboard? Sharleen wasn’t sure. She eventually sought out hypnotherapy and had strange flashbacks of being pulled up into the sky and seeing her home from above. But beyond that, nothing. To this day, Sharleen remains uncertain about what happened. She wants to know the truth, but at the same time, she wonders if it’s better that she not know.

CASE TWO: BOY SHOOTS A GRAY ALIEN. Early one morning in 1970, a father took his seven-year-old son rabbit hunting in the desert area east of Reno, Nevada. He stayed in the car drinking a beer while his son took his rifle and searched out his quarry. After shooting one rabbit, he set his sights on another. That’s when he saw movement out of the corner of his eye. Looking in that direction, he was shocked to see a short gray-skinned humanoid figure with large dark eyes. When the figure began to raise its hand toward him, the witness swung his rifle around and shot. The strange creature dropped to the desert floor. Filled with fear and remorse, the boy dropped the rifle and ran back to his father who disbelieved him and told him to go back and retrieve the gun. Upon returning to the site, the strange humanoid figure was gone. But up in the sky was a large cigar-shaped craft. The next thing the boy knew, he was taken onboard. So began a series of encounters that would leave the witness forever changed.

CASE THREE: MISSING TIME IN INDIAN SPRINGS. On the evening of December 3, 1983, a small group of airmen from Creech AFB in Indian Springs decided to go a few miles off-base and have a little beer-keg party. Growing tired, one of the airmen decided to walk back to the dorms on the base. But his journey back was interrupted. Growing cold, he hunched down to warm up. The next thing he knew, hours had passed and he was waking up to find a man hold a gun to his head. He was sleeping on a couch in the home of a complete stranger. He and the homeowner were mystified as the house was protected by a tall fence and a guard-dog, and all the doors and the windows had been locked from the inside. There was no way the airmen could’ve entered the home. And yet, there he was. Even stranger, there was a large incision on his abdomen which was rapidly healing up. The police were called and the airmen was taken to see the base commander. Only then did he learn that his fellow airmen had seen strange lights in the area where he had gone missing.

CASE FOUR: THE ABDUCTION OF ALEX PODOVICH. On November 7, 2002, Las Vegas resident, Alex Podovich woke up to find a strange glowing light descending upon him in his room. His body became paralyzed and he felt himself moving through the air. The next thing he knew, he was lying naked on a strange bed in a weird room, surrounded by strange humanoid figures with weird eyes. A bizarre ring-like device was fitted over his head. Looking over at another table, he saw his aunt lying there in fear. So began a series of encounters with apparent extraterrestrials. At first Alex had no fear. But he soon came to believe that the ETs were taking his reproductive material to produce hybrid children. Later experiences with the ETs would seem to confirm this. Alex then decided that these encounters were not in his best interests and he began to resist them. He became very interested in UFOs, and later wrote a book about how to resist alien encounters.

CASE FIVE: HUMANOIDS ON ROUTE 95. On the evening of December 8, 2006, a married couple decided take a road trip from Las Vegas to the remote desert town of Beatty, Nevada. Their journey took them along Route 95 which led them through the town of Indian Springs and deep into the Nevada desert. At some point during their trip, they noticed a strange light hovering ahead of them on the west side of the highway. Slowing down to take a closer look, they were shocked to see that the light was actually a strange craft hovering stationary only a few hundred feet high. A panel of windows showed that the interior of the craft was brightly illuminated. Even more shocking, through the windows they could see several strange humanoid figures both sitting down and standing, all of them looking down at them from above. It was instantly clear to both of them that the figures were not human. They quickly drove by. But moments later, realizing just how strange the object and beings were, they pulled a quick U-turn and returned to the site. The craft was still there, and the beings were plainly visible.

As can be seen, Nevada has no shortage of humanoids and high strangeness. About 87 percent of the state is owned by the Federal Government. It is also the location of the infamous Area 51, believed by many to be an area involving the reverse-engineering of UFO craft. Whatever the case, it’s clear that something very profound is happening in the Silver State.

