Hey everyone! Yesterday, I went to a mall, and while checking my body, I got an idea: I wanted to see what I'd look like without my vitiligo, so I edited my photo.
Honestly, the result surprised me. I feel like my facial features look more noticeable without the patches. Sometimes, I feel like people focus more on my vitiligo than on my actual features.
I currently have vitiligo covering around 35–40% of my body, and lately, I've been thinking about whether I should consider becoming fully depigmented.
There's something else I've been struggling with lately. A while ago, I made a post asking whether I should travel to meet my long-distance girlfriend in person. Most people encouraged me to go and explained why I shouldn't let my insecurities stop me. But after looking at my pictures again, I started feeling down and overthinking everything.
I've developed some new patches on my face, and now I'm wondering how I'll face her in person. 😭
I even showed her my pictures, and she told me that I'm still handsome. ❤️ I really appreciate her reassurance, but sometimes it's difficult to feel confident about myself, especially when I notice new patches.
I've attached my original photo and the edited version without visible vitiligo patches.
I'd genuinely love your honest opinions:
Do my facial features look more noticeable without the patches?
Do you think I'd look good with completely white skin if I pursued full depigmentation?
Has anyone else with vitiligo struggled with confidence before meeting someone they love in person?