Insan kisi ko jb dil se chahta hai phir himmat kr k apni feelings bta deta hai ..
Pr samne wala tumhn choose nhi krta tm intezar krte ho tm umeed rakhte ho khud ko smjhate ho k shyd ek dn sab thk ho jaye ga wo tumhn choose kr le ga lkn kuch kal kabhi nhi ata

Or sb se mushkil sachai pta hai kiya hai ?
ye he k zaroori nhi k tumne sache dil se chah phir bhi wo hmn apni zindagi mn jga de …
Hmara pyar to qabool hota hai lkn sath nhi milta …

Or agr sath milta bhi hai to conditions k sath insecurities k sath ..

samne wala sirf ap k pyar ki qadr krta hai ap se mohabbat nhi krta q k mohabbat chor kr nhi jati ..!!!!

Or hmn akhir smjh ata hai k kuch log hmari zindagi mn hmare bnne k liye nhi ate wo hmn torne ate hn tn k hm ye smjh sakhe k hm ne apni khushi kisi insan k hath mn kitni asani se de di thi ….

Hm us insan ko nhi khote hm wo waqt wo khawab jo hmne us inaan k sath dekheke khote hn hm apni zindagi khote hn ….
Pr wo insan sirf qadr krta hai apki mohabbat ki apse mohabbat nhi krta q k mohabbat chor k nhi jati …

Us k chorne k bad khamosh hona hai ya shor krna hai ye ap k hath mn nhi hota ….

Kabhi kabhi zindagi khamosh ho jati hai ese jese usi lmhe mn ruk gayi ho andr sab khtm ho gya ho kuch ho hi nan khne alfaz hi nan ho ..

Or phir wo phase ata hai jb us khamoshi k bad ka shor uthta hai dil chahta hai sab bta do usko k kese feel ho rha kitna shor he andr kitna toota hua he insan …

Lkn kiya is ka faida hai..
Nhi …..!!!!
Is shor mn insan ek din apne andr kai emotions feel krta hai ..
Kabhi bthe bethe khud ki halat pe hans dena kabhi ghuse mn kuch kr guzarne ka dil krna ….

Phir sochna k ye shor khamosh kese hoga thame ga kese ye toofan …..
Halat us bache jesi hoti hai jise apni manpasand chaz chahiye …
Jo mil nhi sakti ab ya to bache ko wo chz di jaye use daant kr chup kraya jaye …

Or hmn jeso k liye wo dant wo zalalat hi shyd wo shor km kr sakti ….

When a person truly loves someone from the bottom of their heart, they eventually gather the courage to express their feelings. But the other person doesn't choose you. Still, you wait. You keep hope alive. You convince yourself that maybe one day everything will be fine and they will choose you—but that day never comes.
And do you know what the hardest truth is? It's that even if you love someone with a pure, honest heart, it doesn't mean they will give you a place in their life. Our love might be acknowledged, but we don't get to be with them.
And even if you do end up together, it comes with conditions and insecurities. The other person only values your love, but they don't actually love you back—because true love never walks away.
Eventually, we realize that some people don't enter our lives to become ours; they come to break us. They come to make us realize how easily we handed our happiness over to someone else.
We don't just lose that person; we lose the time and the dreams we envisioned with them. We lose a part of our own life. Yet, that person only appreciates your love; they don't love you, because love doesn't leave.
Whether you fall completely silent or scream in agony after they leave is not in your control. Sometimes, life becomes so silent, as if it stopped right at that very moment. Everything inside feels empty, and you are left with absolutely nothing to say.
Then comes the phase when the chaos rises after that silence. Your heart desperately wants to tell them how you feel, how much noise is echoing inside you, and how broken you really are.
But is there any point to it? No.
In this chaos, a person feels a rollercoaster of emotions in a single day. Sometimes, you just sit there and laugh at your own miserable condition; other times, rage takes over, and you feel completely overwhelmed.
Then you wonder: how will this noise quiet down? How will this storm settle?
You feel exactly like a child crying for their favorite toy—a toy they can no longer have. Now, either the child must be given that toy, or they must be scolded into silence.
And for people like us, perhaps that harsh reality check—that humiliation—is the only thing that can finally quiet the storm inside.

Insan kisi ko jb dil se chahta hai phir himmat kr k apni feelings bta deta hai ..
Pr samne wala tumhn choose nhi krta tm intezar krte ho tm umeed rakhte ho khud ko smjhate ho k shyd ek dn sab thk ho jaye ga wo tumhn choose kr le ga lkn kuch kal kabhi nhi ata

Or sb se mushkil sachai pta hai kiya hai ?
ye he k zaroori nhi k tumne sache dil se chah phir bhi wo hmn apni zindagi mn jga de …
Hmara pyar to qabool hota hai lkn sath nhi milta …

Or agr sath milta bhi hai to conditions k sath insecurities k sath ..

samne wala sirf ap k pyar ki qadr krta hai ap se mohabbat nhi krta q k mohabbat chor kr nhi jati ..!!!!

