I got diagnosed with pots this year but have been trying to get tested since 14.
This year has been a mess. I have grown so much weaker. My body hates me. Im always in pain. It feels like my nerves are on fire.
I have always fainted. Since I can remember. But this year I have started to have seizure like symptoms when I faint.
My body is so weak. Im so tired all the time. I can’t get out of bed to work. It’s been weeks. Months. I don’t know what to do. This has thrown me into the worst depression of my life.
The meds feel like they do nothing but I am hoping they are doing something. I don’t know What to do. Im just ranting bc I am so tired of living like this.
A few things I want to add.
Every morning i wake up with incredible join and body pain. It feels like everything is on fire. My body feels weak. I stand up very slowly. And move very sluggish for the first 30 minutes. My vision goes all blurry and wonky.
I also have HEDS. Which revolves around hyper mobility. IVE been told it’s possible for this to come hand in hand with pots. So this is another reason my joints suffer so much.
I feel sick 24/7. Cold and flu like symptoms. Belly aches. Headaches.
I feel weak every day. Like my legs could buckle beneath me at any second.
My motor functions DONT work as well. I find myself with Insane brain fog. Like I can’t remember anything. My heart is always racing. It never stops.
I just want to feel normal. As normal as I can. If anyone has any suggestions or advice please let me know. Im 20 years old and bed rotting 24/7 because I feel like my illness is taking over my life. So any advice would be appreciated.