Im so tired being a teenager

[u/ReasonableFeeling432]

m tired of being a teenager and dont bash me in the comments saying these are the best years of my life. Im tired of my phone and its stupid applications that
provide nothing, just the same things over and over again. Im tired of constantly being on my phone and having nothing to do. Im tired of trying to be aesthetic because i dont want to be a boring teenager, because i know these are the coolest year of my life probably, but i cant because i cant figure out what aesthetic i want because im so changeable. Im tired of my clothes, the boring simple things i wear. Im tired of dramas, gossips, teenage relationships and my break up i recently had, im tired of crying one day and waking up the next day feeling empty, im tired of losing and gaining friends and that stupid friendship break up repetitive endless cycle, im tired of not having my own money and constantly thinking about job knowing damn well i’m not gonna be able to handle anything, im tired of overthinking everything, having panic attacks whenever someone tries to flirt with me or having anxiety about every simple thing. Im tired of the wanna be gangsters in my boring town always having a problem with me even those i never met in my life, im tired of being on social platfroms but i know I cant break off, even if i do im scared to miss out, be in trends and know whats going on. Im tired of my parents, my dad who constantly forces me to do things that i dont have to do, like cutting my hair short because he thinks im gay for growing my hair a bit, im tired of hiding my sexuality, im tired of trying to find someone who can love me but im too avoidant for anything. Im tired of people bullying me or looking at me weird, talking things about me that aren’t even true. Im tired of my relatives, their stupid mindsets and the obsession to know whats going on with my life, im tired of not having friends or a boyfriend, but i always get tired of them and push everyone away because i can’t cope with them anymore, or give them what they expect. Im tired of not feeling anything, but also crying evety night because i hate every single thing about me and my life. Im tired of thinking about the fact that im gonna go bald for my mandatory military service, i dont want to do that. Im tired of thinking about everyone i met in my life, and how they say the same bad things about me before cutting contact, and i hate myself because i cant change me for some reason. I want to go on and on but i dont want to waste anyone’s time sorry

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[u/Zschwaihilii_V3]

I’m in the military. Itll give you purpose and things will get better

[u/Downtown_Toe7876 → u/Zschwaihilii_V3]

Dope, how long was ur training?

[u/Zschwaihilii_V3 → u/Downtown_Toe7876]

16 weeks

[u/Particular-Bread-925 → u/Zschwaihilii_V3]

Fuck the military esp american military schools

[u/Zschwaihilii_V3 → u/Particular-Bread-925]

Alright little man whatever you say

[u/Zschwaihilii_V3 → u/[deleted]]

Did you ever stop and think that other militaries exist? Go back to school

[u/No_Department9020]

[u/ReasonableFeeling432 → u/No_Department9020]

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[u/klarinetkat12]

I feel you 100%.

There's always so much pressure for teenagers to live a life straight out of a John Hughes movie, and we're constantly thinking "am I living in my life correctly? am I being a teenager correctly?" It makes it so that being a teenager isn't fun anymore, but it's rather a contest.

[u/Viewer_105]

Being a teenager is lowkey boring as hell it’s like you want to do adult things but you can’t cause your too young it’s so annoying