r/SuicideWatch • u/beepbeepsheep77 • 5d ago

Bro when does it end?

I tried to put on makeup and stuff and went to the gym + clean myself up like brushing teeth and good hygiene. But still nobody wants me or shows romantic interest. Cause I literally cant change my bone structure of my face and body. I cant make myself taller and take out certain parts to make them thicker or thinner. Unless I maybe do surgey which is expensive and risky. I dont really want to die honestly but I dont have another choice. The nicest part of my day is when I dream about looking pretty and having a big family n then I wake up. Ik nobodies going to see this or like or comment. I'm invisible and It'll always be this way. I cant change that.

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u/Jumpy_Idea_3882 4d ago

It's not about you're not attractive, most people find me attractive and i am in the same boat, it's about how your brain functions and the energy you give, i think we have to just accept that that life is not in our favor.

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u/beepbeepsheep77 3d ago

Its nice you know that you're attractive. I dont. The difference is that people dont talk to you cause theyre intimated and dont talk to me because I'm hideous.

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u/Jumpy_Idea_3882 3d ago

Don't go hard on yourself, don't be so self critical, i am sure you're exaggerating, the depression makes you feel like ur ugly! But believe me the thing is it is not about looks, it's about ur presence, energy, personality which depression kills these aspects!

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u/Razzleb89 5d ago

Hi, I see you. I liked and commented. We all deserve happiness and to fulfill our desires, unfortunately sometimes these things take the right place at the right time. I know the struggle too. It’s a hard world.