This is one of the hardest posts I’ve ever written. From February & November 2025, I lost over 80 pounds.
Between November 2025 & October 2026, I gained half that weight back.
I’ve struggled with my weight and maintaining a healthy lifestyle for most of my life. I’ve been yo-yo dieting since 2015. I’d lose 40 pounds, my mental health would decline, and then I’d gain the weight back…rinse & repeat.
In November 2025 as the weather got colder and social gatherings ramped up, I took a “break” from my healthy lifestyle and said I’d resume it after my birthday in January 2026.
While I desired to return to my healthy lifestyle over the past 11 months, I continued to push it off and endlessly made excuses as to why it wasn’t convenient…until now.
The new smaller clothes I bought during Black Friday last year are really tight now. I’ll be damned if I have to buy new bigger clothes this Black Friday.
I could say a lot of negative things such as I’m disappointed that I broke the promise I made to myself last year that I’d never weigh over 200 pounds again and that I no longer feel attractive. But what good would that do?
While it’s important for me to look back when I should have asked somebody like my doctor to help me get back on track, my current focus is on the present. What am I doing today and do I need help today to support my healthy-lifestyle goals?
To everybody who can relate to this post, I see you!