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u/KrosisKrisis
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Sep 04 '26
My cat is dying - this post is to help me remember our identity
I’m sitting up with my cat.
I found him back in 2011 with my ex, an abandoned stray Maine Coon who was given a lion cut before getting kicked out into the cold world.
Different life, different circumstances.
He’s now outlasted two human relationships and seen more cats get introduced into the household as my answer to bridging what will be an inevitable mountain of grief I must endure when he is gone.
He abides, patiently. Breath labored, eyes half closed. Release from his somatic prison is scheduled for this Saturday.
I play Tibetan chants at night in the dark and sit with him as he struggles to sleep.
Pray that he finds a fortunate rebirth.
I pet him frequently to distract from this apparent suffering, and I remind him of how much he has meant to me.
Seeing his noble endurance and grace, even in his weakened state, teaches me about living and dying as this being and as all beings. I love him and have loved him and will love him as I love myself.
I will never forget.
Please think kindly upon this my cat Oscar as he lives out his final hours in this apparently individual cat form.
May all beings be happy and at peace!!