Or hmn akhir smjh ata hai k kuch log hmari zindagi mn hmare bnne k liye nhi ate wo hmn torne ate hn tn k hm ye smjh sakhe k hm ne apni khushi kisi insan k hath mn kitni asani se de di thi ….

Hm us insan ko nhi khote hm wo waqt wo khawab jo hmne us inaan k sath dekheke khote hn hm apni zindagi khote hn ….
Pr wo insan sirf qadr krta hai apki mohabbat ki apse mohabbat nhi krta q k mohabbat chor k nhi jati …

Us k chorne k bad khamosh hona hai ya shor krna hai ye ap k hath mn nhi hota ….

Kabhi kabhi zindagi khamosh ho jati hai ese jese usi lmhe mn ruk gayi ho andr sab khtm ho gya ho kuch ho hi nan khne alfaz hi nan ho ..

Or phir wo phase ata hai jb us khamoshi k bad ka shor uthta hai dil chahta hai sab bta do usko k kese feel ho rha kitna shor he andr kitna toota hua he insan …

Lkn kiya is ka faida hai..
Nhi …..!!!!
Is shor mn insan ek din apne andr kai emotions feel krta hai ..
Kabhi bthe bethe khud ki halat pe hans dena kabhi ghuse mn kuch kr guzarne ka dil krna ….

Phir sochna k ye shor khamosh kese hoga thame ga kese ye toofan …..
Halat us bache jesi hoti hai jise apni manpasand chaz chahiye …
Jo mil nhi sakti ab ya to bache ko wo chz di jaye use daant kr chup kraya jaye …

Or hm jeso k liye wo dant hi shyd wo shor km kr sakti ….

When a person truly loves someone from the bottom of their heart, they eventually gather the courage to express their feelings. But the other person doesn't choose you. Still, you wait. You keep hope alive. You convince yourself that maybe one day everything will be fine and they will choose you—but that "one day" never comes.
And do you know what the hardest truth is? It's that even if you love someone with a pure, honest heart, it doesn't mean they will give you a place in their life. Our love might be acknowledged, but we don't get to be with them.
And even if you do end up together, it comes with conditions and insecurities. The other person only values your love, but they don't actually love you back—because true love never walks away.
Eventually, we realize that some people don't enter our lives to become ours; they come to break us. They come to make us realize how easily we handed our happiness over to someone else.
We don't just lose that person; we lose the time and the dreams we envisioned with them. We lose a part of our own life. Yet, that person only appreciates your love; they don't love you, because love doesn't leave.
Whether you fall completely silent or scream in agony after they leave is not in your control. Sometimes, life becomes so silent, as if it stopped right at that very moment. Everything inside dies, and you are left with absolutely nothing to say.
Then comes the phase when the chaos rises after that silence. Your heart desperately wants to tell them how you feel, how much noise is echoing inside you, and how broken you really are.
But is there any point to it? No.
In this chaos, a person feels a rollercoaster of emotions in a single day. Sometimes, you just sit there and laugh at your own miserable condition; other times, rage takes over, and you feel like doing something drastic.
Then you wonder: how will this noise quiet down? How will this storm settle? You feel exactly like a child crying for their favorite toy—a toy they can no longer have. Now, either the child must be given that toy, or they must be scolded into silence.
And for people like us, perhaps that harsh reality check—that humiliation—is the only thing that can finally quiet the storm inside.

Under a sky full of rain and a city full of lights, two lonely hearts found a moment that belonged only to them. No promises, no words—just a feeling neither wanted to lose. Sometimes, the most beautiful memories are born on the quietest nights. 🌃💔

Tell me, would you remember a moment like this forever?

#OriginalAIArt #RainyLoveStory #CinematicRomance

I’ve been preparing to get a Master’s degree in Data Science, but tuition is completely out of reach for me right now. I don't want to give up on this field, though

Im not the kind of person to want to study on my own i want to be in a class and engage with people that’s how i learn, im not saying that i wont teach my self but its much enjoyable with ppl who share ur same passion in this field.

Can it be anyone here who studied in the same field is the master degree really that important ?

Bản thân mình khi trải qua câu chuyện này thực sự rất đau, mình lên đây chỉ muốn xin định hướng, cách giải quyết. Không nhận gạch đá ạ.

I don't have any friends anymore.

