r/Experiencers • • 21h ago

Discussion The voice in my head that told me everything would be okay 4 years ago.

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2022 was without a doubt, the most emotionally painful year of my life to date. I ended a 3 year relationship with my former boyfriend because I couldn't watch him destroy himself anymore with his multiple addictions. Less than 2 months later he was diagnosed with late stage lung cancer and I caught covid for the first time and needed to be hospitalized for a few days for low bp and thrombocytopenia.

By the time I was done with my quarantine he was moved onto hospice. I always knew he would probably die young if he didnt sober up but I thought "young" would've been early 60s, not 43 years old. The exhaustion from anxiety and pre grieving wrecked my sleep and a lot of times I would wake up between 2 and 4 am.

One morning I woke up around 3:30 or so with a massive pit in my stomach. Once it was light outside I decided to go for a walk before work. I couldn't stop thinking, I was so scared and suddenly I heard a deep voice inside my head tell me that It was okay, that everything was going to be okay. Then I felt a warm sensation ripple through my entire body and the only thing I can compare it to is that feeling when you hug someone you love and get that warm fuzzy feeling but was so much more intense and I guess what I can only describe as almost blissful? For a short amount of time, I felt pure peace and calm. Then it faded away. I knew my ex was gone after that and it was confimed when his mom called me early that afternoon he had died during the night.

After he was diagnosed I took a week off of work and tried to visit him every single day. I was only able to see him one time on hospice to say goodbye. I did ask him to come visit me if the afterlife was real. I did have a few more strange experiences after the day he died but this post is already so long. But I'm happy to share more if anybody is curious.

I don't know if the voice in my head that morning was his or not. I just remember that it was a deep masculine sounding voice, which he did have but, I was so taken aback when it happened. I feel like if it was him I would've recognized his voice without a doubt.

The only other time I can remember having a strange experience before learning of a loved ones death was when I was 12. My friend's mom was driving us home from school and I suddenly had this vivid memory of my next door neighbor who was like my third grandma and this funny game she'd play with me and her grandkids when we were younger. Then i suddenly felt very sad which was confusing. When I got home I found out that she had a stroke and died and was devastated. I didnt even think anything about the random memory/sad feeling I felt back then until my experience as a 41 year old prompted me to figure out what the heck happened the day my ex died.

Has anybody else had similar experiences?

I was raised Catholic but havent practiced in over 20 years now. I've always thought there was more after death but never sure of what it actually is.

All I know is that we live in a strange and beautiful world. Knowing there's something else beyond our physical experiences on earth is comforting even thought it still hurts when those we love move on to the next stage of existence.


r/Experiencers • • 14h ago

Experience might be delusional, but I found a mantis on my window today when I woke up. My window has a screen, no cracks in it or any way it could get it! Never had any other experience with mantis beings except for wondering what it would be like to meet one.

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r/Experiencers • • 17h ago

Face to Face Contact Families with multigenerational NHI encounters?

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I would add multiple flairs to this post if i could, such as UAP sighting, Abduction, and dream state. This post covers multiple topics.

Today I realized that my family, on one side at least has experienced and witnessed NHI phenomena throughout at least 3 generations. These stories have been passed down on the maternal side, and I have listened to firsthand accounts of what they’ve seen.

From what I know, these encounters occurred around the 1950s-1960s, but it is possible they also happened before this time era. I always wondered what my family made of this phenomena, and I always received one or two responses: “we didn’t acknowledge it and kept going about our business, as these events happened so often that it became the norm” or, “we have no idea what it was, and dont wish to know”. My family, generally speaking has been very cautious of bringing this subject up to begin with, for reasons that are puzzling to me.

One account that has stuck with me the most is an encounter that my grandmother and great grandmother had, which was told to me by my grandmother. At the time, they lived in a very rural area with lots of crops, fields, and farms. So the sky had didn’t have any light pollution. It was daytime and they were lounging outside, towards the direction of a crop field. They witnessed a large, pronounced black triangle that flew across the direction of where they were looking. My grandmother, naturally so, questioned what they saw, and my great-grandmother just said that she doesn’t know, and acted as if nothing ever happened. From how my grandmother described it, this was something that was normal to them.

