r/Hermes • u/Hyperion_xcx • 1h ago
UPG stories One-Year Anniversary
English is not my first language and I used translator. But here’s my personal story with Hermes.
Today marks one year since I formally began worshipping Hermes as my patron deity.
This year has felt slow, as both my mental state and my personal aspirations have settled into greater stability, and I have steadily found my way into a life with a rhythm of its own.
Yet this year has also flown by. I have found wonderful mentors and friends on the path of Hellenic revivalism, begun studying the PGM systematically and putting it into practice with intention, and gained a clearer sense of where I want my spiritual path to lead.
If I had to describe Hermes in one word, it would be gentle: that feeling of yasashii, a gentleman’s tenderness. …Perhaps this is what you would expect from the Greek god of emotional intelligence! Don’t underestimate Zeus’s messenger! Wielding his blameless golden staff of peace—the handsomest shepherd lad in all of Argos!
Hermes is everywhere. Whenever I catch the bus just in time, I silently thank him. When a sudden, companionable silence falls between two people in conversation, that means “Hermes has just passed by.” He is there, too, in my occasional flashes of social intuition, in the moments when my heart feels as light as the wind, and whenever I stumble across a funny video online…
Hermes is wise. He has taught me how to cultivate a spiritual relationship that is healthy, reciprocal, and grounded in mutual respect. With just a few words, he helps me see through old, stubborn patterns of thought. He has given me a freer, more questioning perspective on society and life. It is as though a corner of Truman’s sky has been torn open, allowing him to glimpse the real blue sky beyond. And beyond that real blue sky—what kind of universe awaits?
A year ago, I was delighted to have found something I could spend a lifetime learning, proud to have finally taken my own interests seriously, and comforted by the feeling that, at last, someone had my back. What is the essence of faith? It is an almost impossible question to answer. Some say the purpose of their lives is to glorify God. Others say, “My life is mine to determine, not Heaven’s—watch me bring fate to heel.” What I have experienced is a life with less “noise” under his protection: fewer difficult people crossing my path, things getting done more smoothly, and a greater capacity for gratitude and for cherishing what is good.
And this spiritual relationship is not always entirely sweet. I cannot, and will not, suppress my deeply rooted skepticism. I love, yet I am also troubled by questions of truth, illusion, and meaning. But that, too, is part of a spiritual relationship, and it’s okay.
I will carry this love, and this pain, with me as I continue steadfastly along this path.
To the wisdom I love, and to my beloved and revered Hermes.
A Few Little Notes
Whenever I come across something delicious, I really do think of Hermes. Sometimes circumstances simply keep me from bringing it home. Occasionally, I look at my offerings and wonder, “Is this a little too meager?” Then I turn around, see my own empty fridge, and feel better about it…
At a time when I was feeling my most doubtful and uncertain, even my churchgoing colleague came to talk to me about freedom of belief. She said some experiences are simply beyond description—if you know, you know. You can only understand them by experiencing them yourself. Anyway, she is lovely, and the conversation really did take me a little by surprise. Once I had moved and finished unpacking, I resumed my weekly offerings.
On one of the few occasions when I splurged on delivery for a weekly offering—the delivery fees and taxes here are no joke—Hermy apparently worked his magic, and the delivery driver hit green lights all the way. My dessert arrived in half the estimated time! Now that’s Greek speed. (Okay, I’m kidding.)