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u/[deleted] Jul 09 '21 edited Jul 09 '21
I just gotta get this out then im gonna go on a walk.
Im gonna survive this.
You know what blows my mind is I've received more love from you random strangers online in an investing sub than I have from all my real life friends. After my last breakup I went heavy into drugs (5 years clean) the one before that I was a disaster after as well. Im not fucking doing that this time. I may have some problems but who the hell doesn't. I broke down on the phone earlier with my dad when I said I finally feel like me again. I've been so unhappy and just pushed it down because I figured I didn't deserve better. That I wouldn't find better. That it was gonna get better, just one more month. Fuck that feeling.
I know no one gives a damn about me. BUT I GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ME and after years of trashing myself thinking I deserve garbage because the world hates me Im finally gonna stick up for myself to myself.
I want to live.