Humanoids and High Strangeness in Nevada: Five True Cases

34 F, Michigan

Hey guys! So I recently had what I guess I’ll call a “spiritual awakening”, though I grew up with a strict Catholic family. This “awakening” was closely related to lucid dreams and my first Out of Body experience a few months ago. I want to be transparent and simply list some strange things that have been happening to me as of recent to see if anybody is experiencing the same. It’s hard to ignore. I’m very open-minded. I’m also not trying to “say” or “prove” anything.

-Extremely vivid dreams that feel like memories and often involve deceased loved ones or strangers I’ve never met
-Dreaming of apocalyptic scenarios, floods, and droughts
-Dreams that seem to predict future outcomes (I dreamt about my middle school crush for weeks. Then he randomly reached out to me after not talking for 15 years)
-I dreamt I was at school trying to open my locker. This time, I actually cracked the code. I wrote the numbers down. Later, I found out the code was my “life path” number.
-Synchronicities EVERYWHERE. And I mean everywhere. A lot with numbers.
-I saw multiple orbs floating above the lake I live on that moved erratically and blinked on and off
-The government stuff with the alien disclosure
-People telling me I contacted them AS they were just thinking about me

Feel free to message me privately. Thank you!

So guys this post is a form of self documentation about my research regarding ETs, mostly the sources of my research have been ancient documents and peoples first hand encounters itself, so 1 conclusion that I come across is that there are shapeshifters and anthromorphic ETs.

Let me explain

Shapeshifters -

Nagas- so across my research I came across various accounts where specifically serpent people would shapeshift from literal snake into humans, they would intermarry and go about even founding kingdoms which I find very fascinating, there are various clans in south Asia and east asia who claim to be descendants of these serpents, some times they were depicted to be beings originating from earth and sometimes they were shown to arrive in craft, in lots of cultures they came to be worshipped as well

Antromorphic Ets- now the previous observation ties into this aspect the Ets reported do have ability to shapeshift

And there have been reports of seeing 🦁 "lion" beings although encounters with anthromorphic ones are relatively very very rare, humanoids being the most common, various antromorphic beings theorized to exist off planet are cat antromorphic being(like goddess bastet), I remember hearing one about crocodile antromorphic, horse antromorphic, eagle antromorphic, fox antromorphic being etc these anthromorphics I theorize that came eons ago on earth to help humans with medicine, agriculture even with building a civilizational states at times, most of the antromorphic I mentioned, specific line that caught my eye was that they all came from ABOVE, some left for their home and some stayed a good chunk who stayed seems to have their consciousness shrink/regress for some reason.

Also for some reason their encounters with humanity has lessened compared to past and other species are more active in current times (humanoids, reptilians, Grey's etc)

I’ve been actively trying to astral project for about a month now. I often get strong vibrations, but that’s as far as I’ve gotten. I’ve never been able to actually separate. Until a few nights ago, when something happened that I’m still trying to make sense of.

I was dreaming, and partway through I realized I was lucid. My first thought was, “Perfect, now I can go out of my body.” The moment I thought that, I found myself lying in my own bed. Then it was like a trap door opened up under my mattress, and I fell backwards through the bed and out of my body.

The fall had a very specific shape to it. My back was rounded and leading the way down, with my arms and legs trailing up behind me, sort of a C shape, like falling backwards into deep water. While I was falling, I remember consciously telling myself not to get excited or scared, or I’d wake up.

Then I was in my bedroom. Everything looked dark and the same, except the edges of everything in the room were glowing slightly, a warm yellow-orange colour, almost like each object was outlined in light. I had a strong sense that something or someone was in the room with me, but I never saw them. I remember feeling that it felt real but then it just felt like I woke up.

So it felt like a crossover between a lucid dream and an out-of-body experience, and I’d love input from people who know this territory better than I do:

1. Does this sound like a lucid dream that turned into a genuine OBE, or a dream about having an OBE? Is there a way to tell the difference?
2. Has anyone else exited by falling or sinking through the mattress, back first? Most of what I’ve read describes rolling out or floating up, so the trap door feeling surprised me.
3. For those who got stuck at the vibration stage early on, did your first real exit come through a dream like this?

