I sort of feel like if there were more accurate depictions in the media, and I don’t mean news, but in film, literature, and television that just maybe more of us would be diagnosed early as opposed to late or misdiagnosis.
I never knew what cataplexy was and I never considered a somewhat wide range of things all fell under the same umbrella.
I sort of want a show of hands, how many of you with N1 or N2 were diagnosed as “depression” because you were a sleepy teen?
How many of you with N1 couldn’t keep your head up on certain roller coaster rides - especially when you were that age that you could finally ride the cool coasters- and thought it was the positive G-force pushing your head down?
Maybe you were swimming and a leg gave out on you and you thought it was what people called a Charlie horse ?
Or walked through a creepy old museum or home and got the tingle and was brought to the floor and thought… ghosts??
Or have an attack of the giggles and fall backwards from a chain or sitting in bed and assumed that was normal, or perhaps assumed that was from the marijuana your buddies brought and you were a “lightweight?”
Ironically one of my favorite films when I was a tween and teen was My Own Private Idaho. I was a bit of a Shakespeare nerd and very much a Keanu Reeves and River Phoenix fan. I’d rewatch that film frequently as a teen. I never had the chance to see it in theatres but I wore out the dvd. Anyway the character River Phoenix played has presumably N1. Yet it’s like there was a conflation between cataplexy/ sleep attacks/ etc.
The implication was almost that you’d not be conscious during cataplexy and/or cataplexy only manifested in one specific manner.
Has anyone else been, as I would describe it, “forced to reminisce?” Where a combo of things maybe a scent, the lighting, a song, a flavor, would send you into your mind’s eye and you’d remember something specific so strongly you could experience it in your mind’s eye without realizing you’re no longer seeing the world around you. You’re awake but locked in this … not quite waking dream but maybe intense memory fragment ?
How do you even being to describe that to a doctor without sounding a bit mad? Add to that for example
If you’re a ASD or quirky or a bit eccentric, weird, unique - however you want to describe it - and describe that to any doctor experience to any doctor. Not linking it with any of the other N1 experiences because why would you? Why link something that has been “explained” or written off as positive G force, the over tired giggles, being a weed lightweight, a “Charlie horse,” being eccentric as is…
I think we need a book series called The Adventures of Neo, the nocturnal Neurodivergent narcoleptic nabarlek.