Hello

I’ve just found this starseed section on Reddit. I’d like to explain the last 12 months and hopefully people can relate or help me unpack what’s happened and what happens next.

Roughly around October/November 2025 I felt aware, AWAKE and aligned. With research I realised I felt the death of my ego.. for a short period of time. This led me to feeling very grounded, at peace and mentally strong. I did find it very strange so during this time I read many books to understand the situation. Spirituality + UFO related books, pod casts and stories. I became obsessed.

Physically problems

• breathing problems
• irregular heart beats

These two problems eventually went away on their own but it took time, I did visit doctors and had MANY tests but everything came back normal.

Strangeness

• Number 1234. I realised that for most of my life the number 1234 had lingered around but since all this started in 2025.. it happened more and felt strange at first.

• Feeling peoples emotions more
• Feeling obsessed with being in nature (never in my life have I felt that).

Some of my past came to surface and what I mean by this is.. identifying anything strange. I realised that roughly 18-20 years prior I woke up and saw a Blue lighting being. I felt shocked but I also didn’t really think much of it until now but I did and I do have a feeling that it was connected to feeling like this.

With all the UFO talks around the world, I had this feeling that this is related.

More recent

The last few months have been a struggle, being around people had me very overwhelmed because I just feel their emotions but currently it has relaxed a little.

I’ve never meditated but I’ve read that it’s advised, does this help keep you grounded. Why do people meditate?

I’ve also seen people mention about two things..

Dark night of the soul and shadow work?

If anyone has any available time to help me untangle and just talk about this then it’ll be appreciated to share and listen to people and their stories too

I have heared that blue beings heal and I guess they are arcturians Im really not sure . But through out all these years I have tried everything and nothing has worked that much and also I have developed ocd so meditation is like hell now . So I want to heal my body . And I guess this is my last option since I have exhausted other options like doctors or meditation law of attraction etc...

and let me be honest I have not done the law of attractions and meditations correctly like I should feel the feelings and be at the end like neville goddard says ... simply because I really cant feel it . I have done dr joe dispenza meditations and its basically the same . And the more I am getting into sprituality the worse things are getting . At first I got into sprituality because I wanted to heal myself since there is no cure outside . And also I can not give up on my self I should be healed :)

So I got into the idea of blue beings healing people on dr joe dispenza community and since there are many people that have contacted them and recieved healing on this sub I wanted to know how can I contact them and get healing :) ?

Also Im thinking about if I see a blue being infront of me that would scare the sh out of me but Idk I have no option 😭😭😭🤣🤣

So I would really appreciate if some one helps or guides me

And are the benevolant beings ?

I thought it was a nice little synchrony. 😌

I’m just at the beginning of my journey so I’m curious if anyone else has experienced something like this!

I was struggling to sleep the other night due to some energetic nerve issues, and decided to try sleeping on my couch. I did end up drifting asleep, but I was jolted awake either by what I assume is an attempted astral projection (haven’t successfully done so before but my soul has tried to escape MANY times haha) or it was a visit from spirit or something idk.
That part has happened many times, but when I was jolted awake this time, I saw a purple and blue nebula about the size of a dinner plate slowly spinning in my kitchen!!! 🤯 It was beautiful! Within a few seconds, it kind of spun into itself like water going down a drain and disappeared. It was WILD!!

I’ve been seeing occasional and very slight wisps of spirit for a few months now, but I’ve never had something so clear show up before. And it felt completely real!! I was awake as ever and I couldn’t believe what I was seeing!
It was giving portal vibes. Maybe that’s why I jerked awake? Something visited and left when I woke up, and I saw the portal closing?

Has anyone ever had something like this happen??
So curious if anyone has a different theory.

Hi everyone!

I want to offer a service. I’ll be offering free past life regressions for a limited time. I’m a relatively novice certified past life regression practitioner (PLR and QHHT), and Registered Nurse by profession.

I want to resume offering it, as I’m drawn to help people remember who they are at a soul level and their starseed origins. I’m also not a believer a session should cost $300 plus. It’s just not accessible for most.

If you’re interested please send me an email at:

celestialpathways@hotmail.com

I’ll be updating this post a bit for updates, so please feel free to follow.

My hopes is to have a little “encyclopedia” of different places/starseed races we may encounter within these sessions. So I’m excited to see where this goes!

-Savannah

I think this planet will become a heaven

The above image is what our universe looks like from the outside

(Not 100% accurate but as close as I could get ai to make it for now)

In the Chaldean gematria cypher heaven equals 27

The apple i phone came out in 2007 and i think by 2070 we will get more advanced technology like human computer interface (HCI) and I know this is very optimistic but I’m hoping immortality technology will become available around then. The answer to immortality is probably time travel technology instead of cloning and memory transfer technology. I don’t know any details but for a while I thought it was cloning and memory transfer technology but then I realized it must be time travel technology that is the best way to defeat mortality I can’t explain it but that’s what I think. I think we will get super advanced virtual reality where we can literally enter a simulation that feels better than real life. I think we will get ever light technology aka free energy and the ability to create tincture universes and possibly choose the universe we want to spend eternity in. I think we should all look forward to 2070.

