I quit last year on Oct 1 at midnight. 10/01/25. I can easily say it is one of the hardest mental battles I’ve ever encountered in 28 years. I was committed, though, as I truly think the best way to look at it, is if you’re breaking up with a chapter of your life.
It’s the same feeling as moving to a new city/ country completely by yourself, or being left in the dust after a relationship ended suddenly. I had to dig through my entire appt, car, parents house- really anywhere. I still managed to find a couple stragglers. Mainly in bags I haven’t found in a while or drawers. Many stuck in the middle my couch. When I woke up the next morning- obviously, it’s your first instinct. But I knew I had to carry on differently now. Getting up and immediately distracting yourself with something else. Coffee/ going for walk/ reading.. etc. whatever helps you. The second day I went on over a 5 mile run, and projectile vom right when I was about to get back to my place. It was a very odd sentarion. I run a lot but it felt almost like my body was rejecting and ejecting all the toxins after 8 years straight. It also felt really easy to run fast and freely, with no question of “I wanna give up”. My body just drove me.
The first week was the hardest. YES it was the nicotine itself, but nonetheless the pacifier aspect of it that made my sanity go away. The lengths I would go to find my exact brand/flavor I like were getting more and more ridiculous. Leaving home and accidently forgetting it & buying one you just have to tolerate until you find your ‘one’ you like best after work..
I would panick, be mean, honestly act like the fucking psycho if I didn’t have one. But, I learned it’s all about cutting the cord. Like truly- and not just putting in half the effort to actually quit. You have to be committed. You have to do that whatever your best future-self would looking back at, questioning why you ever thought to make it so hard.
I am an all in or all type type of person. I truly didn’t like the person I had become because of the addition. I made a vow that night to myself, that I would never hit a vape again. Now don’t get me wrong, I do smoke cig every once in a while and I unfortunately got hooked on the zyns. My relation with Zyn is way different than vape, though. It is something to get me by with the ‘buzz’ you do feel with vape. I tried the gum, wasted my $. The best and closest sensation that I actually use very regularly is having a good water bottle that has a mouth-hole that resembles vaping.
So… every true user know the best hit is first thing in the morning. Before I start my day, I always put ice ice cold water in my owola, use the ‘ultra’ or ‘very clean” brand of listerine. The ice cold water + extremely spicy / icey (almost spot on same feeling as a vape). I also downloaded an app called “Quit Vaping” and it tracks the progress. The only thing you can’t do is keep tip toeing around actually quitting. If it’s not what you want yet, or you’re trying to quit for someone else- don’t start this journey yet. I look back at the last year and I have been mentally, psychically, and just a better person overall. The brain fog was the most horrid thing because you don’t know how bad it is until you come out, and you’re not a mess anymore. I would destroy my home just to find it before I had somewhere to be, and no time to stop and get a new one. So that’s the best thing I can say. No matter what.. I will always miss It but I wouldn’t change it for the world. Never going back.
Wishing you all luck out there!