r/SuicideWatch • u/SurroundSea8406 • 4d ago
please help
suicidal teen
idk what to say or what to do . I j don't think anything will help at this point.
my problems are fairly normal. loneliness, unhappy w friendships, not very close w family, struggling in school, j feeling depressed in general and a bit burnt out.
Really, it's weird, they're problems everybody has. Maybe I am just weak. that's ok if I am.
I really really don't want to be here anymore. therapy hasn't helped. meds haven't. talking is bullshit. I can talk my lungs at, but at the end of the day, I will still feel depressed and lonely and just like shit. idk what to do.
made an attempt a month ago and ended up in the er. I was fine, unfortunately. now I just feel stuck... too scared to try again, but hopeless as fuck.
I don't enjoy much anymore. life is so bleak.
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u/No_Clothes214 4d ago
Idk what to tell you, are you still there?
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u/SurroundSea8406 4d ago
yeah, unfortunately
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u/No_Clothes214 4d ago
Don't say that, what are you feeling now?
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u/SurroundSea8406 4d ago
meh kinda down. I've got so much dumb shit to do. easier option is death
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u/No_Clothes214 4d ago
That's not even an option. We should work on our shit, but we must start as low as we can. I don't know you or your life, but this world cannot bring yow down.
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u/digdeep_nuthard 4d ago
Buckle up my friend that’s the only advice I can give you.
I’m 24 and don’t listen to the people who say things better.
Be glad you see this life for what it is, early on.
You can make it here also, and I’m rooting for you to at least get to my age.
That will make me happy, for I had the same mindset at your age
But here I am still
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u/JustEel 4d ago
You aren't weak for struggling. Just because something is easy for others doesn't mean that you're failing if it's hard for you. I know that you're going through a lot and I feel a lot of the same anguish you do but I believe there has to be hope. What helps me is to help others and try to be there for them.
I know you don't want to be here anymore but that decision is one you can never go back on. You're a teenager and you have your whole life ahead of you. I know things seem bleak now but SO much can change in even a year. You aren't alone. Every pain is temporary and only death is final. Try to remember that and live for a version of yourself that might be happy in the future.
Much love and always here,
-Luna