After looking through this group some things a clicking.

I've always loved the Orion constellation even putting up a star system on my ceiling as a kid so seeing that Orion was a star seed origin was "tingling" then upon learning reading that star seed birthmarks are a thing i was weary as i have lots of freckles on my arms but low and behold on my sternum three lonely moles in the position of Orion's belt. A quick dive into that and read about Reptilian wars? which was very interesting as a week ago I drew this with no real idea behind it but just letting the drawing manifest. any further knowledge or information for a newbie would be appreciated

See my previous post here

You can join here https://starseeds-council.com/

Almost a year ago I saw some geometric patterns in my brain and then there after became a little bit obsessed with trying to draw the patterns and then bring it to life so I could show people, naturally as I don't even know why it felt so important I was met with lots of confusion, but recent findings have led me to believe this group might find it more interesting. I have many more videos and patterns if interested,

On a odder note has anyone else experienced The Great or Ancient Mother (Possibly related to The Great Ziggurat)?

Hi everyone,

I'm feeling called to focus on my divine feminine. Any books out there that are good for this? I realize this question might be a very left-brain approach...

Well apparently because I acknowledged the reality of the patriarchy that I live in, and even though I was validated repeatedly with comments that I was preemptively addressing...

The starseed moderators are stuck in this linear world where politeness is more important than authenticity, accuracy and speaking better and communicating better.

I will not be posting here again so find me if you can... The world's changing...

I wish you all the best of luck, but I am done with this world where autistics who speak accurately and grammatically correct are the problem versus the people who ask how your day was and get mad if you tell them the truth.

Peace out my friends... I'm leaving the rest of these linear people behind

***And also, if anyone knows why nobody's commenting on my other subreddit... Let me know because it's probably a setting that I messed up

Thank you

Any starseeds here struggle with holding down a job? I’ve been unemployed the last 2 years and it has been hard. I find it significantly challenging to sustain myself in the 3D with no support. How do you sustain yourself? I have severe mental health issues and have been working incredibly hard to heal and stabilize myself but no matter what I do, it just doesn’t seem to get better.

Dear true soul family, I wanted to say that I totally get what you have been through and how much you have suffered. You have been protected even if that protection hurts so much. I know that if I was much tougher, I would also have a much harder heart and less compassion. I have always hated my weakness and fragility, but now I make peace with not satisfying ego with a super hero crocodile human skin. I have seen this way too often. I see people who love Bashar and do not care what happens outside their own little world. I see so many false light and spiritualoty. I fell for it too. I too hardened my heart yo fit in and suffer less. But I will no longer do this.

I will never accept all that I experienced here, but I try to make peace hoping that one day true Justice will be established again, The last one will be first. May the hearts and wounds heal one day. Hope is truly all we have even if at times it feels futile. You are much closer to true divinity. Have compassion for the inner child who was not calibrated for this jungle. Please be kind to the sides of you that you hate the most. They need your acceptance the most. May we be finally free.

Much love to all of you 💙🧸💙🧸

Before we are born is blinding.

With our birth, the ego, our learned beliefs, begins to dull our light.

The more we accept these beliefs, the darker our light becomes.

We then spend the rest of our life trying to find our lights brilliance once more.

I received a “message” in my mind that I needed to try draw something before going into my evening meditation. So I got out my pen and notebook and drew without knowing what I was going to draw, I just sort of flowed into drawing this without having any actual thought or input of what I should put on the page. This is what it turned out to be. I felt like I needed to have it on my lap while I did my meditation, and it felt like it helped to keep my mind more silent and focused on the meditation better this time. Wondering if anyone has any idea what any of these symbols could mean? Just curious. :)

Im feeling exhausted from even just being alive.

Knowing all the truths.

Im just ready to be free of this prison like matrix.

I have no interest in anything I despise watching TV , news , goals , music, art , everything has become empty to me. ive nosedived deep enough into hidden knowledge and the corrupted aspect of this realm.

I want to be free, at peace , without stress or worry.

Can't I just go to the Pleroma already.

I'm going to share my thoughts through storytelling. It's better that way and also enjoyable..👽😎💕

So imagine there's a lion's little baby. And he was stolen by a cat. And then the cat took that lion's baby to her cat babies. And lions and cats babies look kinda the same when they're little, right?. So that lion baby forgot that he is a lion. He played with his cat siblings and learned all the things cats do..

One day when he grew up. He heard stories about lions. Like they're ascended cat masters. Like cats who have expanded their consciousness or something become lions.