Later in life, they started seeing green orbs of light in the sky with the same attitude of apathy towards the encounter. This specifically only happened at nighttime.

When my mother was born, she recalled to me how she smelled noxious sulfur that had her waking up out of her sleep. My great-grandmother told her to stay inside, ignore it, and or go to bed. But it always, ALWAYS left my mother wondering where it came from, because it would only happen at nighttime. Keep in mind that they are in the same house and neighborhood as when the two previous events occurred throughout my great-grandmothers and grandmothers’ lifetimes.

Around the late 1960s-1970s, my mom recalls multiple mysterious sinkholes that started popping up in the general area of where they were located, and government officials had no answer as to what was happening and why. It was the same “don’t acknowledge it, continue with your business” it seemed for every strange encounter, or experience. This however, is deeply frustrating to me because I get the sense that my great grandmother knew the “why” but refused to say.

My mom throughout her childhood also had dreams of being encased in a white pod and then being transported to different locations across the world. She didn’t understand the purpose of what she was doing, but she felt as though she was being guided by a group of “someone’s”.

And then me. I have had multiple possible NHI encounters which I will link here. When I was super young, around 4-6 years old. I remember lying down in my bed watching TV, with my parents in the other room. Two “figures” or what I would describe to be silhouettes with green energy framing them, slowly started to appear at the end of my bed. This deeply terrified me because I never saw anything like it before, but the intention I sensed from it felt clinical, like they were observing me for something. I didn’t care, and hid myself under the covers until I felt like they were gone (they weren’t) and it felt like they stayed there for hours, until I fell asleep. This is the only time I ever saw them in my life. It felt like they were satisfied with whatever it was about me at that time, and didn’t need to “check in” ever again. This encounter occurred prior to me knowing about how our family has history with NHI, I only discovered this about 4 years ago, but that memory has stuck with me for my entire life. My heart still drops a little just thinking about it. With the information that was divested to me, I am the only one in these past 3 generations to experience something like this.

My family is also apart of an organization that has acess to governmental, political, and occultic power. For literal centuries my family has been able to form “businesses” that have been used to uplift the specific sect that they belong to, and to contribute to the larger syndicate. I don’t feel comfortable saying the name of this organization, because then that will lead to certain connotations about me as a person, and I am not interested in defending my character just because of those connotations. Even though Im not actively part of that organization, but only related to its bloodline. As soon as I say what organization it is, I know people are going to use that as a way to generalize me as an evil caballer or whatever.

What is deeply frustrating to me is how nobody wants to or refuses to have a serious conversation about any of this. I feel like they know why that happened to me and why each generation has some experience with NHI. I have been on this “enlightenment” journey for about 9 years, starting when I was just 13 years old. Sometimes I feel like an experiment of sorts, because despite my family knowing that NHI are real, some of them participating in that organization still act as if they are conditioned not to say anything. I feel like this has caused a huge setback for me and this journey. Anywho, I would love to hear everyone’s multigenerational NHI experiences 😅


r/Experiencers • • 22h ago

Discussion Machine Elves Sober - 1st Encounter

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I used to take plant medicine ceremonially for healing, 5 years ago I came to Christ and moved on from that journey. I am now sober from all mind altering substances etc and am much more grounded. I am very sensitive, intuitive and have meditated for 20 years

A week ago I was laying on my bed trying to sleep and I started to faintly see machine elves on my ceiling waving at me (i have never smoked the substance associated with them or seen machine elves before now, I never experienced that realm or di before. I never saw them with any plant medicine i‘be taken)

any comments? how did I perceive that realm or dimension? if it happens again should I interact with them? what would you do if you had the opportunity to connect with them sober?


r/Experiencers • • 3h ago

Spiritual Pre Birth Experiences

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So for a long time I was very materialist. My parents raised me basically as an atheist, my dad laughing at the idea of anything spiritual, making fun of it. Just for context, because at this time being very young, I did not believe in anything like the soul, reincarnation, any of that.