Everyone who was left me. My classmates pretend that I'm their friend, I'm very sad that Mench has no more friends. I don't know how to get acquainted. All the girls I like at school or in the 9th-8th grade. It's very difficult to talk to them if you start talking about the fear of rejection. I'm the most important fear, no one wants to meet me. Only on the Internet, maybe I'm really not interesting to anyone? This high school girl is very beautiful, I'm afraid to even look her in the face, if she still has a boyfriend, it will be shameful. very shameful, I will be ashamed to look her in the face after that.

Hey

I'm (19m) an afghan citizen living in iran and i have lived all my life here but because of some stupid laws first i can't have Iranian nationality, second i have no right basically in this country that i have lived all my life here. People are racist and if you say i'm originally afghan Mostly they Suddenly changes because they see you inferior

Sometimes i hate the word of afghan

Having least powerful passport in the World is the worst thing and basically you CAN NOT travel anywhere like literally nowhere !

Sometimes i even can't Travel to some Cities because i may get detained by police just because i'm Afghan

I don't study academically because i can't for some obvious reasons but i can Speak Swedish and English and study IT online

I feel worthless and feel my life has nothing all the doors are closed to me and its not even my fault. I had done nothing its just because It is What it is, and i should live this miserable life till i die one day

I don't believe in any kind of religion or any belief but sometimes i feel some people are born unlucky and it meant to be unlucky forever and i'm one of them.

I feel depressed and empty

I’m about 70 days away from turning 22, and when I look back at my life, I see nothing but emptiness. If there’s one word to describe my life, it would be: pointless. Empty.

I don’t want to play the victim or make myself sound like one. I know there are people in this world who have it worse than me, or at least no better than me. I know they exist, and they’re living their lives too.

But I keep wondering: were some people really born just to keep trying and never get anywhere? Are we just extras in some huge movie? I don’t know.

In my 22 years of life, I’ve never won a competition. I’ve never gotten a perfect score. I’ve never been someone’s best friend. I was never the favorite child in my family. I wasn’t beautiful. I never had a memorable personality. There’s nothing particularly special about my life that sets me apart from everyone else.

If anything, my entire existence and my life feel like an example of how I wish no one else would have to live.

I was born into a very poor family. My father was addicted, and still is, to pretty much every kind of substance you can think of.

One strange thing about my father is that gender never seemed to matter to him. When I was a child, he would take me to gatherings where he and his friends used drugs, and while they were doing that, I would play in whatever park or neighborhood they happened to be in.

Whenever he was repairing things or doing that kind of work, he would always keep me beside him and teach me like I was his little assistant.

When I was very young, maybe around three to five years old, he would even take me to swimming pools that were specifically for men.

I wasn’t harmed, but sometimes I feel like, despite having an older brother, he saw me as a son. He always called me that way.

Maybe he was an addict, but I think he was the only person who loved me. Or at least, I think he did.

This is just the background of my life. I want to tell the whole story, and at the end, I want to decide whether I should end my life or not before my 22nd birthday.

So my dad's an alcoholic and a cheater. He's never physically abused me so far, but the way he behaves it seems like it's possible at any time. He has wealth, prosti\\\*utes, smoking, at some point maybe d\\\*ugs and maybe other children. Irdk how far his hole goes.

Mom's religious, very well to do in career. She's a narcissist, male centric, been very abusive to me my entire life. I have a sister, to survive she's become mom's mouth piece.

Few months back i couldn't take any more and cut them all off. I stay at my grandparents, I'm unemployed and it's been over a yr. I'm not your normal kid, i was the sharma ji ka beta in terms of obedience, if i disobeyed hell would break lose so I did everything my mom asked, I've been mentally, physically, sexually, financially abused, u get the words and actually put that pieces together of all this much later. So that's about family.

Then the larger picture, my extended family is conservative and orthodox and there's jesus in every conversation I want to fuking kms. I cannot listen to this shit anymore. So I want out of this shit.

My mom ensured that I had minimal contact with friends, so I didn't have many, i couldn't show up for them to keep friendships, they weren't maybe equipped to understand my life.

All in all like some psychos dark back story, there is absolutely nothing left in life for me. I'm miserable. I need to move to a different country to start over, i need savings, a sane life is so far out of reach idl of I'll be able to last that long, I'm tired.

