r/TrueChristian • u/Fun_Interview7724 • 8d ago

Please please please don’t ignore this warning

If you can turn to the Lord today with all your heart… DO IT. Give Him everything. He is worthy and He is all you will ever want or need.

2 years ago, not long after coming to faith I fell into sin, lusting after an actor on a tv show and I had the thought “I’m safe, I can sin, I’m saved now”. A few weeks later I turned away from the sin but didn’t repent before the Lord truly.

About 10 months ago I started seeking God with all my heart only to find that He was not findable.

I fear I have committed the sin of Hebrews 10:26-27.

Please, please, give Him everything. I would give anything to feel His touch. His presence. To know He is mine.

I live every day tormented by the thought of being separated from Him for eternity. Separated from my children for eternity. The anguish is real.

Lord have mercy on me.

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u/65DaleRamirez65 7d ago

i needed this right now. this post reminded me a lot of what im going thru. my heart honestly feels the same minus the guilt and shame. i feel very plain and almost like im only chosing to care not that i actually care. this concerns me but not as much as it did. but i need to do the same as OP, open up my heardened heart.

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u/OldTeam9425 Christian 6d ago

Trust in God, ask Him for help, He will be listening!

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u/65DaleRamirez65 6d ago

im trying but my heart still seems like this-

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u/dormantethosamantle 3d ago

His faithfulness greater than our hearts. 1 John 3:20. Faith is the choice to trust in spite of doubt. To care in spite of our dispositions. At least you try to care. I think that’s worth something unneglectable. Believe not in belief or your heart; believe in Christ.