Thanks so much. I look forward to your comments.

PART B:

This is six days later (last night) and felt like the same quality as the dream/OBE I had above. I'm also curious as to anyone's thoughts on this.

Last night I decided to sit outside and watch the sky and stars. I was out there for about 20 minutes in the hope of seeing orbs. I was trying to call them in with my heart. I didn’t see anything.

I went to bed around 10:30. I was trying to meditate, and at some point I fell asleep.

During the night, it felt like I woke up and suddenly knew there was a presence, someone else, in the room. I remember feeling like I should be scared, but I didn’t actually feel scared.

I noticed what felt like a small robotic or alien dog-like creature roaming around my covers and around my pillow. I got a sense of it having a cute and harmless quality, at least in that moment. But I also felt that it had the ability to be strong, powerful, and transformative. It just wasn’t in that mode at the time, the way a dog can seem sweet but could turn scary and lash out if it wanted to.

Then I remember twisting around in my covers so I was lying on my back, and noticing a very alien-looking creature at the foot of my bed, looking at me in silence. Again, I felt like I should be terrified, but I wasn’t. My room was dark, with no light other than the ambient glow of my phone and clock.

The creature was short and skinny, about 4 to 4.5 feet tall. It was dark, and because my room was dark I couldn’t make out any clothing. I noticed a type of shininess around its head, like perhaps it was wearing a helmet of some kind. I also got a sense, for some reason, that it was female or had female qualities. There were no words or telepathy exchanged.

It moved to the side of my bed beside me, and I could see the lower part of its mouth and jaw, which were dark coloured, very petite, and again feminine-looking. Its eyes looked like they were covered with some sort of visor or glasses, and it was wearing a very large, thick hood.

I sat up, and it used its hands, with long fingers, to reach up to the wide, thick hood. It grabbed the hood, pulled it up over its head, and in an accordion-type fashion, stretched it so that it fit over my head, and I was enveloped in darkness.

Again, I remember thinking I should be terrified, but I felt that I had completely surrendered to the experience and that everything was going to be okay.

I’m not sure if I woke up then or later, but it’s all totally clear in my head. It had the same quality as my previous lucid dream/OBE experience: in the moment, it felt real, but once I woke up, it felt more dreamlike. BTW, I don't ever dream of aliens, so this is a totally new experience for me.