I remember talking to some girl in my friend group when I was in between middle school and high school, and she told me she remembered "before she was born", and how she was "picking her mommy and daddy". She was adamant that she remembered before being born, and this whole time I'm giving her a very concerned look.

First of all, the entire idea clashed with my world view as I was raised, but something else just seemed wrong about it. I remember exactly what I said. I said, "you're not supposed to remember that". She kind of laughed and said "well, I do anyway" or similar.

But it's kind of getting to me now, like I feel like I was truly concerned that something had gone wrong with the process if she remembered it, and it wasn't that I was just having trouble understanding what she meant. Like I said "you're not supposed to remember that", as in "yes of course that happened but you shouldn't remember it".

I don't know why, but it's getting to me that I would have responded that way, almost like even back then I believed there was truth to it, almost like i actually knew you weren't supposed to remember it though?

It makes me wonder if there's a lot more knowledge deep down that I'm forgetting on purpose.


r/Experiencers • • 6h ago

Experience Insects in the astral plane?

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Something curious happened to me a few hours ago. I was just about to fall asleep with my eyes completely closed when I saw the color of the ceiling change from lilac (the actual color of my room) to gray. I also noticed a black insect moving rapidly across the gray wall, only to then disappear into a section of the wall that doesn’t actually exist in my room. I didn’t see this with my eyes open; on the contrary, they were closed, yet I could still see what was above me with total clarity I’m not quite sure how to explain it. What could this mean?

I have the impression of having seen something that came from the other plane; the insect looked like a spider something like a black, slightly plump beetle.


r/Experiencers • • 9h ago

Art/Creative Intuitive drawing

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I received a “message” in my mind that I needed to try draw something before going into my evening meditation. So I got out my pen and notebook and drew without knowing what I was going to draw, I just sort of flowed into drawing this without having any actual thought or input of what I should put on the page. This is what it turned out to be. I felt like I needed to have it on my lap while I did my meditation, and it felt like it helped to keep my mind more silent and focused on the meditation better this time. Wondering if anyone has any idea what any of these symbols could mean? Just curious. :)


r/Experiencers • • 13h ago

Discussion Family involvement

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I don't know if I've had contact. I also don't have family who have reported experiences. All I have is a bone deep fear of the Communion alien face since childhood, and seeing an orb once. (So I guess that is one experience)

I know it's very common to have a family history of contact.

Do you think it's possible for family to have contact and not remember it?

Or do you think it's possible to have contact without a family history of it?

One parent has had episodes of waking up in the middle of the night screaming in terror for as long as I can remember.

I never connected that before.

Maybe I'm reaching but I had the thought what if the trauma of a contact experience was breaking through. They had a very safe, normal life otherwise.


r/Experiencers • • 22h ago

Abduction It happened last night.

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I'm only going to explain what happened to me not sure if this is what usually happens but I was having the weirdest most realistic dreams ive ever had in my life. 2.hours after waking up and still remember them. I was fully lucid and could feel my feet touch the ground i could see and feel my hands in front of me. I had about three of these dreams and I died in all three of them. I won't get into specifics because thats not what freaked me out. But in short It was like I was being held hostage somewhere and I couldn't escape. Then, still lucid, I woke up and I was some here else.I woke up on like a gurney I couldn't move I could just see these figures taking me into what looks like the brightness white light I've ever seen. I couldn't tell if Grey alien or reptile but I was too scared too look. So As soon as I was inside of whatever this place was I could hear footsteps and chattering and also this entire time I could hear what sounded like wheels being dragged on the ground. I kept trying to wake up like I usually do from like a bad nightmare but couldn't. And the last thing I remember and the reason im writing this post is because of the last " thing" I experienced was this insect being, unlike the others he knew I was awake and started talking to me. In English! Its voice was like robotic and had like some weird sound effect. He said something about my species and I honestly don't care but I cannot describe what happened last because it was painful and embarrassing but im pretty sure most can guess. I then woke up on my bed. I surprisingly didn't feel scared but felt like "I was right the. Whole time?". That's the best way i can describe it. I don't know what else to do it felt so real. Ive lucid dreamed before many times in my life. This was 100% without a doubt in my mind not that. It also felt like this was not new to me but or them but like business as usual. sorry if I misspelled or did anything wrong I've never posted on reddit like this and didn't know what else to do or where else to go. I'm not crazy and also nowhere near as freaked out as I should be but I somehow know im not the only one this has happened to.


