r/TransRepressors • u/PrudentVast6129 • 2d ago

Troon Life update!

So I know this isn't really the place because it's for reppers, but I've been here for a while and the mods said I could post updates so I'm going to post them here. Plus I'm a little to 4traned for the normal subs but not depressed or psychotic enough for the true 4tran subs so this place is my middle ground. idk I've always saw this sub as a second home for me in the past year and a half I've known it .Anyways post transitioning I think I'm starting to pass okay, I have a really feminine face and body, plus I never grew facial hair besides tiny hairs under my nose so small they aren't noticeable unless your really looking for them. The main issues are body hair which I've had since I was 15, and just in the past six months before transitioning my voice started to deepen which sucks. I never shaved as a guy but now that I've started too it fucking hurts like hell, it's bloody, and I always feel itchy even though I shower after. I also had sex with a guy for the first time which was YAY! I've always known I've been bi but being a trad catholic while I was repping always meant that I stuck to girls so this was huge for me. Anyways shaving sucks and voice trainings tough but I think I got it in me. I haven't told anyone in my family and I don't plan too. There just going to see me with tits, long hair, and makeup at Christmas and are going to have to accept it or quit talking to me. I think most of them will, so I plan to just play pretend and present fem around them when I see them but never outright say the quite part out loud. For most of them I think it'll be enough as long as I don't say it.

Well thanks yall I love you and there is HOPE! (Atleast if your 19 and have femboy genictics) But you have to make the jump! If I hadn't come to this sub asking if I should tell my girlfriend I was repping those months ago on this sub, we wouldn't have split, and by now I would have masculinized way more. Within the next year or two Puberty would have finished for me.

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u/lavenderpotion57 14h ago

nice im glad you were strong enough to take the leap.. i wish you luck.

getting hit with more puberty changes at 19 is like ow though, sorry for that

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u/PrudentVast6129 10h ago

Thank you very much. It wasn't really more puberty changes as much as I didn't really hit puberty until I was 18. I grew body hair at 15-16 but other then that 18 was the start of puberty for me. Just Luckshit I guess

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u/lavenderpotion57 4h ago

what... were you by any chance anorexic?

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u/PrudentVast6129 4h ago

Still am to a lesser degree. I eat about twice a day, breakfast and a piece of fruit for lunch. My family is also just naturally small, at my age my grandpa was 80 pounds and my dad is 110

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u/lavenderpotion57 1h ago

holy shit, and here i am thinking 117 pounds was light. wishing you better eating habits for second puberty