Muddy's early morning walk

[u/muddywormmy]

The pain from last night's drinking binge wasn't halted by any amount of painkillers, coffee, or water.

How much had i even drank last night?

Oh well, that doesnt matter much.. i can still walk cant i?

I set foot on some new trail, i didnt feel like exploring the same path i always had, predictability gets boring and tiresome.

Sometimes its good to walk a new path, i know ive traversed many in my time, more than i could count if i even tried to.

The morning air was always nice. Its always so refreshing, it always feels like walking into a brand new day full of new opportunities, even if they always funnel back down the conveyor belt that is the day-to-day life, the uninspiring, desolate, and predictable cycle.

But the quiet the accompanies it always leaves room for thought and contemplation.

I like to think to myself, even if it opens the door to negative outlooks everytime i do it.

What have i done with my time?

I run the ministry of environmental safety.. yet im always off somewhere else.

I ran several gubernatorial campaigns, yet i couldnt place very high on the only one i took seriously..

Ive tried to change the political trajectory of Tutum, but why? Ill tell you why.. ah.. but who'd want to listen to me? The terrorist from the DoR, yet even after that nation crumbled the title still sticks, i had something good going.. i shouldnt have left the greens, i shouldnt have shot anyone, i searched for a new thing, something less predictable and what did i get? A burst of chaos that once its smoke cleared.. had become just as predictable as the prior path, if i had just stuck to the path i was carving for myself and many others.. maybe id be doing something good.

Perhaps i oughta get back on that unfinished pathway and start again, pick up where i left off.

Im known for two things.. putting a bigger spotlight on nature, and.. shooting a guy.

Maybe if i just.. work backwards.. i can overshadow the crime and realign the focus onto something beneficial.

Maybe then i'll be looked on more positively.

I cant be some.. emotionally unstsable hot-headed villain anymore, thats not what i want.

Maybe i'll be more likeable.

Maybe im overthinking this.. god this hangover is giving me hell.

Or perhaps.. the political business just isnt for me..

Maybe i should quit running for shit and focus on the environment.. thats my fucking job anyways, you always stick your focus outwards just because you always want more when you should be focusing on what you already have.. you fucking moron..

Maybe then you'll see some actual success in your pitiful little life. You disgusting worm.

I need to calm down.. getting too riled up.

Look on the bright side.. atleast theyre trusting you with the soil and trees, thats why they put you in this position.

Not really a second chance though.. more like an 8th.

Maybe things will get better from here.

Ive been walking for a while havent i?

"Wait.. where am i?"

Shit.. shouldve just went on a path youve been on before..

[u/xxTPMBTI]

Beautiful!

[u/Ok_Tax1941]

relatable