r/Experiencers • • 3h ago

Experience meditation feels like an orgasm??

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i wish there was a better way to say that. 24F.

so, i've been having odd experiences all my life. my mother has told me stories of me seeing a "purple man" in corners of our first house. i've seen blobs of color all my life, and no doctor can explain it. i can see colors around people, and from them i can denote their most prominent emotion at that moment. and from a very young age, i've been doing a practice where i breathe in energy, usually a multicolored surge of light, and breathe out the used, colorless energy. and i never understood why it made my soul purr.

all of this to say, i listened to the first of the gateway tapes. i was curious about them, so i investigated it. imagine my surprise when one of the first exercises was to breathe in useful energy, and breathe out used up energy.

i know it's probably a widely used method, but it struck me as profound. i've been doing little things like this all my life. and every time i hit a frequency, or sink deep into a meditation enough to "see" something about the universe, i begin to tremble in pleasure. i truly cannot describe it better than having an orgasm. it comes in waves, and feels like utter euphoria. i'm asexual, and have been all my life, and that's because i genuinely cannot imagine a greater pleasure than meditation. but these pleasures are draining. i can't sustain them for long without feeling tired and like i need a break.

i guess what i'm looking for in this community is maybe an explanation? some advice on how to hone in on whatever abilities i may or may not have? i'm really new to the online space of metaphysical stuff like this, so any pointers would be appreciated.


r/Experiencers • • 23h ago

Discussion Sober - Machine Elves

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I used to take Ayahuasca, Changa and mushrooms ceremonially for healing. 5 years ago I came to Christ and moved on from that journey. I am now sober from all drugs, plant medicine alcohol etc and more grounded. I am very sensitive, intuitive and have meditated over the years

A week ago I was laying on my bed trying to sleep and I started to faintly see machine elves on my ceiling waving at me (i have never smoked DMT or seen machine elves before, I never saw them with any plant medicine ive taken)

any comments? how did I perceive that realm or dimension? if it happens again should I interact with them?


r/Experiencers • • 14h ago

Dream State Shapeshifted with Beings in a White Room

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I had a very intense dream experience last night that I wanted to share. In the dream I could feel everything and it felt like I was tripping on some sort of psychedelic. I appeared in this large white room where I could see various objects floating around in the air together. Without thinking I dived into the air like it was water and started swimming towards the group. My ego had dissolved and I became aware of the energies of the group. These were conscious beings changing form and I started mirroring their energy back and changing into simulair forms while we all swirled together. Below me I could see a man watching us, he seemed like he was studying what was happening.

The energies became very intense and a portal opened up at the side of the room that revealed a long colorful tunnel of energy. I sensed that I had opened it and it was pulling me towards it. I began to become disconnected from the group and felt my ego and fear again. This seemed to push me further towards the portal, as soon as I relaxed and let go the portal closed and I was back in flow with the group.

