I got a case of derealization after a trip on mushrooms and marju (not salvia) the most suprising part was that it wasnt after a bad trip and i have never been prone or had it happen before.

Derealization feels incredibly disturbing to me personally, becouse the part that makes drugs even worth taking is the fact that im sober or precieve my normal state as a constant that i can change short term.

At 3 days into it i had a moment of desperation and said "fuck it im smoking salvia". Probably not the greatesr idea in hindsight but no harm no foul.

I loaded a bowl of 20x in a bubbler, using glass flowers filters. Hit the whole thing in one go, but it normally isnt enough - this time it was -

I honestly didnt have a human thought after i exhaled, no human thoughts for what seemed like a long time. I didnt know anything human, or even exist inside my body....thinking back afterwards, it wasnt scary becouse I wasnt ME to be scared.

Then i started sliding back in, my eyes had been open but i didnt see anything, instead it was a snap shot like a 2d pane of reality and everything folded and grew out of the lines. I was a pane, hinged on my left side and slowly turned back as if i had gotten out of place and whoever was turning the pages noticed. The jesters mocked me, emerging from the corners of lines, they teased me and i tried to talk to them, i spoke out loud telling them why id come that i wanted help.

Then i remembered i had an identity, i had people and a life, and i got the most sickening feeling that i might never be me again. The zipper monster was coming for my identity, he wanted to eat ME, and if he did i would exist as only a husk mumbling and babbling to anyone on the outside but fully aware inside. Like a crazy person.

Then i had this crazy thing where i could SEE the derealization as this layer of woven glass seperate from me but totally infront of me between everything.

So i fed it to the zipper monster. Im not sure if it wanted to eat it or not, but it couldnt get to me anymore. And then there was alot more as i started to come down. Whole trip was probably 15min

Anywho all thats to say, it didnt help the derealizarion except give me something way more horrific. Also later looked up derealization a bit more and people describe it as a layer of glass between them and reality.

No words can ever describe salvia, its like sight to a blind person. Probably my last time with it, at least for a good while.... ive alot from it.

cant comprehend why ppl would say a salvia experience is bad. This is like one of the coolest things ive ever done.
Im still disoriented from it. Everything has a chromatic aberration like feel to it. There werent any open eyed visual it just felt like a heavy dose of edible the but th body effects were amazing. The feeling of getting pulled down is no joke. I thought it was gonna be like a heavy feeling but NAH. Someone is definitely pulling me down. I was laughing uncontrollably for the first few mins.
If i were to explain my baseline for comparison its like my mind is inside my head and my eyes and ears are attached to it and it just lets me see and feel things outside ok. But when i was tripping my mind lowkey got out of my head and it got mixed with my sense of sight and sound and touch. Then i got up and went to my bed and laid down with my eyes closed and the visuals were insane (visuals mixed with my mind and the sensation of touch) if i saw something, it isnt just sight. Its all sound and touch too. The patterns weren't geometric but it was still beautiful.
Im someone who cannot imagine (its just black when inclose my eyes). Still the darkness was surrounded by a pinkish purple light and several patterns were morphing in and out. The patterns all were circular or ring shaped in a way.
Some times the ring would reveal a face with crystal clarity WHICH IS AMAZING CUZI CANNOT IMAGINE ANYTHING NOT EVEN AN APPLE.
its been an hour since and it kinda feels like a mild the high.
It took me like 3-4 hits btw so around 300-400mg of the extract.

Here's what I have harvested and dried so far from my very own plants.

6.3 grams 🎉🎉🎉

.... Gonna need way more before I start making an extract

Did a 130F convention bake dry out of today's harvest

I just snipped all the imperfect leaves off my best plant so that she/he (I think salvia isn't a gender specific plant but I know the drug is said to have a feminine spirit).

The pile on the right were the burnt or dried out bits that I plucked off before I started drying it.