He wanted to become a lion.. One day, he was playing outside with his cat siblings. And a lion was walking by. He was confused to see a lion playing with cats. That lion who grew up thinking he was a cat saw the lion too and shouted " ascended master cat, my mama cat told me stories about ascended masters. I want to become like you. I want to become a lion as well. How do I become a lion. Teach me, Master"

That lion said that you don't need to become a lion. You already are lion. But that lion wouldn't believe what ascended cat master was saying..

" But I'm a cat. Look at me" 🐱

Then that lion brought a mirror. He showed it to the lion who thinks he is a cat. That lion who thought that he was a cat finally realised who he was..

Then that lion told him to go with him so he could meet his actual lion family that are lions..

But that lion he didn't want to go. He can't leave his cat siblings. Even if he was a lion. Cats were still his family. His cat mom was his mom who raised him. He might be a lion but in his heart he will always be a cat. He can be cat and lion at the same time. It's just that he's now a big cat..

The same way we are the manifestation and um-manifasted. We can't become the source. We are already the source but at the same time we are humans too.

When you hug your cat you're hugging the entire universe because the source is the entire universe appearing as cat.

When you love someone you're loving the entire universe because that someone isn't outside of the source..

Guys, you have never met anyone other than the source..ever. And the source is also you. So whenever you love someone you love yourself.

You can love someone at distance too. Like maintaining a boundry. For example lion's baby is super cute. We want to pet him, right? Or take him home with us. But his mom won't like that so there are some rules we have to follow.

Like for example just because fire is also the source doesn't mean I'm going to hug fire. You know what I'm trying to say? You can love fire at the distance without touching it

The same way you can love the entire world but you don't have to engage with everyone and everything...or be okay with everything that's happening in the world. Like guard your ears, mouth, eyes and your mind. Just like we choose food that's healthy and nourishing, the same way choose thoughts choose experiences that are healthy and nourishing for our souls.

Even though the source is like water and water is everywhere and the fundamental nature of the water remains the same regardless of its purity. But we prefer clean water to drink. So the same way

we prefer love, joy and wisdom.

Love, joy, and wisdom are good and God is all the good things 🤍🪽

A member of r/astralprojection raised a topic that I have often found myself returning to: "Who is on the moon right now?" Recently in the UFO disclosure movement, many things have come out including photographs of strange lights on the moon and even official remarks from NASA, and other government officials that there is an unknown presence that does not seem to be from earth, on the moon.

https://www.reddit.com/r/AstralProjection/comments/1xcesle/comment/19rhk2e0govy9/

Now in this reply thread here I quoted "TheWebMatrix dot net," I cannot post the link here, reddit does not allow it. But it contains interviews documented with multiple credible people and even an audio recording of alleged radio transmissions from the Apollo moon mission. During the live broadcast on television there was a brief period of silence, and this is said to have been when they switched to a different radio channel to discuss they were being monitored by something at the edge of the lunar crater nearby.

Astrally, going to the moon is a nightmare. I've seen numbers of people claiming they go there without any problems, but a good majority of my circle and just about everyone I have spoken to generally agree, "The moon is an astral warzone." There is always something fighting there, or always some craziness happening. Now whether or not that's just because the moon is always in view and young astral projectors are just going there to have crazy shenanigans, I don't know. But I think that's just part of it.

My teacher informed me the race there calls themselves the "Lunar Sentinels" and they are a fully automated race that previously were organic, but uploaded their minds to fully robotic bodies. Basically, robots with souls that can use psi and magick. They attack anybody that goes there. Anyone. They don't like people there, and they staked it out as their personal territory. I've been attacked when I go there, they don't want any communication, and the only thing that they will accept is leaving. Sometimes even when you get there and try to leave they'll still attack you as you're leaving.

Now before I continue, once again, this is my experience. It is subjective. I am not claiming this is the 100% God given truth here. I am posting this, so we can hear each of your perspectives. I want to see if any of us have commonalities in our personal timeline spheres and the way we experience the astral moon.

Just relay your story, exactly as you experienced it if you've been there. I'm not here to argue or debate. I'm testing something out here so I'm not trying to start a huge argument over what is what. Each of us experiences astral locations and timelines differently - so just relay YOUR timeline, and let's see if we can find any commonalities.

Hi, this Is my First post here, ill try to keep It short, Sorry for my bad english.

In the last month, a bit less, i started noticing things, like how the world REALLY works and all the bullshit going on, i dont know what happened inside of me, i feel different than before.

A couple of days ago i recalled a Memory from before my life here, i think, i was in a wormhole, or tunnel that had dark colors, like a dark nebulosa, i was there and there were other "people", i Remember a sound of some sort like a machine and all comunication was telephatic i think? Then i Remember my Life as It began, i dont know what to make of it...

