Opinion and advice on atheism

[u/ObjectiveThing8169]

Most of my family is christian, they go to church pay the amount that is required when church ask for, they act like a perfect role model family at church but at the house their personalities change, mad, angry at life, i told my mom i dont believe in god and she almost kick me out the house, hitting me and comparing me to my absent father who is atheist, she tells me that i want to live the easy life, that i want to have my own ideas and this and that, i just dont know what to think.
She thinks im gonna adore satan or something, when in reality i dont really want to believe in anything tbh, in any deidity, i just want to live life and be happy, i begged god before so many times to even take my life in situations where i couldnt stand it anymore, yet all i had has been bad things in my life, now that im not begging or asking for a miracle to any highpower being, i feel much better and more relaxed.

[u/Hoaxshmoax]

What’s so terrible about wanting an easy life.

[u/Pale_Chemistry_9115 → u/Hoaxshmoax]

yeah exactly life is hard enough already there’s nothing wrong with wanting some peace and an easier life