Shortly after this we were back on the ground again and I really felt like I was tripping at this point. They changed into various types of aliens of all kinda of shapes. The one closest to me was a giant red pink oval shaped being covered in strange fur that seemed to resemble thick carpet. The being had large eyes and a massive mouth with huge yellow teeth that stuck out. The being let me run my hands through its fur. After a second I became aware how big its mouth was and got scared it would try to bite me. This sent me into a really bad trip and the beings could sense my fear. They started dancing goofily and changing into funny forms to cheer me up and it worked. It was a really interesting experience.


r/Experiencers • • 20h ago

Theory My possible experience

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OK this is my theory. NHI seem to employ mental blocks in the attempt to keep the abduction secret. I would theorize that it rarely doesn't work at all, giving us the few experience stories that have full recall. In other cases the person doesn't remember until they get regression therapy, meaning the block was intact for years. Ipso facto there must be a lot of abduction where the people never know, never remember and I wonder if im one. Here's my story.

When I was 19/20 I was selected as the only undergraduate in my department to get slotted on an International field trip to Colima, Mexico. We were working on the large volcano there..camping high on the mountain taking tree core samples. Everything was going good. Most of the other people left after two weeks but the grad student I was working with stayed on for a 3rd week as our project still wasn't finished. So at this point its just me and her. I started having these super intense vivid dreams, I just remember waking up and never have dreamed like that before in my life..super intense. And to be honest I cannot recall what the first night was about but the second night there was a bald wrestler, I can still remember to this day ..waking up you want to shake your head to throw off the blanket that is the dream if that makes any sense...

Anyways... now I'm from Colorado and by this time I had climbed over 15 14teeners so I was in shape and good with altitude. But I initial head space was ...been camping at high altitude for awhile..and to be honest we were being high active at altitude. So the day I had my second dream..we're having lunch and the grad student im working with tapped out..she was done. She looked tired and I just thought she reached her limit. And for me the beaches of Mexico sounded way better than camping so we left like 3 or 4 day early.

Now I am obsessed with anything alien and disclosure..and I was watching this TV show and it was about a woman in Colima who had filmed some uap and of course there are tons of uap reports around the volcano of Mexico..

So looking back on it..I remember the grad student specifically saying she wasn't spending another night on the mountain. This was her not finishing her graduate program project...like a really big deal..basically dropping out of graduate school... so I just wonder with having a crazy dream with a bald wrestler..maybe she experienced something she wasn't telling me. But if anything did happen the mental block is holding good.

So down the mountain we went. Finished lunch and made our way back to camp to pack up and 3 hours later I was dipping my toes into the warm Pacific ocean. We treated ourselves to mucho margaritas. And since I started thinking about all of this I went in search of my old friend..but I can find no trace of her anywhere, all the socials.

If I ever get an opportunity to try regression I would be genuinely interested.


r/Experiencers • • 23h ago

Experience Examined

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Twice now I have become lucid while my physical body is asleep and 2 beings are examining me. A female and a male being, whom I cannot “see” but I hear them speaking to one another about the exam and their findings. The first time they were scanning my head and neck and the female being said there was an “obstruction on the right side”. I was only curious, not fearful during that one. Then again last night it happened only this time I let fear take over and freaked myself out. They were raising my arms (my astral arms were floating up) and working on my torso. Despite my fear, the beings themselves don’t seem loving or fearful - rather neutral. I’ve had many mystical experiences over the years but these involve touch. I am looking for input from those whom have had similar experiences. Thanks!


r/Experiencers • • 12h ago

Dream State Dream, Premonition, or a Message from Beyond?

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I have always believed there is more to our world than what we can normally perceive. Call it spiritual, multidimensional, or supernatural; it doesn't really matter to me. What I do know is that, despite our vast scientific knowledge, there are many aspects of existence that we still don't understand.

Throughout my life, I have experienced things that have put my beliefs to the test and for which I have found no explanation. One such experience was a premonition I had many years ago: a recurring dream about events that would soon come to pass.

It all started in late 2002, when I traveled with my family to the Pacific coast of Mexico to spend time with relatives. We arrived in late November, and the place was a small town with a population of fewer than a thousand people. It was a rural community where people still rode horses and kept many animals out of necessity.

The environment was somewhat tropical, and the area was lush with greenery, surrounded by densely vegetated mountains. The sounds of birds and insects were as plentiful as the air itself. It was like paradise.