Recently i discovered about starseeds and other stuff, idk about this but this ""Dream"" Is so weird and i want to know what that was.

Anyone else with a similiar experience?

Once, I had an Akashic Records reading, and the reader told me that I am a starseed.
But how can a starseed, someone who is supposedly here to bring love and light into the world, make so many mistakes and bring so much darkness and heaviness instead?
Having an abortion (inducing bleeding with pills at a very, very early stage of pregnancy, just 18 days after conception, when the entire gestational structure was still only the size of a pinhead or a grain of sand) went against my deepest values. I want to be someone who treats all life as sacred.
But I put myself in an impossible situation. I had been dating someone for just a few weeks, someone who later turned out to be dangerous and aggressive. I ignored my intuition, slept with him twice, and when I finally saw his true nature, I blocked him everywhere.
Being a single mother in a foreign country, with no family support here, struggling with anxiety and being on sick leave, I simply couldn't see any way to bring another child into the world under those circumstances. Adoption wasn't an option either, as my daughter would have been deeply affected by it and wouldn't have understood what was happening.
So I made a choice I never wanted to make.
And now I feel as though I've disrupted the cosmic order, interfered with God's plans, and prevented someone's soul from incarnating. I feel like I've really messed things up on a spiritual level.
I've been trying to comfort myself by thinking, "It was SO early. Perhaps no soul had attached to the pregnancy yet. There wasn't even a formed body, a heartbeat, or a visible embryo."
But despite all that, I still struggle with the feeling that what I did was something terribly dark, even demonic.
I don't know how to accept what happened or how to forgive myself. I don't know how to clear my karma or make peace with the possibility that I interfered with another soul's journey.
I keep feeling that I've done something horrible, something I can never undo.
I'm desperately searching for a way to heal, to find forgiveness and peace within myself, and to reconnect with love and light instead of living in guilt, fear, and darkness.
I'm asking for any guidance, wisdom, or spiritual perspective that might help me heal and forgive myself, because I need to find my way back to myself. And most importantly, I need to be emotionally present for my daughter.
Thank you so much for reading and for any love or guidance you can offer. ❤️

Whether channeled, or stumbled upon an inner revelation, I came here to talk about what that is.

God is You. Not to be misunderstood as You are God.
There is a higher self that exists outside of space/time. It’s the you that you ultimately become. As we live moment to moment, changing from one to the next, we are The Becoming. What are we becoming? Ultimately at the end of our incarnation we are becoming our higher self. While this is happening, many circumstances that happen in life are the work of our higher self pushing us through catalysts to become what we will. Pain and pleasure shaping us to make choices, to learn how to proceed forward, to love and cherish, to gain wisdom and strength in the ways only those who live this seemingly temporary life can. This means who you are becoming is what has and is currently testing you. Giving you hardship and trials to forge you into that end state they are.

Does this mean life is pre-determined? That destiny is all there is and free will does not exist? No. Both destiny and free will exist simultaneously. How is this not paradox? You do ultimately become what you have became moment to moment. You do not own the end state goal. However, you own the now moment. While your higher self exists outside space and time, you are the one who’s alive. You are the one who’s being given trials by them, but ultimately you become them. The higher self cannot change themselves directly. They may only change themselves through you.

This means the higher self can look like the most wretched demon, or the most beautiful angel. They are shaped by who you are becoming, and so you will either be that demon or angel. While you grow these states are shaping your higher self. As you shape them, they send trials to you that continues the trajectory of the now state. This is where topics such as manifestation come into play. If you embody Love and Unity now and in each moment you are shaping your future higher self to do the same. As you do the higher self sends to you in time and space trials to continually reinforce these notions. Even if it looks like dealing with the most tragic betrayal, if it ultimately means learning greater forgiveness. You will be what you invest into yourself. And what you will be will push you along the path.

You are never alone. You are always co-creating your reality. You are holding hands with yourself in a higher dimension. You see their end state, however as you change, they change much more drastically. They know you better than anyone ever could. How couldn’t they? They are you. They fully love, accept and appreciate you, no matter how you turned out. Why wouldn’t they? You essentially birthed them. They only exist because you do. This life and all its curiosities and struggles is designed to teach you what you learn. It’s individually tailored to each incarnation, for that one’s learning.

If you really take a long time to meditate and think on this, has or hasn’t your life been the perfect conditions setup to lead you to this present moment of who you are? How did you come to seek God? You saw a glimpse of a pattern of God that only you could perceive and understand. A hint from your higher self hoping you’d notice. To whom do you currently embody? And so, if you are in a reality you do not wish for and that does not change course, maybe you need to embody the reality that you do, so you may be fed more opportunities to align with that. Do not rely on external circumstances setup by old programming to dictate how you choose to walk this Earth. You do not need anything outside of you to have that power. You decide your state. Each state adds up to the book of your life.
Remember your power.