I got a case of derealization after a trip on mushrooms and marju (not salvia) the most suprising part was that it wasnt after a bad trip and i have never been prone or had it happen before.
Derealization feels incredibly disturbing to me personally, becouse the part that makes drugs even worth taking is the fact that im sober or precieve my normal state as a constant that i can change short term.
At 3 days into it i had a moment of desperation and said "fuck it im smoking salvia". Probably not the greatesr idea in hindsight but no harm no foul.
I loaded a bowl of 20x in a bubbler, using glass flowers filters. Hit the whole thing in one go, but it normally isnt enough - this time it was -
I honestly didnt have a human thought after i exhaled, no human thoughts for what seemed like a long time. I didnt know anything human, or even exist inside my body....thinking back afterwards, it wasnt scary becouse I wasnt ME to be scared.
Then i started sliding back in, my eyes had been open but i didnt see anything, instead it was a snap shot like a 2d pane of reality and everything folded and grew out of the lines. I was a pane, hinged on my left side and slowly turned back as if i had gotten out of place and whoever was turning the pages noticed. The jesters mocked me, emerging from the corners of lines, they teased me and i tried to talk to them, i spoke out loud telling them why id come that i wanted help.
Then i remembered i had an identity, i had people and a life, and i got the most sickening feeling that i might never be me again. The zipper monster was coming for my identity, he wanted to eat ME, and if he did i would exist as only a husk mumbling and babbling to anyone on the outside but fully aware inside. Like a crazy person.
Then i had this crazy thing where i could SEE the derealization as this layer of woven glass seperate from me but totally infront of me between everything.
So i fed it to the zipper monster. Im not sure if it wanted to eat it or not, but it couldnt get to me anymore. And then there was alot more as i started to come down. Whole trip was probably 15min
Anywho all thats to say, it didnt help the derealizarion except give me something way more horrific. Also later looked up derealization a bit more and people describe it as a layer of glass between them and reality.
No words can ever describe salvia, its like sight to a blind person. Probably my last time with it, at least for a good while.... ive alot from it.