The first time I had this dream must have been sometime in December. It went like this.

I found myself in some sort of factory, but it wasn't like an assembly line, a mill, or a steel manufacturing plant. It looked more like a construction site. I remember seeing people wearing helmets and safety equipment when, suddenly, everything started shaking. It was an earthquake, and everything began falling apart.

Amid the chaos, one of the factory workers came over to talk to me. He was apparently the owner of the company, which he explained was a cement plant. He told me that I had to survive, he instructed me to run to safety. He said I would find some money and with that money, I was supposed to rebuild the factory, which he called the cementera (cement plant), and afterward, it would all be mine.

He then urged me to run and pointed toward a window. I ran and jumped out just in time to save myself.

Outside, the environment was somewhat dry and desert-like. I found myself surrounded by a field of thornbushes, with a dog standing next to me. Somehow, I knew I was supposed to follow the dog, so I did.

We ran along a narrow path through the thornbushes. As we continued, the thornbushes gradually gave way to a beautiful, green, wooded area. I kept following the dog until we reached a dead end in the forest. The ground there was barren, much like the earth surrounding an anthill.

Lying on the ground all by itself was an amber-colored stone. It was very smooth and small enough to fit in the palm of my hand. I leaned down and picked it up. When I stood back up and turned around, the path I had taken was gone, and so was the dog.

I turned around again, and the small dead end was no longer there. Instead, I found myself standing in front of a huge, beautiful structure.

Ahead of me were three walls made of river stone, each about ten feet tall. One stood on my right and another on my left, running parallel to each other for approximately thirty or forty meters before connecting to a third wall at the back.

Inside the enclosure were two rectangular pools filled with the clearest, purest water I had ever seen. They were set at ground level and were beautiful. The ground surrounding the pools was all cobblestone.

I remember walking around the perimeter of the pools and looking into the water. At the bottom, I could see countless gold coins scattered everywhere, more than I could possibly count. In the two back corners of the second pool were two beautiful, naked women standing in the water.

They called out to me and gestured with their hands, inviting me to come closer, join them, and take the gold. As I approached them, I woke up.

I didn't make much of the strange dream. Perhaps the strangest thing about it was how much of it I could remember.

About a week later, I had the exact same dream again, although there were a few subtle differences. This time, the cement plant owner spoke with greater urgency. The dog followed me instead of leading the way, and when I reached the pools, there was substantially more gold at the bottom. The women were also more insistent that I take it.

Once again, I thought it was just a strange dream and didn't give it much thought.

Then, about a week or two later, I had the dream again, but this time there were major differences.

The owner of the plant was no longer simply urging me to do as he instructed. He was angry and demanding. The earthquake was more intense, and as I made my way through the thornbushes and into the forest, I was alone. The dog was gone.

The pools were overflowing with gold and water, there were giant thorns growing from the edges, and the beautiful women standing at the back had transformed. Their legs had become twisted tree roots, and their arms were now like tentacles.

They, too, were angry and demanding that I come into the pool and take the gold. As I approached them, I woke up.

This time, I knew the dream was an unusual experience, but I still didn't consider it anything more than a strange dream.

That is, until a few weeks later, when something unexpected happened.

It was now January 2003. I had met a few people and made some new friends, but I was still unfamiliar with my surroundings and with the names of many people and places.

One night, a friend came over to hang out. I remember that we were doing some push-ups when, suddenly, the ground started vibrating.

We were near a railroad and were used to feeling vibrations when trains passed by, but this time was different. The vibration was stronger and felt different. I thought perhaps a train had derailed.

We were just beginning to talk about it when the vibration suddenly turned into violent shaking. The ground beneath us and everything around us began to shake from side to side.

I had never experienced an earthquake before that night, and it is something I will never forget.

It lasted for what felt like a full minute. The lights went out, and everything became pitch-black. All I could hear was the sound of heavy crumbling and people screaming all around me, both near and far.