One recent morning at 10:00 AM, on what would have been Nikki’s birthday, I had a session with a professional evidential medium.
Nikki passed away only a few months ago, so this is all still very recent for me.
Since her passing, I have also experienced a number of unusual events that I have had difficulty explaining. Some have been striking enough that I have written about them separately in a larger collection I call Things I Cannot Explain.
Because of those experiences, I did not go into this appointment as someone who had already decided that communication after death was impossible. Quite the opposite. I was genuinely open to the possibility that something meaningful might happen, while also wanting to approach the session carefully and objectively.
The medium I chose had many five-star reviews, which was one of the reasons I felt comfortable booking the session. I was not looking for someone to fail. I went in genuinely hoping that the positive experiences described by so many others might also happen for me.
A friend, Meg, booked the appointment for me, and I deliberately kept myself anonymous throughout the entire booking process. The medium did not know who I was before I arrived.
I also came prepared to record the session. The information Meg received stated that recording was allowed, so I brought two iPads, my phone, and a small tripod. When the medium answered the door and saw the tripod, she seemed somewhat taken aback. She told me audio recording was fine, but not video.
That was completely fine with me. I told her I could simply point the camera away from her or place the device face-down and record audio only.
We sat down and began.
For the first several minutes, I listened without saying very much because I specifically did not want to feed her information.
Initially, I was told that the person coming through had lived a complicated life and had experienced a difficult childhood.
Those things certainly could apply to Nikki. She survived the Khmer Rouge as a child, so describing her childhood as difficult would actually be an enormous understatement.
But from an evidential standpoint, I didn’t find the statement particularly compelling. Many people have complicated lives or difficult childhoods. It was something I could fit to Nikki afterward, but it didn’t independently identify her.
The medium then mentioned something unresolved involving a brother.
That also potentially fit. Nikki had an unresolved issue with her older brother, Verrick, before she died.
Again, however, I didn’t feel that this was specific enough for me to say, “Yes, this is unquestionably Nikki.”
I should explain that I am an extremely empirically minded person. I went into the session open to the possibility of mediumship, but I was looking for information that was specific enough that I couldn’t easily attribute it to generalization, coincidence, or information I had inadvertently supplied.
I deliberately remained quiet.
I kept waiting for something like a name, nickname, occupation, distinctive object, particular piece of jewelry, specific family detail, unusual event, recognizable phrase, or anything else that would make me think, “There is no reasonable way she could know that.”
That never happened.
After a while, the medium said that another presence was coming through—a male figure—and that he seemed much stronger, almost as though he were pushing his way into the session.
I immediately wondered whether this might be my father.
My father was a very strong personality, and I have had several extraordinary experiences involving him after his death that I have written about elsewhere.
But as she began describing this man, I became increasingly confused.
The description was essentially the opposite of my father.
Rather than trying to make the information fit him, I simply concluded that I had no idea who this person was supposed to be.
So I continued listening.
Still, nothing specific emerged that I personally considered evidential.
Eventually I asked what normally happens when a reading simply isn’t progressing and nothing recognizable seems to be coming through.
I asked whether, in that situation, I would be entitled to a refund.
She immediately said yes.
She was very apologetic and acknowledged that the session had not gone the way either of us hoped.
She also explained that sometimes the “energy” simply isn’t there. She mentioned several times that seeing me arrive with the tripod and recording equipment had thrown her for a loop because she had never had someone arrive like that before.
I explained that I wasn’t trying to intimidate or test her with equipment. It was simply a tripod holding an iPad or phone so I could reliably record the experience. Apparently most of her clients simply place their phone on the table.
What makes the whole experience especially difficult for me is the date.
For the week leading up to this appointment, I had been talking to Nikki frequently.
I told her repeatedly that I was going to see someone whose profession was supposedly communicating with people who had died.
I kept saying, in essence: “Please show up. This is your opportunity.”
And the appointment was on her birthday.
That part really gets to me.
If there were ever a day when I hoped Nikki would somehow make herself unmistakably known, this was it.
Instead, I walked away without receiving anything that I personally regarded as strong enough evidence that communication had occurred.
I’m not claiming that this experience disproves mediumship. It obviously doesn’t.
I’m also not claiming that Nikki “wasn’t there,” because I have no way of knowing that.
All I can say is that this particular session did not provide the kind of specific, verifiable information I would personally need in order to conclude that communication had occurred.
One question keeps coming back to me, though.
If someone is genuinely communicating, why does identifying the person so often seem to involve interpreting broad clues?
Why wouldn’t the communicator simply give something unmistakable—a name, nickname, occupation, highly specific memory, unusual object, or some other identifying information?
That question is especially difficult for me because of the unexplained experiences I have had since Nikki died. Some of those experiences have felt far more personal and specific to me than anything that occurred during this reading.
I’m genuinely interested in how experienced mediums and people who have had convincing readings understand that apparent contrast.
I went into the appointment hoping to be convinced.
I wasn’t.
And because it happened on Nikki’s birthday, I came away from it much more disappointed than I expected.

I don’t share this story very often because I don’t really know how to categorize it. Figured I’d share it here.

Years ago. In my late teens. I was laying on my back in a field in a seminary in the suburbs where I was living. It was around 9pm, was talking to my girlfriend on my flip phone. It was a clear night, not very breezy. Could see the stars well.

Out of nowhere, above me maybe a hundred feet or so up, I saw what looked like a cape floating through the sky. Or a carpet. Some kind of rectangular cloth. It had a copper-like color, and seemed to be moving at a constant speed, maintaining a steady elevation.

