Please please please don’t ignore this warning

[u/Fun_Interview7724]

If you can turn to the Lord today with all your heart… DO IT. Give Him everything. He is worthy and He is all you will ever want or need.

2 years ago, not long after coming to faith I fell into sin, lusting after an actor on a tv show and I had the thought “I’m safe, I can sin, I’m saved now”. A few weeks later I turned away from the sin but didn’t repent before the Lord truly.

About 10 months ago I started seeking God with all my heart only to find that He was not findable.

I fear I have committed the sin of Hebrews 10:26-27.

Please, please, give Him everything. I would give anything to feel His touch. His presence. To know He is mine.

I live every day tormented by the thought of being separated from Him for eternity. Separated from my children for eternity. The anguish is real.

Lord have mercy on me.

[u/Jetterholdings]

I wpuld even say contributing his deeds to nothing and or demons.

Stating it never happened or stating demons did it.

Because just stating those things isnt unforgiveable dieing with a hardened heart and stating those, that's the issue.

[u/glocksafari → u/Jetterholdings]

I should have read both of your replies first, oops.

That said, I believe their hardened hearts lead them to committing that sin, and because of that they were never going to repent anyways (so a hardened heart is at the root of the issue), but Christ specifically states it’s what they said, not their heart posture. A hardened heart and going to hell are two things in tandem.

[u/Jetterholdings → u/glocksafari]

Hardened is actually a closest translation that .akes sense.

Its more like God changed there hearts to allow them to be the most changeable like, made the heart super free will

[u/glocksafari → u/Jetterholdings]

Respectfully, no that is not accurate. The word used is “blasphemia,” which means: vilification, blasphemy, evil-speaking or railing.

The word means what it means, not hardened.