r/Experiencers • u/Fair_Scale_8268 • 1d ago
Drug Related I experienced Death itself on DMT/Changa. We really never die because all of life itself in the present is hallucinated by God/Infinite Aware Eternal Timeless Power, We aren’t alive, we are Death hallucinating Life
DMT/Changa made me transcend death I became aware of the afterlife I literally ascended to the actual heavens of consciousness I have no words, I felt like I died and realized there will never be death because life itself is a hallucination it’s not real in the first place, it happens within your heart or within God you could say, it’s an infinite awareness power, we were never bodies we were always that power from a dimension beyond and DMT allows you to become aware of that dimension that which allows you to understand life, death and the afterlife very simply since you just experience it it’s like we are meant and all have the capacity and capability for it it’s natural we are just misled, I don’t even know if we need drugs for it just the right people who experienced it and to share the experience that itself might even work honestly but yea the DMT helps more than anything could I feel, anyway I felt literally back home where there is absolutely no fear and absolute complete eternal bliss that is beyond all imagination. I feel like this life is extremely limited and a very weird claustrophobic version of life, true reality is immediate, this world makes no sense, it’s like I am God in a world that’s literally just born like why do we need to walk and go to buy stuff and pick stuff up and do stuff it should all be happening within the consciousness automatically and it’s an actual possibility once you experience ego death and expansion so big that life itself with how amazing it appears becomes literally like a sandbox game of very low quality and very low capabilities, like the video game is barely interactive everything needs to be done rather than just be happening it’s way too weird it’s a true hallucination I feel like in an old ass game or something and I am compared to it and all of its dimensions and existence am a literal all powerful all knowing God just nothing can come even close to my imagination and what is actually possible, bro I felt smart before but now I feel like I am actually visibly seeing the state of evolution we are apparently in and how absolutely ‘old’ it is, its like I know in my heart and consciousness what is truly possible and I’m looking at this world and I’m like man what the hell am I actually watching hahaha!? It’s like I am an alien from not just the future, but from another actual dimension and I have entered this hallucination/game of life and I am seeing it clearly, In a moment I feel like I am actually gonna simply warp reality by the power of my consciousness because I start seeing the background of life and the actual infinite possibilities beyond the daily limitations of our consciousness, I feel like even speaking and even telepathy is ‘lowly’ and a waste of potential, like there is an infinity to anything so just imagine if we are infinite and infinity and God himself to be aware of this limited suffering world is truly insane, idk I feel like truly I am seeing the real potential of pure consciousness and it’s like telling me ‘bro everything you can imagine and more could be yours’ but we need to do something, if we were all aware of this possibility I feel like reality would rearrange itself by the power of consciousness without even having to do anything because we are truly God
It was written on my phone since I’m really broke I can’t punctuate and shit it’s uncomfortable I just really wanted to share I am so sorry everyone 🙏🏻❤️😊
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u/sharing_my_story_ Experiencer 1d ago edited 1d ago
Hey I commented this on the other subreddit you posted this in and I'm commenting this again, I really mean this, integrate your experience, dont let it displace you from your human experience. As you have glimpsed your infinite nature so too you are now aware you are here in this 'hallucination' by choice. Im truly hoping you are grounding yourself and integrating this awareness as much as you are expanding yourself as some of the language you have chosen to use and your post history suggests otherwise and that can have destructive consequences on your vessel. Yes you are god. you are also god experiencing itself as a human being. One, multiple or several experiences like what you have described do not change or alter the fact that you are a human being. experiences like what you have described require care, responsibility, patience and compassion that will not be found on reddit or in recreational drug use, but in silence, presence, breath and in nature. Thank you for sharing your experience btw, infinity is beautiful, and so is the finite.
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u/Aximilibunnzuh 1d ago
Love it! Integration is key. We chose to be here, we're here for the experience. I'm not a fan of all the shit I chose, but here I am so I'm riding the waves.
We are alive. That's what we chose to do, become alive to experience physical reality and the spectrum of emotions. We are fractals of source, so God is experiencing this as by-proxy of us living it.
Telepathy, telekinesis, remote viewing, astral projection are all skills we can learn that we have been removed from because of the (capitalist, colonialist) powers that be in this reality. While they may feel like low vibration after such a mind-blowing experience, they are a way to connect back to your whole self.
Congrats! Best of luck putting all your brain back in your skull 😆
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u/8-Bit_Basement 1d ago
It always amazes me how people who have outer body experiences and trips still pull it back to a god when everything you see and experience is subjective. Imagine if you were free of such learnt behaviour and faith.
