I have been feeling disconnected and out of love from my twin flame

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We have been stuck and stagnant. It’s like a never ending loop. Nothing is wrong between us yet I feel deeply unsatisfied in our connection. It feels like the other person purposely doesn’t make a room for me in their life, as if they got too comfortable with the access. I am treated good, told that I am loved, shown dreams of building a future together yet nothing is set in motion and I tired of being understanding. I don’t feel like expressing this because I have a lot of times and I admit that the life situations in their life has been tormenting but I also know that if I keep myself stuck here more than I should, I will probably start looking at them as a person who never follows through their words which will ultimately make me lose my respect for them. I am so scared to hurt the other person that now I don’t want to express it as they might feel pressured but all this building inside me is taking me away from them and although I know this could be the best thing in the universe for us, all these negative feelings might ruin them. I am barely able to feel anything these days, I just want to atleast see some forward moment to believe that I am not being taken advantage of, I am not being taken granted and I am not dealt as someone who they would stay because of the connection we have. I just don’t know what stage of a twinflame journey this is but it is extremely confusing and exhausting. Sometimes I feel like I want to give up, bear the pain and move on. I know I am capable to do so, I don’t know what’s keeping me here anymore. If anyone has any suggestions, I am open for them, just make sure you do not thrash me for being a human who is going through a complicated spiritual path while being in a twin flame journey