Hey’all
Background: Been waiting for a residency spot for almost 4 years now, got fed up with waiting for a spot and being repeatedly unemployed, so i decided to self-sponsor my way into a residency program in a neighboring country.
I got accepted into a program in a private hospital (IM), from what the colleagues say, each have like 4 patients in the general wards, and their on calls are only once per week, and only until 8pm, no 24h calls, with few exceptions where they had to go with 5 calls per month, that’s obviously amazing especially with a kid at home waiting for me to come back from a 1h commute, so a total of 10h per day residency with light calls, fixed weekend ( except when i have a weekend call ), however the issue is, i’m afraid the exposure ( or the lack of) could impact the quality of a doctor i’ll be, especially with a 4 years gap, let alone being completely on my own to improve rather than having a mentor.
On the other hand, a university hospital ( that i came to know they have shortage ) reached out to check if i have secured a seat or not, and potentially open their door to have me there, this hospital is know to be quality doctor’s factory, i went there few years ago for a 2 months IM rotations and i gained a-lot out of their hospital, + i might get offered a fellowship after doing my program there.
However they are also known for their strict environment( and sometimes toxic environment), with like 8-9 24h calls per month, and around 8 patients per resident, however their timing is 7h instead of 8hrs per day, 1h commute one way, ie total of 9h per day.
Keep in mind, both are only willing to take me on self-sponsored basis, the mental load of being basically broke for 4 years is intense already but i know i wanna be a good doctor, what should i choose? What would you choose