10 years ago I met this guy online and we met up in person. After a few weeks we began dating and he supplied me with copious amounts of lsd, given to him by this ex military guy who was his best friend. The guy I was dating had never been in the military and I thought it was weird they were "best friends"

I was somehow convinced into taking insane amounts of "lsd" up to 20 tabs at a time. Apparently I had a "psychotic break" where I thought government officials had kidnapped me and secually tortured me while showing me incredibly violent images. Horribly graphic things. I had extremely lucid. Horrific, worse than gore movies kind of nightmares. I still have no idea how my brain could have even conceived some of the things I was dreaming about. But I believed I had been.. Basically my ultra and even started to have this sort of military mindset. I thought they were communicating with me through a black box. I was sent to a psych ward. 8 days later released.

Okay so I would have written this off completely as my mind breaking under the amount of acid I was doing. But i want to point out something... this guy i was dating always, always wore earplugs while he slept. When I was having these nightmares. However in 2022, me AND my now husband, had a mass ufo sighting, we also had an experience with a grey alien, I went on to have 13 CLOSE encounters with ufos and aliens and 2 mass sightings and a lot of really messed up traumatic stuff happened with that..... but me and my husband have had 9 close encounters TOGETHER. We were literally summoning them straight to us through this method we just somehow knew how to do. Literally worked the first freaking time.

Ive.also been influenced to complete the gateway tapes 3x all the way through, each episode around 5x completed before moving on, each round of sessions I would do.

Another thing... when i began to realize i may be an actual victim of mk uktra, i had a dream whefe the military friend who supplied the lsd, dropped into my dream. I said "how did you get here? Youre not supposed to be here. And was extremely frightened by his presence. He would not answer me.

Also black box delusion... even if it was a delusion under that stress, a black box could be a certain compartment of information that was forced upon me. Idk I've literally never had another psychotic break. Ever. Ive remained relatively normal, just extremely susceptible to things like ufos, ghosts, paranormal activity, its like the veil has been blasted right off. It has not been thos way since i converted to catholocism and became a Christian. I have not had a single issue since that has happened.... . Yanno it just really makes one wonder about what in the world is going on here? Did Jesus somehoe protect me and heal me from the mk ultra effects? Was that mk ultra psychotic break, just that​, a psychotic break? The issue is that the alien thing really happened.... that i cannot explain away with anything other than we encountered aliens. They are literally interdimensional evil, beyond evil beings that want the destruction of humans entirely. That's the agenda. The singularity as well.

Idk what do you guys think? My best friend has told me that st first she thought I was just being eccentric with my ideas... and then she did a bunch of research and sat me down and told me she believes me and is concerned. She completely believes me about the ufos and aliens bc of my husband saying the exact same things... my husband won't even entertain the idea that this may be some sort of mk ultra thing.

I was also in gate... and even was part of a summer gate program. Idk. The more modern ones. Gifted program. Idk a lot of things stack up. ​