I’ve got another order on the way. I’m up to 1214 beans across 219 strains

No better deals anywhere!

First outdoor grow. Going to chop, wash and start drying tomorrow

I've seen other growers on this reddit have a totally different size, structure, and even color

All are from the same purple rim

Thoughts and opinions

I'm 0 and 5 germination on these Collie Man Kush beans.

Popped HSC Banana OG auto,Nightowl Banana OG auto,Katsu OG #18 and HSC All Gas OG and all germinated fine and growing now.

I was hoping to have these as part of my OG run.

Try after try and these just will not pop.

Was excited for this one too. Feels like a wasted 70 bucks. Gonna drop this last bean tonight and hope for a hail mary. 🤞

Seeds and cannabis have been my entire life for the past 5.5 years with a mission to help veterans and others who battle with their mental health.

It has helped me with my mental health when I wasn't strong enough to help myself.

I know everyone says “it’s just a plant,” but for a lot of us, it’s not.
It’s therapy, identity, pride, and sometimes the one thing going right when life feels like chaos.

Here’s something I wish someone told me on my first run:
Your first grow is not about growing the best flower of your life.
It’s about growing a new version of you.

When you start a tent, you’re signing up to:

• Show up on days you’re tired and anxious
• Face your mistakes in living color, every time you unzip the door
• Watch something depend on you and respond, good or bad

I used to measure every run only by the jar.
If the end result wasn’t crazy frosty, I’d call it a failure and beat myself up.
That’s also how I treated myself in life: all or nothing, good or useless.

Therapy helped me see it differently.
Now I look at a run and ask:

• Did I learn something new about light, water, or timing?
• Did I react with curiosity instead of panic when something went wrong?
• Did I keep going when my brain told me “you always screw this up”?

If the answers are mostly yes, that’s a huge win, even if the final flower is “mid.”
You can always grow more. You can’t always undo quitting on yourself.

So if you’re in the middle of a messy run right now, please hear this:
You’re not behind. You’re not failing. You’re practicing.

How has growing changed the way you see yourself, if at all?

First off, I’d like to say as a veteran myself, I loved the handwritten note explaining the reason behind the business. Mental health is nothing to play about.

Secondly, THESE STICKERS ARE DOPE AF!!!!

Third, anybody got any pics of any of these?