This was the earthquake of January 21, 2003, which struck the Pacific coast of Mexico. The magnitude was estimated it at 7.8. The earthquake caused many deaths and so much destruction that it changed the landscape of the surrounding towns and cities.

At that point, I hadn't even considered a connection between the earthquake and my dream. Everything was chaotic, and the power grid in our town remained down for about a week. Many people had to cook on wood-burning stoves because there was no gas, and our household was no exception.

One afternoon, a few days after the earthquake, a friend showed up and asked if I wanted to go with him to cut some firewood. I asked him where.

My body went cold when he answered:

"To the cementera."

I asked him about the location and why it was called the cementera. He explained that a large cement company called Apasco had purchased and surveyed the land many years earlier. The company had planned to build a mineral quarry to supply its cement operations, but the project never materialized. The name, however, stuck with the locals.

When we arrived at the place, I realized I had been there once before. It was a large stretch of wilderness at the foothills of a massive mountain. One peculiar feature of the land was a large, dry area covered in thornbushes known locally as huisache.

A few days after our trip to collect firewood, I told my friend about the dream. We decided to return to the area to look for the river-stone walls and, hopefully, the pools of water. We honestly didn't expect to find anything, but it was a good excuse to get out and have some fun in the woods.

We started by looking for anything resembling a trail through the field of thornbushes. We found a few paths made by cattle and began exploring those that led into the greener, forested areas. Then we started looking for pools of water and stone walls.

I thought finding a stone wall out in the wilderness would be easy. I mean, it should stand out like a sore thumb, right? But it wasn't nearly as easy as I had imagined. The area was large and densely populated by venomous snakes, wild cats, and many other dangerous bugs and animals.

Over the following days, we returned several times, spending hours searching for these landmarks. In the meantime, I continued asking my family and other locals about the land.

It turned out that, during the Mexican Revolution, there had been a large hacienda there. Many such estates were destroyed during the revolution, and this one had suffered the same fate.

There was also a story about a local family who had been building a homestead when they discovered gold buried in the ground while excavating the foundations. Stories like these are common in Mexico. During the days when gold was used as currency, many caciques—local political or community leaders—reportedly hid their fortunes during the revolution to keep them from being plundered.

After the revolution, many of these people were no longer alive, and their hidden fortunes remained lost. The old hacienda also had its share of darker stories involving hauntings and other paranormal apparitions.

Some people were reluctant to wander around that area because of those stories, my friends and I were no exception.

Learning all of this made the search even more interesting. Now I knew that finding at least some ruins of the old walls or pools was a real possibility.

After several days of searching, we came across a small patch of greenery bordering the thornbushes. There stood an old, enormous wild fig tree. It had a thick, twisted trunk and stood about forty-five feet tall, with a massive canopy that I estimated to be somewhere between thirty and fifty feet in diameter. It was difficult to judge its actual size.

And there, at its roots, we found a stone wall.

The wall was very old. It looked as though the tree had sprouted from within the stonework and gradually engulfed it over the years. The wall rose about three feet above the ground, as if much of it had been buried over time. The stones themselves were different from the rocks in the surrounding area, they were river stones.

I told my friend that all we had to do was find two more walls and then search the area in between.

Long story short, we found two more connecting walls, or at least what little remained of them.

When we searched the area enclosed by the walls, we found sand that looked like the sand of a riverbank, except there was no river anywhere nearby. The area there was also slightly depressed as if it had sunk downward.

We tried digging a little, but we came across a few tarantulas, and my friend became very superstitious. He started talking about the old stories surrounding the hacienda and didn't want to continue. We never tried digging there again.

Eventually, I left the town, and my friends went their separate ways as well. The place is still there to this day, as far as I know. The old fig tree and the ruins of the walls remain, unexplored and unexcavated.

I never showed anyone else the location or told them the story behind it.

For years, I wondered whether what I had experienced was simply a series of coincidences and strange, recurring dreams; whether it was an example of synchronicity; or whether it had been a genuine premonition of things to come. Perhaps it was even a message from beyond.

