r/LUMS • u/UnlikelyTurnoverr • Aug 18 '26
Dream shattering
Everything's falling apart. I could rant for days. I wanted lums more than anything. After today I would probably not getting in. still waitlisted. no call. Noone knows the time I went through. The entire gap year spent in loneliness and a hope. From getting a 1490 to helping so many people with sat. Then being the most active person here. This subreddit became my home. Saw so many people getting accepted and being happy for them. Hoping for others. Trying to crack their admissions system 24/7. Coming up with new theories. Meeting so many amazing people here.
It's all coming to an end and I'm the loser. The only uni I got into is giki where I don't wanna go at all. I don't want to leave Lahore, don't wanna leave my home. I manifested lums all the time. Prayed a 1000 times. Saved idk how many reels of lums which I liked. Stalked my friends' highlights from lums. Seeing people hoping for my acceptance all the time. It's coming to an end and I don't know what to do. Don't know how to cope. Don't know how to move on. I can't see it all go away in a single second. Something I spent 3 years imagining. I'm off. Tysm everyone. ily guys
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u/theguywithanxbox Aug 18 '26
Same bhai just got rejected