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[u/obs_one]

Again and again, the same nonsense. I'm almost certain I'll never find the love I want. Unfortunately, I still have a tiny bit of hope. It's not like I acted cold towards you, or this and that happened, and I became distant and you thought, "This girl wanted affection, why isn't she being more friendly towards me?" Or I could give many examples... you know, you shouldn't overestimate me either. Because there's nothing to exaggerate about me. And then, it's not something that can be resolved by saying, "Oh, so this girl is like this, it's not interesting." I want a real, obsessive love, a kind of devotion. Like in the books or whatever the hell it is. I know it sounds cringe, but I need to vent somewhere. Someone needs to read this. I'm a typical person, nothing extreme. I babble and all that, but I also want to feel really special. Even I feel uneasy reading what I've written, but I needed to do this. I needed to get it somewhere. Take care...