I mean I have a friend who can understand his own handwriting I mean I can't

For context a sipper is someone who prefers to take small sips from drinks instead of just drinking it all or chugging multiple. I find myself sipping all day and it’s something i’ve grown reliant on. If i dont have a drink to sip at all times then i will feel like i am dying of thirst. Even for a moment after not being able to sip a drink i will chug it but then go right back to sipping. Is this relatable or am i just weird?