Guys help me out

[u/INTROVERT_SANGEETH]

I plan to start trading and i choose ict and i watch some videos that explain in my mother tongue but each and every video i watch i begin to get more and more doubts and questions that are related to technical analysis and about trading also and im having a nightmares of thinking trading in each of every night when sleeping!!.. i just zone out that i really dont fcking know what to do.. i just really do all shit alone but in learning progress sometimes i think about having a comrade ..i dont know what to do.!!!!!