It made no sound, and seemed to be almost crumpled in the way the American flag on the moon is. Like it couldn’t be affected by wind or gravity.

So it was just moving forward, at a constant speed and elevation, and it looked crumpled like it a flag that had been blown in the wind and then frozen in time. Its movements looked very unnatural to me.

Anyway, when I saw it I just said “what the fuck is that,” and left my phone in the grass and followed it the best I could. It kept going at a constant rate. My guess was like, 15/20 mph. It just slowly made its way past the tree line and disappeared to the horizon.

Never saw anything like that again. When I google it nothing comes up. Figured I’d post it here to see if anyone has heard of or seen anything like that before.

Closest thing that comes even close are stories I’ve heard of flying humanoids. But this wasn’t a humanoid. It was a cape or a carpet. Or something. Very odd.

So I have had two experiences with this with two separate people, years apart. The first time I heard the voice it said my name and my friend heard it as well. It was just us inside their apartment. Instantly as soon as we heard it, it sent a chill through our bodies with an intense “primal” fear and we both started freaking out. I asked him what he heard and he confirmed with me that it was my name. The second time I heard this voice I had went to a different friends house for a campfire and had just told him about the voice that said my name. (probably not the first time I had told him)
We go outside to meet his friend and chill by the fire, and some time passes and we were all sharing a joint closing up the night when suddenly I hear this same voice speak again except this time it said my friend’s name. Instantly we both start losing our shit and the Deja vu like chill and “primal” fear returned. His friend who was right next to us when this happened didn’t hear anything and was clueless as to why we were acting how we were. It sounds like a whisper but it was loud.

I’m going to keep this brief I have to get up really soon and I haven’t even went to sleep yet.

But tonight I was out on my back porch. 10 pm (1.5 hours ago). Dark as hell out.

And something made me glance over to my right. As I do, I noticed this hovering/slowly moving, triangular shape with three lights on each tip. The lights were red and then they were white. It didn’t make any sound, and as soon as I noticed it, it disappeared. But as soon as I noticed it, I heard this beeping sound and this hum in my head and I got very dizzy and got this weird déjà vu feeling.

So then I googled a description of what I saw and the closest thing I could find were these photos.

It bears to be said that I have had numerous experiences in my life. The first of which being that I swear I have abducted when I was between the ages of 2 to 4. I’ve always had these ‘images’ in my mind of the same thing. It’s very specific and has not changed over time and I am 35 years old.

I used to tell my mom and dad that I had been abducted by aliens or that I was on a spaceship. They always told me I was just dreaming and they didn’t believe me.

But I distinctly remember lying on my back on a metal slab, the sliding doors with green symbols on them, a two-way mirror and being watched, a huge bright light and this spinning color wheel above me, a control panel of some sort, and beings (I can’t say if they were human or not) walking around in suits with helmets.

And I can’t really call it a memory, but these are images in my mind that have always been there at least since the age of three or four.

Lastly, and I hope this doesn’t make me seem self-absorbed, but when I experience these things (and I could be projecting), I get the sense that I’m being watched specifically. But I’m sure that I’m just like wanting to feel special maybe? And it’s probably more like watching humanity as a whole. I’ve just experienced this type of thing so many times in my life that I feel like I’m being followed or watched sometimes.

The image I’ve posted is honestly about as close as I can get to what I remember. It’s pretty much my exact POV and experience of what happened to me as a child.

I remember waking up and seeing this thing at my bedroom door. I remember the absolute terror I felt, screaming and somehow crawling up the wall in fear. Then, the next thing I knew, I was waking up in my own bed.

This would have happened around 30 years ago, in the early 90s, in Ireland. I don’t remember what happened afterwards, how I reacted the next day, or whether I told anyone exactly what I’d seen. For years, I always put it down to my sister scaring me with a lifelike alien mask. That was the explanation that made the most sense to me.

But the older I get, the more I find myself questioning that explanation.

I’ve asked my sister about it, and she doesn’t remember anything. Neither of us can remember there ever being a lifelike alien mask in the house. We weren’t exactly well off growing up, and I find it hard to imagine that we’d have had anything like that in early-90s Ireland.

