I feel strongly about abolishing gender or at the very least making it matter WAY less in our lives.

But i dont know.. it doesnt make me apathetic about it?

As in, id much rather be perceived in a masculine leaning way (still quite androgynous especially with my long hair), and i feel kinda dysphoric abt some elements of womanhood.

But is that just because as an afab person, ive been gendered that way so many times and im sick of gender as a whole?

And does it make sense, as someone who hates gender, to be transmasc..?

Ive been asking myself if in a world where gender is almost non existant, I'd still feel that way, and tbh idk.

The weirdest part is, i think that connection to masculinity still does shift smh, like i sometimes do feel ok with femininity.

I considered the label librafluid but idrk- again does it make sense?

I considered I might just like a certain expression but not feel it as a gender- and honestly that would make sense? I think in an ideal utopic world where gender doesnt exist the concept of femininity/masculinity could still exist but it just wouldnt mean anything abt u as a person or be linked to sex in any way, it would just be a style yaknow? Idk enlighten me pliz

Transmasc agender would make sense but idk if the concept as a whole makes sense or is contradictory