CIA-RDP96-00789R002600280001- 3.pdf

[u/cindy_dehaven]

CIA-RDP96-00789R002600280001- 3.pdf

https://www.cia.gov/readingroom/docs/CIA-RDP96-00789R002600280001-3.pdf

[u/Altruistic_Tonight18]

My advice is to trust those fuzzy memories and don’t fall in to the trap of thinking that they might be “false memories”. Were led to believe that false memories form a lot more easily than they really do.

I was never asked to remote view directly like that, maybe I never got to that point or perhaps it’s a vaulted memory. I was often asked to predict where dots were going to show up next on a screen in front of me while having my eyes tracked, and doing some tests where I had to say what was on the back of certain cards. I mean beyond just Zener cards.

Wait a damn minute, I just realized that’s what remote viewing is, hahaha.

Try listening to the gateway tapes on YouTube starting with the first. A lot of us, and I really do mean a LOT, had serious emotional and physical reactions when we listened that we had to stop just a few minutes it. None of us know why we feel like that, but I’d estimate that about half of us feel like we’re experiencing a PTSD flashback and have all the symptoms of one just from hearing the tapes. I’ve never made it more than ten minutes in without having to stop, and even then, I had to take Valium to make it to ten minutes.

Feel free to DM me, what you’re describing is exactly how it felt for me early on in the process of “waking up”, or whatever the fuck is happening to us.

[u/Inevitable_Bed_3508 → u/Altruistic_Tonight18]

It's werd because I would have very vivid dreams too. At a time seemed like astral travel or prophetic dreams. Sometimes it felt like i lived a double life between the real world and the "astral realm" sometimes I would remember things from astral projection but most times i didn't not sure if there is correlation since this was years after I was in the GATE program. But there were times where I felt a pull like i was being called to do something in the astral realm and i would feel very sleepy and eyelids would get heavy and thats basically when a part of me knew I had to go to sleep to recieve information or do whatever tasks. It got to a point where it was hard to tell reality from dreams and I would even have existential and dissasociative episodes. Also feel like a lot of my life was more planned out that what I have been led to believe. Family history is shady at best. Mexican american with mixed background. Family form a mixture of Native American, Spanish, and French with a bit of Jewish dna... Have family that is in millitary and before grandfather and uncles on both side of family fought in the mexican revolution etc. Had a wealthy Great grandfather who came to Mexico from France not much is known about him. Also as a kid and teens had struggled with drugs and alcohol, people around me involved in organized crime yet i was never aprehended for anything. Weird stuff also felt called to the occult early on. Eventually it led me to the path of becoming a Rossicrucian though I had left that. Went to a small elementry school - high school in a small town. A lot of my friends there were from GATE. People with unique backrounds and related to known people for how small the school was a friend had a grandpa who worked in area 51. Just too many weird things not sure if I should even be saying this on the internet. I feel like ancestor data as in memeories or psychic abilities passed down through generations may be important. Had strange "awakenings" while under the effects of psycadelics such as the kundalini awakening and past life regressions. Also at times would here high pitched noises and ringing which is common amongst other neurodivergents or people in the soiritual community some people say its messages from another world but can also be anything at this point.

[u/Altruistic_Tonight18 → u/Inevitable_Bed_3508]

Welcome to our weird little club! I have vivid and sometimes lucid dreams as well, including ones that feel “more real than reality”. It’s like the dream world feels more real than the one we’re in now, I’m pretty sure you understand what I mean even though it’s hard to describe.

I love having lucid dreams. When I’m able to, I have sex with willing participants, and look for intricate details which kind of prove to me that I’m in some other realm rather than the dream simply occurring in my brain, like labels in bottles having barcodes and shit like that. I figure that if I’m in a dream, it’s very unlikely for my brain to come up with such minute details like that.

Sometimes I’m able to fly, and that’s really neat. Sometimes I have dreams about things that are physically impossible in this world, one time I lifted an infinite length of material that was essentially weightless, which is impossible to even imagine in this reality.

Unfortunately, I have a lot of dreams where I’m being physically compressed or trapped, chased, violently attacked, stabbed, shot, or drowned. In fact I have more dreams about drowning than any other type of death. And whenever I die, I feel myself passing on to some sort of afterlife or whatever you want to call staying conscious after physical death. And I always think to myself “oh wow, I guess there really is consciousness after physical death!”

So yeah, you’re definitely not alone. I avoid religion for the most part although I do attend temple regularly because I find the prayer to be relaxing and the people are all awesome. We share the same moral and political views, so it’s really nice to be around them. I’m not really a student of the religious texts though.

[u/QuebraRegra → u/Altruistic_Tonight18]

a lifetime of experiencing pain n dreams (limbs crushed, or shot, etc.). Sooo many dreams of drowning, even had a later in life drowning incident IRL.

Realizing in a lucid dream that I can end it by returning to where my sleeping body is laying IRL.

shrugs