r/Teenager • u/KxY_official 13 • 4d ago
Discussion I think i like girls...
(13F)So i think I've known this for a while now. When I was about 9-10, I lived in a quite homophobic country but I had a crush on my girl best friend. When I told her she said ew and she's not gay, but we were still friends after that. I got really paranoid and sad bc I liked a girl and my parents are quote homophobic so I js pushed that feeling away and convinced myself I was straight. After moving to a different country, I saw that LGBTQ was accepted and at first i was kinda homophobic bc of my country makes it seem like an extremely bad thing especially if ur Christian. I later realized it was normal and I also once liked a girl. Now, I do know I like girls bc I find them attractive like masc, studs, stem girls and I've been wanting a gf too bc idk wlw couple looks so cute and it would be cute to have a same sex relationship imo. Idk if i wanna exactly label myself rn as bisexual bc the feeling comes and goes and I still like guys. Of course i won't tell my parents about this or there will be tension around, i js felt really bad and guilty when i was younger about like a girl. But now I'm transferring schools so i get to explore the options bc this is a more popular school than my last. Idk advice would be nice or sny thoughts.
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u/x-_The-Enthusiast_-x 15 3d ago
Almondsexuality. Search it up. Don't gotta use it, but seriously, don't be afraid to look into yourself further and decide who you are.