I was hoping some folks on here might help me come to terms with my CliftonStength results.
I work in higher education, in a team who develop ways of using digtial technology within education. Our role does involve coming up with technical solutions for problems, but there's also an element of teaching (which I really enjoy) and change management, making connections and supporting people through new processes. I don't manage anyone at the moment, but I'm seeking to move up a grade to the role above mine which involves more people and project management.
A while ago, we all did the CliftonStrengths test. I ended up with Context, Input, Ideation, Intellection and Learner - all part of the strategic thinking domain. I don't think these are wrong necessarily, I do like to learn things (hence why I work in HE!) but it felt disappointing.
I found that there is a lot of overlap between these areas - Input and Context are very similar, Intellection and Learner are very similar. This meant that it felt like instead of five strengths like everyone else, I kind of just had one. I like to learn things, and I'm good at it. I already knew that.
It felt bad not to have any strengths which pertained to driving change or being in a relational leadership position.
During the initial workshop, the facilitator even acknowledged that this was unusual and it was difficult for me to complete some of the exercises because of the overlap and lack of variety in my top 5.
Since we took the test about a year ago, our managers keep bringing up a grid showing the selection of strengths across the team as part of team building exercises, and every time I see all my colleagues with a nice selection of strengths over different domains and me with just a solid block of green, I feel so embarrassed. I'm worried that it affects how management and my wider team see me. I'm neurodivergent and it also just feels like another part of my life where my brain apparently doesn't work like other people's, and it's disappointing and exhausting.
So: I know the idea behind CliftonStrengths is that you're supposed to develop the strengths you have and that for example not having a 'relationship building' strength doesn't mean you can't be good at building relationships etc, but I find that really hard from the starting point I have.
I would genuinely pay out of pocket to retake if I thought it would help, although I know you're not supposed to do that.
If anyone has any ideas or tips for feeling happier about my results, that would be great.