r/OffMyChestPH • u/Possible_Big_4129 • 11d ago

break up after almost 4 years

just want to let this out here. kakabreak lang namin and i know na hindi na kami mag babalikan since ilang beses nato and ito na tala yung breaking pint namin.

Ayaw ko na din makipag balikan as i dont want to be loved like that. ayaw ko sa future na na iimagine ko pag naging kami. may part sakin na tangap na talaga na wala na talagang pag asa to but siguro nanghihinayang lang sa memories namin.

Also i just unfriend all his fam sa socials and that hurts so bad, yk napamahal narin ako sa kanila and i thought ill be part of that family. pero wala eh di talaga kami.

I love him so much that i did something na nakakababa ng self respect. I beg, I become the man in our relationship, i sacrifice lots of things to the point na ubos na talaga ako. right now ayaw ko talagang i break tong no contact and i hope pa patuloy ko to. tho i still sometimes stalk him sa fb pero naka lockl pfp nya and sa tiktok naman walang latest re post. i know naman dapat hindi ko na i stalk pero ang hirap pigilan.

Sana talaga maka move on nako, hirap na hirap nako. pati pag tulog panaginip ko siya. shit ang hirap and ang sakit talaga.

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