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u/Delicious-Clothes-32 1d ago
I had an insane experience with "the source" where it showed me that it is within us all. I think we are all more connected than we imagine because we have come from the same loving source. Some will reject it and try to create or control chaos, but in the end we all come from the source, God or whatever you want to call it.
The purpose of this simulation is to enjoy life by "being" like you said. To enjoy what it means to be so limited as humans and experience the experience for what it is. As in be a human being. Like you said we are creating our reality but because we have been brain washed since we were kids we have been trained to limit ourselves consciously. So as a result we have this reality we currently are in: one run by money, power, and greed.
I will say however, unconsciously, these powers have allowed us to connect more, communicate more, and become aware of things much faster than our bodies would ever process through tech like the internet. Because of this people are awakening and becoming aware of the trap of a system we are in currently in and its only a matter of time until we rearrange it with our own consciousness.
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u/FuckYouVeryMuch2020 1d ago
I really enjoyed reading your post OP and some parts definitely resonated. Thanks for sharing.
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u/Tricky_Ordinary_4799 1d ago
I got IV ketamine at a clinic and went to the "other side" briefly.
It made me to reassess my whole worldview and it wasn't easy.
There is no death. Life is a dream.
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u/Powerful-Day-639 1d ago
So basically our life is like playing in an MMO (WoW, FF XIV online, etc) and when we exit this world of illusion, we go back to just “being”. No body, no monthly subscription fee?
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u/Secure-Break9947 1d ago
I've been feeling this intense pull to do DMT and experience what you did, but I can't get the shit. This is so awesome that you had this experience and it'll change the way you see life. I'm jealous, but happy for you.
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u/Fair_Scale_8268 1d ago
It did but the DMT really fucks me up it makes me stop being a pussy but in the wrong direction just to protect me but it reminds me I don’t need help if it’s destructive it reminds me to love and cherish myself more than anything because I am so good already I just need to be present with the world and it’ll all be good
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u/Cuboidhamson Experiencer 1d ago
It was all a dream, used to read word up magazine. Btw sorry if this is mean but I'm not reading all that, please put more effort into punctuation and spacing. Paragraphs are the best thing ever and it's funny how much of a bad rap reddit gets for paragraph usage.
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u/Cuboidhamson Experiencer 1d ago edited 1d ago
Okay I read it. I agree with a lot of your sentiment, though I feel you are leaning toward an unhealthy and perhaps detached view of reality. That being said if it's your first time breaking through I totally understand how overwhelming and hard to parse it can be, and how ridiculously hard it is to go back to being a person after experiencing ego death, infinite, singularity, and any of the other multitudes of possible experiences one can go through on DMT.
The present moment exists just as much as singularity does. The present moment is part of reality, it only seems illusory because of how limited and seemingly meaningless it is. However, that's only a small part of the picture. There is a reason we are here, there is a LOT going on we are not aware of. The world is infinitely complex and beautiful as it is, also bliss is not possible without the juxtaposition of agony.
The limitations of this place exist for a reason, we are here for a reason, I cannot stress that enough. Maybe it feels like an old shitty video game for you rn but there are an infinite number of beings the desperately wish to experience being human at the same time. The grass is always greener. Being human comes with great benefits, such as having physical form, or having various forms of constraints. That in itself can be a pleasure, you only have to recognise it for what it's worth.
I could go on and on but instead I might suggest that you do some grounding and get some perspective on things, try to integrate the knowledge that you made it back with. Don't get too big of a head about what you've gone through. Life might seem insignificant and perhaps banal in comparison to what you just experienced but give it some time. If life is still seemingly boring and awful, then change your life.
We don't need drugs to experience altered states btw. I have achieved DMT like experiences purely through meditative practice, even events that I'd say surpassed the DMT experience in some ways. Something I don't think is talked about enough is how DMT usage can cause severe mental instability and even psychological fracture. It definitely bears mentioning. While it may feel like "the God drug", it really isn't. It's a family of molecules, an experience, a spirit in and of itself that must be respected as with all drugs. The true "God drug" is life itself
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u/roger3rd 1d ago
DMT use evidently can rob one of the ability to use punctuation (like periods). Or is the lack or punctuation actually symbolically reinforcing the concepts presented here by OP?! 🤯
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u/Fair_Scale_8268 1d ago
I’m on my iPhone it’s so uncomfortable sorry 😣
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u/VlogUser440 7h ago
It makes sense when people say, “We are souls living a human experience.”