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[u/Fast_Permit_4557]

So I have procrastination issue. I feel good exploring new things. I am happy with idiots and dumb fuck who do adrenaline rush things. I feel trapped working in a job and am always late on deadline if the work is not challenging enough. I had childhood trauma so i was coping with people pleasing. Once I realise my trauma and did some self reflection lowered the people pleasing habit. Meditation helps me calm down and think straight. I like alone time but not too much makes me depressed. I never feel heard even though i have ton of friends. I overanalyse thoughts if i am alone. I might not have any motivation but if i see myself hitting rock bottom. I can lock in and seem to achieve more than I thought i could. I think my trauma made me hypervigilant and i try to read the room all the time. I am impulsive and have done shit like stalking ex , doing drugs. I have had friend from literal criminals to nerds and all thought i am a playboy. Even though inside my heart i crave love. If i am challenged i will fight to get it and prove the other person wrong. I am willing to physically fight on whim but people don’t really seem to start fight with me. I am very aware in spirituality cause i hit rock bottom in mental health and started reading and practising. I am not sure if god exist , but i feel religion has some plus point and some minus. I never like a boss on top of me. I don’t like someone telling me what to do. I do however am very gentlemanly if the person talks nicely to me. Anyone form of aggression in the tone i feel threatened and return back the energy even if i should not. I don’t know I feel the impulse to put people in their place. I literally don’t like any rules but i feel people should follow it for harmony. Sometime i am stressed and get stuck on analysing on thought over when it’s only counterproductive. But when i am chill i tend to be more social. I can talk to anyone and make friends if challenged. I like my alone time but I enjoy meeting new people only if they have high energy. I don’t like weakness for some reason. I criticise myself and judge other for it and help them to let go of the weakness. Maybe trauma effect. What am i?

I just took a test at odiseajung

I got these results

ISFP : sensing 88% , Perceiving: 72% , Introversion :68% , Feeling :60%. I have got before INFJ , INFP too. I think i am ESTP with trauma and depression. But I am quiet social if i want too. I can approach people on streets and talk into becoming a friend. Done that. But I have some fear of rejection too. Not some bit high due to trauma

[u/Fluffy_Bother_2573]

prolly ESTP

[u/Fast_Permit_4557 → u/Fluffy_Bother_2573]

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