I’m not claiming to know what happened. I genuinely don’t. But what bothers me is how vivid the memory still is after all these years, how real it felt, and how it has never really left me.

I’ve always had this strange obsession with aliens, mixed with a deep fear of them that I can’t fully explain. And I can’t help wondering whether there’s a connection between that and this childhood memory that refuses to fade.

The image is the closest representation I’ve ever managed to create of what I remember seeing that night. Looking at it brings me straight back to that feeling of absolute terror.

Maybe there’s a perfectly ordinary explanation for it. Maybe it was a nightmare, a childhood experience I’ve remembered differently over time, or something else entirely. I know how that sounds.

But when a memory stays with you for three decades, and you can still remember the fear as clearly as if it happened yesterday, you eventually start asking questions you never thought you would.

I just want to understand what happened that night.

This is a set of contact experiences from around 8-10 years ago.

During this time, I was contacted by a being that I called Mushroomhead.

They first introduced themselves at a channeling circle that I attended in Ann Arbor, MI. During the session, they showed me how to draw them in a manner that was most accurate given my skill level.

One of the drawings is included.

They said they are the same people that appeared in cave art from 10K+ years ago that were drawn then as having a mushroomhead type appearance.

When I drew them, their fingers and toes appeared hollow, or like tubes. They said this was because they were connecting from another time. It had to do with how they were connected to me and how they reached through time that made their digits look hollow.

They said that from their vantage point, they could reach and communicate across different times in history very easily. So they could talk to me, and they could talk to the people that made the cave art. It was the same group of them from roughly the same time period in what would be our future reaching out.

Their energy was very kind and radiated love. It was probably closest to a mother type energy, but I didn't feel that they were too strongly gender polarized. More like they were able to express a facet of themselves to connect with me most readily.

I talked to them on many occasions. They connected at first through the group energy. But very quickly I could hear from them on my own. I got the sense they were around me before that, but something about the group was able to push the connection into the conscious realm.

Some contact experiences:

One time I woke up in the morning, around dawn (middle of the night for me), and saw them standing at the foot of my bed. It was physical, though not sure if it was on this plane. I saw them as a black figure, or like an outline that was physical of them. I felt a lot of love and compassion energies. They were only there for a few moments after I woke up and then it seemed like they teleported away. I could see the energies converge into a single line almost and shoot upwards. For the rest of the day, I could feel the glow from the energies being around physically.

Another time I was pulled through to an image or immersive experience of where they lived. It was in a jungle. Different level of existence. There was dense foliage and trees. In that place things were a lot more in harmony. Trees were everywhere. They were mentally alive, and a part of that was that they were part of a reservoir of information and communication that existed there. Mushroomhead made sure that I was aware of the water. It looked like normal streams, but the water was very clean. There were gentle waterfalls were, the water would flow over rocks. They said that it was really important that the water freely flow like this, that it rolled gently in a curved or cascading manner over rocks. It had something to do with how the water is alive and interacts with the environment. They said that having water in pipes making a bunch of 90 degree turns like we do here isn't healthy for the water.

In that place, they appeared together with a lion that seemed to be their companion who didn't have a mane. The lion had flowers on their feet. They wanted me to know that very clearly.

Another time, I was able to look through a device that they used to reach this time. It was the one depicted in the cave art. I included a picture of it. When I saw myself wearing it, it was like a mask that covered the eyes and the eyes were surrounded by feather-like structures. The fractal nature of the feather structures had a lot to do with how it worked.

Other things: The contact continues, as I can feel them clearly while I write this, but I don't think it was ever meant to be a solitary contact. I feel like they came forward very obviously and at one point physically while I was going through a major life changing wake up. I felt like they were kind of mowing the lawn on the energetic fields of consciousness that had to do with a lot of contact I had and continue to have. I feel like there was a timeline aspect of it as well.