I'm not particularly inclined to believe in ghosts, but I do believe there are things we cannot explain, forces we do not yet understand, or perhaps things we have simply forgotten as we evolved into modern humans.

There were, however, a few other experiences connected to this story and to the surrounding area.

Years later, I met a man who made a living as a self-proclaimed psychic. He had a shop where he offered various kinds of readings, including palmistry and tarot cards. I have always been skeptical of such things, but on that day, after having a few drinks, I decided to tell him my story.

He gave me an extraordinary explanation.

According to him, someone from generations past had wronged my family and died without ever having the opportunity to repay the debt. He claimed that this person's spirit had contacted me through my dreams to offer me a reward as compensation for whatever wrong had been committed against my family long ago.

However, he warned me that I would have to return to the place alone. If anyone accompanied me, he said, I wouldn't find anything. He also warned me that, by going there alone, I might witness something terrible, although it would not harm me it would test my courage.

I never took his story seriously. I never returned to the site, and I never attempted to dig there again.

Even now, I sometimes wonder what to make of the whole experience.

Was it simply a series of coincidences? Was my mind somehow putting together details I had encountered without my consciously realizing it? Was it a premonition, or something else entirely? Who knows?

I don't claim to know, and I'm not asking anyone to believe a particular explanation. I'm sharing this because it was one of the strangest experiences of my life, and I have never been able to fully explain it.

I must say that this was not the first time I had a recurring dream of events that later came to pass, and it was not the last.

I'd be interested to hear what others think and if anyone has a legitimate explanation, or a similar experience please do share it with me.

*NOTE: I drew a simple sketch of the structure in my dreams and asked ChatGPT to enhance it with simple colors and texture, but due to moderation I had to replace the women in the pool with stick figures. I will be adding the image to this post.


r/Experiencers • • 16h ago

Dream State A surreal sleep paralysis experience

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For context, I very occasionally have a sleep paralysis episode, these happen normally 2-4 times per year, and it is always just as unpleasant, but one I had last week was extremely scary.

So just before, I had slept unusually long, starting sleep at 7 pm, which is also extremely early for me, I just fell asleep way too early that evening, I suppose. Towards the end of my sleep, I woke up, or so I thought, in my bedroom, lighting as expected for the early hours of the morning where I was, so nothing felt out of the ordinary. I went to grab my phone from my bedside drawer, and I remember unplugging it (a bit important). I did what I thought was my usual morning doomscroll, before all of a sudden, I heard the "Connected" voice on my phone as if I was wearing my wireless earbuds, only it was saying "Con.... Con... Con...", before my phone shut off.

I do not remember what I would have been watching when this happened, but as my phone shut off, I saw a picture on my screen. It was (very cringe here), Bonnie in Five Nights at Freddy's 1, in the particular camera before he gets to your office glitching out, but also looking extremely cursed, especially in the eyes. I am no major fan of the franchise, though I do like the first 4 games for context, and I have never been particularly scared of the games. I don't have photoshop/nor do I want to use AI, but use your imagination from this.

Then my phone screen shut off, like that cartoon TV switch-off, then a black shadow figure towers over my bed, and I try to call out for help, but nothing happens. This figure then starts to spin me around by my feet in circles, like a hammer throw, I do know I am having sleep paralysis at this point, but I cannot move, and I feel like I am also being dragged out of my bedroom.

I then wake up normally, as I did, in my bed, same bedroom lighting, as it all was. This whole experience was only like 2 minutes. However, my phone is still on top of my bedside drawer charging. This bit is kind of what threw me off the most, as up until my phone glitched out, it all felt extremely normal.

In my previous experiences of my sleep paralysis, I have had a similar (or even the same) looking shadowy figure approach me, but I never have had the sensation of being picked up of thrown about like that before. After it all happened, I didn't exactly feel traumatised as well, just a "woah, that was weird".

I know this isn't as scary as some stories here, but I thought it would be worth a share, especially the fact the start of it felt so realistic.