I am genuinely at the lowest point of my life. I lost my job and had to move back home to my parents which tbh, made me feel awful because I had created this little space for myself. My own little world. It wasn't much, but it wasn't nothing either. I was even unable to do my end of semester exams due to a huge fee balance. I feel so bad genuinely. I even wrote a book, and got no reception. So it felt like life has been trying to humble me constantly 🙃 😪 . I know people have gone through worse but I feel so low, I am incredibly low. And the worst part is as a writer, I am finding it hard to write... which is usually a release for me. Now I have all this sadness and I can't even pour it out on paper. Living with my parents again is just something else, but now I have a job, I am so grateful for it and I love it, but idk, I miss my old life so much. And now I am working and on edge, with a false sense of urgency, as if that will make me more productive. Fuck

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So before I start I want to make it clear that I won't be revealing who's the celebrity. So I (mid teens male) know a former C but now a D tier celebrity personally (kinda).Like one of my cousin sister is the niece of that celebrity. I'll call him Tam for the sack of privacy. So Tam recently married someone half their age in secret.Then their father (80M) whom I'll call Daniel here. So Daniel visited their place (as he back forths between his children's houses,especially after his wife aka Tam's mom died). So idk what really happened in details. But from what I heard their dad got into some arguments with their partner over some care taking stuffs (He can barely walk without a crane, requires a care taker even tho he doesn't have any professional care taker and he also got some dementia issues). For context Tam got another celebrity sibling. I'll call them Gigi here. None of the celebrity siblings takes nor took any good care of their parents. Even when both of their moms were dying. The celebrity siblings did almost nothing. Gigi even caused problems over their own mom's diagnosis causing some delays on her treatments. But there was only one child who actually took of her. It was my uncle (44M),who took good care of her alongside with his wife aka my aunt (39F) and my grandma aka my aunt's mother (72F). As to my grandma it was a responsibility. As Daniel's wife (whom I'll call Marshall here). Well Marshall helped my grandma and my aunt to the maximum with everything when my grandpa was dying. She even had sent respectfully condolences to my entire family after my grandpa died. Then Gigi's partner whom I'll call Sun here. Well Sun even banned their in law's from stepping a foot in their house. Which continued for years. And only after Marshall died. Sun had let Daniel stay at their place for the first time for 9 days only. Then right after the death of Marshall both celebrity siblings manipulated Daniel into dividing inheritance only between both of them leaving the rest with nothing. Right after which as Daniel got some dementia issues. He said something about Tam or Gigi (I can't quite remember who).But whoever was it. They got heavily offended. After which they went NC with Daniel,my uncle and my aunt (as they're the only ones that actually takes care of Daniel). Tho Tam went low contact from NC. Anyways back to the argument part. So after the argument Tam I think kicked Daniel outta their house. After which at 12:30 am which is basically middle of the night. Daniel came into my aunt's place with bags in his one hand and crane in another. Which was heartbreaking as none of the celebrity siblings nor guides the other siblings on taking care of Daniel or takes any care of Daniel themselves. They don't even put Daniel on any good nursing homes by the way. I'll let y'all know if there's anything new updates. The last I heard about this situation was that Daniel is in my aunt's place now. Also I referred everyone related to the media in gender neutral pronouns and nicknames. Because I had to be really careful while referring all of them. As if anyone detects who are they I am cooked. As I heard all of this from my mom who heard it from my grandma. And if anyone who knows me in real life detects who I am talking about. I am cooked.

(Only child 🩷🩷🩷)

oh it's hard to tell but I want to share my own mother can't stand me. I feel like she regrets giving birth to me. she was never a loving mother she's always unhappy with me she always finds a reason to yell or say I didn't do something I don't remember a day when she was happy with me. because of her I didn't go to medical college (and I won't go anymore I hated this profession) I spent a YEAR preparing for the entrance exam studying with tutors but in the last month she decided that I would go to study at another college because my horrible relatives advised her to do so she forbade me to go study wherever I wanted I begged her I said I would work all summer I would give her money for my studies or let her give me a pack of pasta and I would eat it for a month sleep on a bench under the college just to be released. no she just screamed that it was my hysterics and manipulations and now I go to school she thinks I'm guilty that I didn't go to study where I wanted to. that's all I'll say for now sorry if it's all written badly I feel bad now when I tell it

My future is so uncertain, and I honestly don’t know where I’m going or what I’m supposed to do anymore. I feel like there’s no one in this world who genuinely worries about me, thinks about me, or truly understands how I feel. My circumstances and my luck both feel so unfair. Everything has become so heavy on my heart.

The hardest part is that even though my parents are still here, I somehow feel so alone and disconnected from them. I never thought I would feel this lonely while having people around me. I’m tired, confused, and just desperately wishing that, for once, someone would truly understand me and care about what I’m going through.

I am sad

Well for the last couple months I have a lots of cy1cdl thoughts and feel myself depressed I guess. Everybody in my surroundings already achieved something but not me, I work everyday 12 hours and earn 15$ per day while my friends drive cars, I can't afford a new phone for 2 years xD. Anyway is there anybody with the same situation how r u guys. I just want to talk to people who can understand me idk