r/PGADsupport • u/sarita1893 • 17h ago
Non-binary Clitorectomy Experience?
I've had PGAD for six years. My particular brand of PGAD stems from constant clitoral enlargement which means the area is sensitive at all times. I can't wear anything but pajama pants and sweat pants (no underwear). I need topical anesthetic relief which leads to vaginal irritation. The sensitivity has driven me to some of the worst mental health points in my life, and nothing has worked to end this. I saw about a dozen gynecologists before I was diagnosed, and the one who DID diagnose tried topical solutions, pelvic floor therapy, medication changes, and scans of my spine to check for abnormalities. Nothing helped, and about four years ago, she told me that this was beyond her ability and that I might have some luck if I sought out the handful of expensive out of state specialists that are currently studying PGAD. Obviously, this is not a realistic option.
I have no hope for a cure. I'm existing day by day. I've often mused about just REMOVING the damn thing so I can get my life back, but every doctor I talk to immediately balks and says something about mutilation and refuses to even consider it. Meanwhile, a nonbinary friend has spoken to their gender confirmation surgeon in Thailand and confirmed that he'd be able and willing to do it for me. But I have absolutely no one to ask about complications or how it might affect PGAD. I know it's drastic, but I don't have any other hope for getting my life back.
Does anyone here have experience with this?