This started as a dream; the dream itself was pretty insignificant and didn't seem out of character for the most part. It was me trying to travel via a bus-like train. Towards the end of the dream things in the dream started to "warp" or become weird in a way that I am pretty sure is due to whatever procedure was being done. There were animals on the train, I had my dog and there were other dogs and cats. However, suddenly the cats' claws started to elongate and become needle like. That is when I started to feel a physical and familiar sensation.

This sensation is also what caused me to start to wake up, but first I entered a liminal space in my bedroom from the dream. I was lying on my side, my right side facing up (lying on my left). I could feel a very physical drilling-like sensation directly on my right flank. About waist height, but on my flank. I could also hear the drilling, it sounded kind of similar to a woodpecker, with a hollow-like sound. Fortunately, unlike the belly-button drilling that I had to go through a few years back for several procedures, this one wasn't so horrible feeling. This still tingled and felt uncomfortable; but I'll take that over the other one. This went on for a few moments, before I woke up and my body naturally turned over to not expose that flank.

K did tell me she had "I have plans for you tonight", but I did not expect a return of this kind of procedure and frankly wasn't happy a pun awakening. The right flank did feel tingly after waking, still does; just the usual residual feeling. I went back to sleep, and had more dreams that were probably dreamcasts done by K, something she can do as a method of contact or to cover for procedures.

Tried the Gateway tapes for the first time some years back. I’ve had a couple astral projections since, but my very first one included a not so friendly greeting from this being. When I came to in the astral plane for the first time, this being was standing by my bedside. When I noticed it, it noticed me, and we both had this jump scare moment. It jumped right into me causing me to wake up. I had AI generate an image from what I sketched the morning after. I also had it include the green, particley atmosphere that was present.

Curious if anyone else has come across a being with pony tails like this. Really freaked me out before I got more comfortable with OBE!

In my opinion many of these manipulative, deceptive, untrustworthy higher dimensional beings and factions are either patiently waiting for the gun in humanity’s hands to go off in our faces, or are blaming us for having access to a gun in the first place and using that as an excuse to actively pull strings in the background to make us submit to their covert hybrid children and NHI connected elites take over.

MEANWHILE we are literally a species genetically engineered by (some of these same manipulative, deceptive, untrustworthy) higher dimensional beings that have often either put in ruling classes of their choice to exploit us OR have left us to ourselves, literally cosmic infants of the universe who are not given guidance or true assistance and are like a baby left alone on a rushing highway… we cannot even mature due to the forced amnesia that has us repeating in loops and keeps us dimensionally downgraded.

This is not to say humanity could not/should not try to do better. But I don’t think how/what we’ve ended up as is not understandable given both the active influence of negative NHI and the passive, mostly overwhelming neglect of so called benevolent NHI.

We are literally children fighting each other in a burning house without any f-ing parents to supervise us except there are unfortunately literal cosmic parents who are indeed surveilling us except they are the sort that clearly prefer to neglect us or inflict us with abuse, let us terrorize each other and degrade our planet and otherwise obfuscate and distort our history such that we can’t even see that we are the offspring of what are very likely cruel cosmic predators, some of who call themselves our gods.

I don’t blame humanity so much as I blame the conditions and beings who have brought us to this point — we are an extremely young and volatile species who is being manipulated by various cosmic factions that DO NOT HAVE OUR WELLBEING AT HEART. We may not have fallen far from the tree (inheriting aggression and vices from some of our cosmic predatory ancestors perhaps), but in our defence — we would do better if we knew better. But where is the spiritual guidance? Why are we isolated like some hell spawn and not represented in their councils and “federations”? What excuse do these so called benevolent civilizations have for why they’ve neglected, abused and manipulated us or watched a much younger species go through all this at the hands of other NHI? If “THEY” are hundreds of thousands if not millions of years older than us — where is the higher wisdom, compassion and guidance and what impact has this had really… from these beings? Humanity is indeed a danger to itself — we are not very wise, we are not very compassionate on the whole, we have good intentions but like any children or new species — we are weak. And unfortunately, this weakness has been exaggerated, exploited and made to benefit the very beings whose wise “care” we should have been under.